How about a Congressional appointment to the U.S. Naval Academy to kick the year off right? 2000 was brutal at times, but kept showing promise; the highest members of government and the military began to show interest in me. I got great offers, and almost became an officer in the U.S. Air Force or Navy. If only I’d had the support of relatives, or been around people smart enough to understand my trajectory. It was still destined to work out, though.
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The only time I ever felt honest real love was absolutely left in smoldering ruins, zero hope of salvage. I should have known then that this is how humans will always treat one another; reckless destruction even when it hurts mostly themselves, and alienates everyone around them. There is no logic amongst them, no honor, no sanity. I acted with total honor and honesty the whole time, staying celibate and true, focusing on my studies and normal social interaction with many, yet all that was ignored and lied about –even by my own blood, and those entrusted with authority in this part of the world. Shameful and unthinkable doesn’t even begin to cover it. I will devote my life to ending such monsters posing as human beings.
Roaming at night alone, I scream at the top of my lungs to the sky, still believing in the brainwashing that a god is up there and will help if prayed to. I see only a few shooting stars at times; mundane coincidences, and no answer comes. Three years from now, I’ll notice I seem to be able to call multiple shooting stars on command, and back to back –yes, with witnesses.
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