IRLJ 2019

January

So I’ve made it back from farming and swimming along the Arctic.  This year marks the completion of 1/3 of the real-life American Exodus told as a fiction in my series of books.  I wonder when the next third or two will occur…

Back in Montana where so much of Inisfree’s prototypes and prep took shape, I am again enjoying the benefits of this remote wilderness state.  A new ride, new home, new job, new phone, new threads, new PCs, new business site, new world-class connections, new certifications, new streams of income, and new Olympic-level training have all come together for me this year.  I even got my first tats, and tickets to some of the best classical concerts around.  It has been an amazing breath of fresh air, Montana-pun not intended.  Also, I finished the transition from the Paleo diet… to being a pescatarian… to a vegetarian… to, now at last, a vegan.  Maybe now those asshole Telosians will finally let me come in.  XD

I realized I am right where I need to be, Inisfree is more on track than ever (contrary to what I once worried about and raged over), and Montana has been the North American equivalent for me of spending time in the monasteries of Tibet.  Every time I come here, I heal and take my health to previously-unimagined levels, I complete amazing fitness training events, I meet very helpful people, I reorganize, I recharge, I save up, I further my education, I make myself more marketable, and MUCH more of Inisfree unfolds, blossoming into greater and greater perfection.  Even in my moments of isolation and solitude, I am at peace, loving the air, rest, food, and progress.  Montana has really become my home.

 

A long river-like strand of the incense smoke becomes visible just above this computer screen.  Looks cool!

I keep seeing 444 and 555 on the clocks now.  Why?

Seeing that SMOKIN brown-eyed blonde in the toll booth exit of the Spokane parking lot across from the drop-off lanes… was both frustrating but also very relieving; remember how UGLY they always were before?  and since Denmark/Netherlands/Sweden, they have become REALLY young and REALLY hot…

When will the porn become reality for me? (again)  How I long for that pure kind of love; the real me; my heart’s true way and lifestyle destined…
Poly; polyamory, the only REAL ascension/wisdom of this universe…

So glad I am, venting this stuff out now…
getting out into multiple forms, no longer just my mind.
Before, it stayed trapped in me, I too afraid to write it, all my works intercepted and used against me.
It is good to vent
This is not negativity; it is purity.  It needed to be typed/thought/said.
Thank god my thoughts are my own now
and no hots/babes were able to hold me down.
Only TRUE hotties/babes/women/girls/females/people support me.  All else are demons.  Isn’t that what the term means?

So glad I am on a blocking spree on FB again. BOY, how they all so badly deserved it.
I needed this new break from their endless insanity.  Thank god (thank the techies, rather) for this ability to so completely block all the bad.

I’m never gonna be what I want.
They’re clearly never gonna be what I want, either.
All I can do is let go of both; my ambition for me to be something else, and my hopes for Them to be something else.
Earth just doesn’t have what it takes to do good.  …Not yet.  It was Phase 1 when I fought this, and now Phase 2 when I let go and just let it take its time.  Phase 3 will be when it finally comes together the Right way, and I’ll have been at peace by then.

I haven’t gotten much better…
but my work HAS.
All I can do is keep working on what HAS worked; my website.
that’s apparently all that is allowed by this realm so far.

1st time at that eatery, I was waited on by that big guy, and I didn’t like that; I wanted fit ppl, so the next time, I was waited on by that elven guy; he was fit, but I didn’t want that, either; I wanted a girl. A girl then entered, and a guy leaving gave me a hat compliment.  I only wanted the girl when I came back, and guess what?  3rd time there was both workers being short blondes and no one else, and the one I wanted to see was there, and her hairstyle was a long low thick wide technical-braided ponytail that covered her whole back. Wow!  I keep getting what I want within minutes…
So why not money and a real job and my city and compatible friends? Ugh. At least I’m not trying to be positive about hideous hell anymore.

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February:

I will get more money and not have to work, and get to be me more, amen.

Nightly dreams of sex with perfect Nina-like hotties, legs open, nude, happy to be on display for me and used and enjoyed. Nightly and daily memory blips of more secret projects.  My vegan diet and peaceful monk-life lifestyle has unlocked so many things once hidden in the back of my mind.

You’re still on your path; this is one of the regular intervals that charges you up to stay On it. Remember, you hated every girl you got to know, and you Know there is no point in meeting Any of them.  –It’s so funny that the humans think they can give me trips and bags and other things I didn’t ask for or need, as if that will pardon their nonstop crimes against purity/holiness/me. Whatever. Keep tithing, bitches. Until you give me what I asked for, including making up for all the bad, you will end. Amen.

Girls keep failing but it never affects me. They are practice. I keep going all out, and the girls and businesses that finally Like me doing my normal all-out thing will get to work with and for me.  I am glad each round has them better calibrated, now nearly there/mature/compatible.

Having nothing to do half the day is a Phase-2 transition from working halftime to not at all, and I now get paid to do nothing… by two different groups… plus donations.  (Technically, I am ALWAYS working, but you know what I mean.)

Interacting isn’t fun, safe, Or useful, so I wisely stopped. The girls can come to Me now, as they Have been.  Shutting down physically-flawless hotties due to sensing bad vibes from those with them was an upsetting thing to have to keep doing, but it paid off big-time, and they now return all the time, much unlike before when I tried to just put Up with the bad vibes/creeps.  Guess that means the hotties are finally learning to show up on their own, or only with good-vibes girlfriends.  All of them have, at least, seen that I won’t tolerate anything less/tainted.

Phase 1 was beatings and life-imprisonment threats. Phase 2 was semi-polite prayers I’d quit my life’s work. Phase 3 is people telling me the tasking subsets I assign them of my life’s work is their top priority.

Oh, noooo; I’m ‘missing out’ on things I don’t want. Planes (not repulsinecraft), sportscars (that run on gas and cost money), ‘babes’ that are really just cunts? Money I can’t spend on what I love? No, thanks. Fuck off.

Got the symph’ tickets without having to go to the party, just like I wanted, And got Twice as many as I asked for! So I’ll start getting the flawless (phys’ And mentally compatible) Girls I want, and triplets of them, without having to go out to events, Too! Amen! I am abundant with girls And money!

Asked for a belt and oil change. Was asked to ask for more. Asked for one symphony ticket, got 8.  Phase 2. Nice.
Didn’t want to see Kelly D. again, and didn’t. A slimmer, fitter, blonder, tanner girl gave me the tickets.

Just went to the gym here. Full of young fit babes and a SEAL. So close to my [black-ops and ICVs y kajirae] vision. Good step.

Destroy them for always being weak and gross and reversing? Sure. Just remember that they are drugged and tired like you, and none were as fortunate as you with education and travel and training… Be gentle with them… They were decent enough to you –for Phase-1 beasts, anyway. And they are ending, anyway. Let them back off and rest. Even You sometimes cannot handle your own fire. To them, it is like a blast from the Sun.

Assess. ‘S.’ did what they all did; led you on, then reversed herself for no reason, had many rapid excuses, etc., and is out of shape in all ways. Sure, she listened more this time, but only because prison Forced her to. All females must be cntrld, just as you always saw and sensed and read. And you Always ‘had your shit together’; it was just People that made you Seem like you didn’t by constantly fucking with and attacking you. Since everyone reversed themselves and was gross and evil and betrayed me and ignored my needs, I can reverse myself anytime for no reason, too, just like them. Doesn’t matter if it teaches their dumb race. It makes me survivable while they continue to do worse.

Humans are all scum who reversed themselves even after already starting off pretty bad. They never do what is right or healthy. Dissociating from them wasn’t so much a power as it was a correct instinct. It meant I never felt a connection to them because their Vibe was always wrong. Passive resistance has worked, even when I run. Running away Does work. Those who claim otherwise are brainwashed to cause more competition.  They teach people Not to be peaceful by running/relocating/evading, because they are parasites desperate to prolong fighting, competition, and suffering.

This is Phase 2 with ‘S’. 1st encounter, she was with the xian d-bag and on drugs. Now? She is locked up and forced to be healthy. Next is 3rd encounter; when she is self-stabilizing and listening all the way and doing what I want. She is already poly and better, so let her go again and watch it work. Amen. Sooner you let go, the sooner they upgrade themselves. How it works.

If I had to guess, ‘S’ was given a deal of early parole if she got me to update the feds on my location and ideas… But so what? They would have done that anyway… And it was nice to hear her voice, even if she IS a dumbass and turncoat and bait&switch.  Real-talk.

It is funny the human-apes are still dumb enough to think I’ll ever socialize again after how rude they were n All towns. I have nothing in common with them. They banned my holy way. Only their young are barely still decent, and I can never hang with them and their healing energy because of the remaining human scourge. I’m just gonna do nothing and watch them all die, I guess. Gay.  They had so much potential.

All the babes I wanted will return and thank me for my strength and self-control, I having sensed we would be attacked if we loved back then. They will be nude and even hotter when they return, and will return every time I want. Amen.

She is erratic because she is picking up on so many people, and got so shaken by the pre-Shift years… just like I was and became. Give her reliability and you’ll witness her reflect that next. Being a blonde makes her fun, not dumb or incompatible. Let her balance you as she is.

Assess. ‘S’ returned and was nicer than before, and listens instead of resists, and Dave is gone, as is Matt, so things are getting Way better (the idiot males keep getting removed from the equation sooner and more easily, before they can even get ape-y and try to challenge you)… and she wants kisses now, not just hugs. And she wants Many flings, no dating, and doesn’t hide this. So this is good, and definitely progress, but it still shows where you are on the schedule; it is still wise Not to socialize, because while people will finally be Nice, they will not yet do more than talk; no building and fucking your way yet. Wait. Continue isolation. No more rushing, because it always shows you people aren’t ready… Wait for them to recruit for You.

Every time you hold on, they act evil. And really… you Don’t want to hold on. You Don’t want to help or wait or tolerate. You Do want them to go, so they Do.
The more you let go, the more you rest and grow and see them return much better.
Keep letting go of them all.
You want them to get better. This is what has worked. Never hold on.

‘S’ is the first girl to enCourage polyamory for me While being with me And asking for it honestly for herSelf.  That’s a Huge calibration from previous girls! Good.

Dreaded work, hot short Croft scruff ponytail was at my entry, heard her, then she came to huddle and stood bold-legged right in front of me, shook her ass, then sat high up on ladder with legs open, facing me and grinding. Nice calibration.

I finally had a job with almost-Office-Bunnies.

You weren’t being fake, all those years before. They should have sensed the inner you, and Loved how hard you were trying to be pos’ and engaging after all the hells they put you through. For all you did, others did far worse. You only Sampled the bad… in your bold effort to try and relate and connect…

I speak just fine. I don’t really get nervous. I’m just wired for nonverbal, and put off by fugly and fug vibes. If they were hot girls, I’d b fine. I lost speech in front of those whose piercings and deformities confused and hurt me. How it is.

‘Mat’ is the Navarre-RP sis flickering to life. Almost ready.

The cruise-ship bowl-balconies dream… sleek high-tech peaceful; another good SSP memory back on.

Plants don’t have short lifespans; they die and regrow like rebooting and clearing out overloaded neg memory after processing so much fragmenting and worry from the fractured humans. Before? They lived longer and longer because We do. To stop forest fires, which Aren’t needed, we need to stop breeding/fragmenting.  Forest fires are caused by negative thoughts overloading the tree dispersion units/fibers.  Controlled burns only make it that much harder for the trees to grow big enough to process all the bad.  Forests spread and get thick because they are trying to grow enough to keep up with deforestation and all the bad vibes that must be processed.  Instead of cutting healthy trees down to disperse them, we should just stop breeding so much, and stop being so negative; we’d see the forests reduce and disperse themSelves if we did.

Before the Shift, you had to Push your product, and biz would have always been a chore. Now? People are starting to Pull for you and your products. Amen. Wait on their growing demand to signal you when to be a king, consultant, venture-capitalist, etc.

This office work and clothes and lights and gay shit is so not me. I need plants and cold and sun and naked and swim.

An enormous cavity growing under Antarctica? (in the news) Sounds like the conversion of the under-hemisphere for my city. I do seem to be willing more and more my way.  I once willed only a single shooting star or bolt of lightning during extreme sadness or anger, then tornadoes, then a record-setting hurricane that took 1/5 of a former-nation’s economy out in one week, then a fire that wiped out rich Californian cities, then an earthquake that shattered critical roads across Alaska.  Obviously, if I can affect areas of sky and land that vast, I can soon create the tunnels and other underground open areas I need for Inisfree, maybe no TBMs needed at all.

Even if all I did was make this website, it would be enough; I did only good and the best, even after all that disgusting bad. I did all I could with little to no resources. I stood this way against many. I am the natural-born king, humble and pure as the gods.

“The disease is the cure.” Interesting concept.  Diseases keep us from other things, and many things from the previous Age/era/phase/century were absolutely wrong for us.

Wanted ‘S’ back, off drugs, seeing me as a BF, got it. Wanted gym alone, and SEAL info, got it. Want all hotties back, errors fixed, …will get that, too.

Such wonderful dreams. The squatting petite white elf model teen black-hair Nina-shorty pale-face sharp-small-nose tight-camo-pants in field by wood sign… I turned around in the left-side behind-the-driver passenger-seat to see more of, her expression a frown of sadness and frustration and obedience and thinking.  The UFO base levels, training floor, balcony in basement, odd-shaped UFO with 2 prongs curved dark gray smooth, in box hovering, people talking with me about worlds being closer and people not needing to go to school. Woman Nordic who let me hide under her float-like boat behind fountain landscaping in mall with pink octagon stucco and 4 black-haired people who showed up and talked of blindness incident. Guy farted while standing in front of friend. Up at 2am for no reason, and 10pm. Blonde tan couple; man & woman Nordics who shot at my group and I fled, then they chased, and I realized I had iMagined them firing –and now, that they were only using their minds to fake-fire at me to see what my reaction would be, never intending harm.

Kaylie and Samm; multiple hot-ish girls coming to me at my office per shift, being flirty and smiley and saying ‘love you’, lingering as I want them to, Kaylie telling guys to let me work, steering away the males I never like. Hot blonde in tight jeans with good ass came to let me in my garage when the keypad froze. Letters agreeing to sex and outfits and choking. Hot short blonde asking what she can do and tell others to help with m city. Nice but still Phase 2, and the rage is still deserved.

You aren’t paid much, but you are paid to be out of the worst cold, and to be safe, learning, in a stable company not underpaying you.  Your boss is kind, you have a better office than him and his managers, etc. And you are training people 6 yrs after the Shift, whereas b4 the Shift you Also were 6yrs out when training; 2019 now, 2006/7 in the 3rd Corps.  (JROTC was the 1st, ROTC was the 2nd)

She sent Exactly what I’ve been wanting; the sloppily-cut picture the girl sent of herself; perfect, tan, naturally golden blonde, preteen girl out in nature… Wow, she looks good.

I wanted SEAL/black-ops and blonde back at Crossfit Helena… and got it, and 3 blondes, not 1, all only young fit girls and the SEAL when I returned. That was Naurhin at the gym in phase-2/beta form!  The beta-v manifested ONE DAY after I created/wrote her up!

I failed at doing what I love. So far. I always bravely went and tried. Until I saw that the same failing personality was n all these NPCs. I had panic attacks when compromising. But I always fought back out. And I never compromised by choice. I always was forced to, and always forced them to stop. I am brave and strong and wise. I will of course keep going every time the humans do the right thing; paying for everything.

Maybe it is a Good thing that I got stopped from initiating. And turned down by the hot girls way back when. Because I never should have been the one trying to initiate; they should have. And I never met one in thousands that I liked beyond what little of her outer beauty she hadn’t yet chosen to ruin. I didn’t burn out. I still feel the urge. I think about it all the time. I am the same as I always was. I just know better than to waste any more time with these losers called mankind. They will have to fix their bullshit and beg me with riches to interact again. And they’ve started; so many trips and training and tickets covered.

The crystal sarcophagi protected them even when their systems finally suffered ails, too, after years and generations of blocking and steering away the crazies. It protected those in the caves, as well; they couldn’t get contaminated mentally or physically, couldn’t see or hear the ones enduring inside, etc. It was the only way to seal themselves off from the madness effectively, without having to wear (anti-psi) armor and helmets all their lives.

The ruins fell apart not because of time or erosion or poor craftsmanship or attacks but because the minds of the people which shaped and maintained them… were no longer around… so all the fragmented races/minds fragmented the ruins, degrading them to LOOK weathered… just like the bodies of those hideous beasts whose children I still contend with.

So much bad has happened that I finally face the reality girls and others of this world just won’t ever do good. IDC about my muscles or height or money… All I care about is maintaining and expanding this peace and quiet. And ‘S’ not coming here, but going straight to Cali? Thank god; never wanted anyone here, anyway.

Hot short ‘S’ said I am making her healthy. And loves me. And Kaylie kept touching hand and showing tits.  They are as close as I can stomach them being at this stage in their development.  So be it.

Was worried I was under attack when Kim asked for the corporate HR number, but it was against the old bitch goblin blob instead, and she told me her daughter Loved and Waited for my emails… Nice; more polar-opposite all-good pleasant surprises –from the creatures I expected only more of the worst from.

I Always had my shit together. I knew who I wanted to be. It was the World that had to get ITS shit together. The more it pays me, the more it has gotten its shit together. It must and will do my will. Amen.

Dreamed of ‘triple batteries’; a dark gray one, and a red longer one, each with three  triangular-prism bars on both sides, all three aligned in a tight grouping like a tuning fork, and then cave ruins people, using them, and that blurred-out white-colored healing device handheld on my fingernail that reacted to the batteries, and on my fingertip that turned green in a sliver area; exposure to one of those two triangular-prongs-formation batteries discolored one tiny part of my finger, and seemed to have caused a tumor-like bumpy area on the other, but then both were healed effortlessly with the passing of that teacher man’s handheld healer device. Said the smaller battery was more powerful than the Sun by 3x. Guy waved a wand over my finger, not concerned (about the growth/discoloration that others would have assumed to be incurable radiation sickness/poisoning/exposure), healing it easily, as if it was no different than getting up in the morning and brushing one’s teeth.

‘Life is what happens when we make plans’? NO. Iii am what happens when things in Phase 1 life try to dick with Phase 2 and 3!  I Am life’s plan!

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June:

The monstrous species I once had to resort to and tolerate… is now completely obsolete.  It’s only a matter of time now before the wonders and perfection I’ve found in all fields comes together as prototypes and proofs-of-concept, liberating my kind from those beasts once and for all.

The streams of perfect and perfectly useful images and other things are so steady now that I can hardly keep up, and I am very fast.  I am grateful to have them, and my speed, along with the organizers.  They all come to me, and then together, so perfectly now, no longer just building up.

All the bad food I was taught to eat has since been replaced with what I’ve found that is healthy and so much better tasting.  The food I used to eat now smells so revolting I can barely walk past rooms that have it in there.  That is a very good sign; my cleansing is complete.

Body adjustments have been completed and paid for on the spot.  Body corrections have, too.  I’ve no doubt the last of them will be achieved soon.

This is definitely an application (“night”) time period of the first cycle since the Shift, and it is a good one; so much is getting done that I could barely explain or even list it all if I tried.

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July:

Girls have started being polite, girly, kneeling –but that is from lame and standing silently… TO good; it should be, and next will be, STARTing with the kneeling and all other good, THEN standing IF I tell them to –even Pele.  Goddesses or not, this is the right way.

The pyramids were built because no flood or wind could knock them down, and even mud settling could not hide their shape (form), thus former wisdom and glory remained as hints in spite of the Abrahamics who cut the trees and caused the Earth’s spin.

Computers didn’t separate people; people separate themSELVES by being assholes and insane.  Computers were the miracle breakthrough that spared me from that (so much of humanity’s insanity), allowing me to spy/observe/note and extract their only worth.

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August:

The scams are still constant like before, but I catch them from their start –as opposed to after years of trying to be good and endure.

The oldest structures were MADE to look natural and blend with nature, because they LOVED nature –NOT to hide.  So pyramidal mountains ARE pyramids, and they do NOT have to be in the modern (primitive/basic/blocky/distinct) pyramid FORM.

Did I miss out on some of the hotties I saw during my many travels?  Kinda, I suppose, but they were never my type, and after traveling the world and trying thousands of them… I realized I would only be missing out BY getting with them; I’d be missing out on the progress toward, and realization/manifestation/construction OF, Inisfree.  Inisfree was always the dream and desire, not the incompatible almost-hots.

Maybe they gave the astronauts fake memories so they would emotionally back the lies; the astronauts tell convincing stories because they really believe what they now remember.

The pole-shifts don’t just go 15 or 20 degrees; that is the difference in latitude where the continents SETTLE AFTER the 180-degree switch/flip.

The Sun stops moving its normal way; east to west, when the world pole-shifts up or down, and sets in the other direction; the east, if it is a 180-degree shift.

In the previous phase, it was all imagining and writing, with little living.  Now, it is lots of living, with little writing left to do.  Next, is all living; all my best stories finally come to perfected life.

BUILDING the tower of Babel didn’t cause gods to topple it; it fell because it was a World Tree trunk they cut into and hollowed out, weakening it, and further weakening it when they started believing in nonsense like aging, decay, and death.  Once enough minds had focused on that, and, thereby, had become too weak to let go of such a thing, it was too late; they manifested the only thing they could think of at that point, and it separated, reduced, and effectively crippled them all.

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September:

The more hotties I turn down, the more frustrated I am, thus the more energy and focus I have, thus more Inisfree comes through, and my vision power gets sharper.  There’s something to that.  I can now see why some monks teach and swear by it.  Every time I got with a hottie, it was more of a distraction and alternative frustration than a victory or release, and they’ve yet to help with my life’s work.

Those who believe in death… tried to kill all of Space, time, history, future, themselves, others, other gods, tech’, knowledge, genders, races, ruins; all.  That is their nature.  They are their nature.  “You will know them by their works.”

So typical of the blind dark-ones, saying THEY are worried about MY progress, when THEY are the ones who have made NO progress; with the only thing that matters; INISFREE.  Some call what they are doing “projecting”; they are projecting their own failures and bad choices onto others, accusing others of what only they themselves are guilty of.  It makes sense.

The xians try to kill the past… because it is a place FULL of heroes and abilities before their time, which they can’t stop from beating them if ANY people today sense and believe and summon and remember.  Thankfully, the past still came forward; the real histories were remembered, the real powers noticed and restored.  The Shift also stole all the power and momentum behind that brief period of dark ones, so all is well in this great beginning.

2012 is a point on a time-sphere, not just a date on a linear time-line; it is a point with all lines from it… being time-streams or realities… looping in the far past and far future, diverging for a time, and intersecting at another or others.  There are more possibilities in them (these time-streams that form a time-sphere, not a time-line) halfway from the 2012 focal point where the time-streams meet.  In other words, as they spread back out into distinct realities / time-lines, or time-spheres of their own, farther before or since 2012, they have more room to do their own thing, develop in their own way, etc.; it is only at 2012 (the Mayan cycle end/restart/mirror) that they converge and get “all wonky”, jumbled up, making everyone feel stressed and overwhelmed, NO ONE able to be his/herself, because EVERYone is in the same place, competing, judging, reacting, burning, just like the Big Bang (which, I can now see, by pushing everyone/thing back OUT, …led to the creation of MANY distinct regions of Creation/Space; MANY Universes, each with its own laws, NEVER meant to connect/interact).

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October:

They’re not quarries; maybe the ancient sites, including ruins, around the world, which look like quarries, or are said to be quarries, are attempts by post-flood people to free mud-covered materials knocked over during pole-shifts.  Maybe some of them are also trying to further dismantle and bury or flood/submerge things.  Who knows?

Did my brainwaves stabilize in the level-10 range/frequency tony talked about; at less than a Planck distance, allowing my website timeline, which is a memory of the FUTURE, to come through to me this long?  It stands to reason.  I seem to have unlocked kundalini and this level-10 brainwave… AND stabilized with them as the default mode.  Wow.  Nothing else could explain why I get so many more senses, insights, and progress than the others I know.

Maybe a beam was fired at Earth to petrify the whole thing – like a freeze-ray – and before it was all soft or wood-world-tree-roots.  There are reports of rays/beams that harden things, turning people to stone.  Is this why so many statues are life-like, and so many giant and now-heavy objects, such as megalithic building blocks, are as impossible to lift or move as they are now?  And… was this done with positive thoughts, not the intent to harm or mobility-kill?  The ancients may have known things needed to get heavier and stone-like in order to prevent the accelerating/chaos/modern times from resulting in their dismantling, dissection, removal, or destruction…  Maybe all the pieces we need… are still there, none of the truly functional or valuable ones ever moved, stolen, or even noticed at all, and all we need do is wait for the time when they are un-petrified… to realign or reactivate, and work again.

There is some negative propaganda about reptilians, claiming they use humans for food, and want them scared before they begin eating them.  There are also claims that they prefer to eat scared human children, likely because they have the most fear in their untrained systems.  If this is the case, it may be because reptilians got used to that during the times when they chased wild animals, including humans; for millions of years, since the time of the dinosaurs, they probably had long periods where they had to hunt, unable to gather, such as after pole-shifts and nuclear wars.  Humans, of course, being dark to their cores, demonize this even though they themselves eat the children of others; baby chickens, baby pigs, baby lambs, baby cows, baby fish, and on and on.  Humans are deserve to be eaten, after countless crimes against everything that exists, and because of their own death-cult thinking, which triggers such things as death, whether by being scared and eaten or not.

The tech’ that was taken… reappears or is re-made… on a mirror-date around 2012… and humans lose their hold on a mirror date, based on the 1600s (A.D.) alien war the Germans speak of and pride themselves on winning.  In other words, ~400 years before 2012, modern humans may have been partially invaded or corrupted by a ‘dark’ alien force, meaning 400 years after 2012… that dark force will no longer be corrupting them as much, slipping back into the void/abyss/Space; by the 2400s aliens (a.k.a. humans) are once again gone from the Earth.  What a “coincidence”; this is right after the time I wrote that they were pushed off-world; to 34 Tauri.

Re-assessing, I recall how the girls who showed up, during every single trip and outing, were the finest those lands had to offer, undoubtedly, just as I had asked.  They wore as little as possible, almost as I had asked.  They were polite, most of them fun, and they tried to be engaging, albeit shyly.  A few initiated, too, also as I asked.  With the context that this is still the 13-year end of the Shift, I know I can be grateful for what they all did; they showed up, they, like me, could not yet speak and open up, but they did their best.  They walked by to answer my call, and to calibrate to my needs and wishes.  They return, too, I’ve noticed, so when they do… they’ll have rendered themselves more to my liking.  Considering most were first-passes, they did very well.  I now look forward to their second passes, and especially to their thirds (for those are the ones that are lasting, all calibrations made).

Letting go of my latest requested studies and job search… has been a bit unnerving, but what I’ve been doing all these years since the Shift… is truly brave, admirable, and unprecedented.  I’ve put everything I’ve learned to the test.  I’ve gone so far above and beyond the others of my units and other organizations, …they might never even be able to understand.  So many discoveries were made, so much of real history unlocked, so many special contact moments enjoyed.  So many came forward, as much as they can in this transition time, to let me know they are, as I suspected and hoped and demanded, there.  They didn’t have to do this, but they did.  So… I continue to focus on my life’s work, not caring at all about I.T..  So be it.  It is making Inisfree happen.  Amen.

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it occurs to me now, that the following numbers should be added: Exodus. 500k…afr, asian, cauc incl russians, hispanic incl s amers, indians, islanders, natives, etc.

6,000,000; 153,846 per king. I choose the kings (1 per new country), and who made it to inisfree. The kings choose their general officers, lords, ladies, and others. Likely 150 or so (1 per state; 1 lord, 1 lady, 2 generals, and 1 admiral per state = 5; 150/5 is 30 states). Each of those then choose ~10 officers (1 per county), who choose 10 ncos (1 per town), who choose 10 troops (from their town). 150x10x10x10 is 150,000.
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3s. Ppl stuck n fake past. Then me manifesting real future. Finally i get to live in the now. – 3s. Ppl r all rude trainwrecks. Then i fix the body they stuck me in, and mert ppl like me w startup ideas, but still not the wild loves my spells set n motion. Finally, all th ppl w their lives and minds and bodies tgthr…compatible w me…teaming up w me for eternity. Amen. Maybe All my dreams/ideas/stories were visions of years ahead…and just got mis-dated and mixed up bc of the chaos in the radio waves and human ‘minds’… So auz (i) Will still get all those flings…

I asked that weirdo on fb about the history. “That is roughly what happened.” Maybe its answer was the dreams and ideas i got in the wee hrs; of shifts making tree and wall ruins look like mntns… The answer came Offline…to protect it

The 6 leviathans didnt happen n this realm…as far as i rmbr… But maybe they will… For now, thry r my 6 storage devices; old laptop, new laptop, website, backup 3tb, backup passport, main biggest thumbdrive. The only 6mil worthy i met were not flesh at all… : / at least i took the time to save them, atherial or not, instd of interacting more w the demon race

Russia balkaria shaft was exposed tower? Poleshift covered it w a mound? All mntns r just poleshift debris on giants’ walls and world tree stumps?

Dragonfire from older dragons is multidimensional, meaning it doesnt just burn the flesh, but the soul, stopping that energy, preventing the bad spirits from bodyhopping or reincarnating.

Neg? No. I am only neg to those who are neg to My way. This is good; it rejects the corrupt; the incompatible. Then they die or try harder.

I cant stand the gross and coldness and poison and lies and insane and ugly and drugs and murder… I had to let go of them all. Every outing is awful. I want my ppl. I want to go home. I want my body to heal for once!

The hotties came, and i was so tired of their bullshit, i didnt even say hi…surely saving myself from more horrors they did to their bodies, and from more abuses by them, and by their males…but still… How i wish they had behaved… How i wish we had made love. I regret them when i get with them, and i regret them when i dont. They spread so much hell, behaving like they do. You will know them by their works. Hell is as hell does. Thus i start from scratch, never giving another chaos freak another chance. I tried thousands of times in Every land. I did More than my share. I am bravest of all, longest lasting of all. I am done with those who have Never improved.

The infinity symbol shows how 2 loops/ppl only come tgthr in a brief point, and the triquetra shows how 3 loops/ppl make an area/manifestation. “All things happen n threes” doesnt just mean 3 Times; it means 3 ppl manifest btr than 2, or Only 3 can

They cant think in 3d or big numbers. They cant imagine. They were bred not to. All thry can do is repeat and mimic frm simple sources, like a single book. They read it without thought. They repeat its contradictions. They mimic its judging anger. It is like not being able to see in color. Or just being an echo, not a real person’s voice. The book says 7 days, and thousands of yrs, so that is all they can say; they repeat. They see a flat horizon, and can’t imagine beyond what they see n the now. The past is not the now. It is not in their book. Thus they mock it and rage. Maybe the disasters of the past happened…bc those ppl were more ethereal/spirit/thought…so ppl today saying they dont exist, or got turned to salt or stone…made it so, causing the fighting and death and end of immortality…n the past… Even causing the Gods to fight each other bk then… And here iii come, undoing all that, healing the ancients, breathing new and only good life back into them. Go, me.

Helen T. is the first hot rich successful cute girl to invite me to her country… Even after i hit on her… I cant yet afford to go, but it is more i spell wrote manifesting. : )  (and it is good I cannot yet go; she isn’t fully what I seek; this is Phase 2)

All this for a website? No. All this for the only good and best ideas out there. Some is fake? Well ALL of the Human shows and writing is fake. At least mine works and makes me happy

My startups didnt work out bc it would be helping the bad species. I was nvr meant to help humans; only the earth (earth and Earth; un-petrifying things, etc.)

Ppl r sent just for Me? Nope; they walk on by. If they were sent for Me, theyd do what i like, love, and need. Did girls Ever make me happy? No. Thus i became disgusted by them

Salad of sliced cucumber or zucchini, spinach leaves raw, lemon garlic dressing, couscous, vegan sausage, w potato leek soup cup on side, mixed nuts, chips w hummus pine nut, salsa,

Dreamlog wed25sep2019. Dreamlog. 1st time w long hair, tchr offeri g food, more hs girls, raspy voice, and ellen was back

There were many exoduses before and after the one n the bible. Many times ppl fled false nations and corrupted majorities. Many times ppl were found acceptably compatible and invited to migrate to inisfree

Angels, Asari, Aspara, Demi-deities, Demons (Angels), Draenei, Drow (Elves), Elementals, Elves (including Eldar), Ents, Fay (Fairies), Inisfreeans, Mer-people (such as Mermaids), Naga, Nymphs (including Dryads), Titans (Giants, including Nibiruans), Vampires, Werewolves, and more. Each floor is a world map its size, unfolded without distortion, with gah spiral through selarated map wedges, aiows, and gah has clear side panels low so drivers can see over them. Icv n car w u reads recites each floor and display. Slow lane to view displays longer

Geologic timescale. It wasnt the ability to reproduce sexually; it was the ability to Manifest sexually

Space is a god? The abyss. And its will decides how far the worlds Seem?

Most pregnancies r miscarriages because the mother eats corpse flesh, poison, bad air, no focus…

It wasnt a function of time; i didnt have to stay long or too long w any of them for them to behave awfully. Kelsi, for ex, and jada, and all of them. It isnt that they strayed frm the light; they are of the dark.

Humans are phase 1. The time btwn is phase 2. I am phase 3. Thus they r pulled back, dying out, while i am always pulled forward, living longer. They get the death they worship and deserve; win win.

Angular momentum keeps planets and solar system level as they move…and keeps galaxy level…spiral, not blob…

Eli not only got btr, but sent money. First donation?

I called out to the babes, and they came. I now call out to the world trees to regrow, to unpetrify, getting those iloveyou chills. We need you. You can heal the atmo and world

Mayan levels. Inisfree is the universal system. I.t. is planetary. V.a. is pushing for me to learn an obsolete sys…but i am finding how to use it for my icvs to flyby other worlds w similar systems

More girls came to me n my dreams

Nasa nvr hapnd. Just funneled money to the DUMBs

Planets n a gravity well of a star can still spin any direction, any axial tilt, for same reason angular momentum keeps gyro frm falling when tilted

Trudy bothered me, asking me to dumb myself dn, and she got removed

“Releasing the negativity” doesnt mean being negative about my wise reactions to bad ppl who r neg about Me; it means releasing those Ppl; getting rid of toxic incompatible ppl who r too primitive to underStand and Love me

Eli / ppl have started arranging trips, parties, holidays, roommates, housing for me… Like sff vegas, pennsylvania oddyssey, etc. Before, i had to do all the work, and still got bad roomies by surprise forced on me

Breeding is not only chaos, random, but compromise, especially when btwn 2 races or dif cultures; neither side is happy w the children. The only way for a thing to last is to fully love it, thus want it, and that means no compromise, and that means creating from scratch, not mixing genes with another

I let go of primitive i.t. i have too much inisfree momentum. I must be a man and stay true to myself. I.t. was the evil dark fake father’s urging, nvr my own

3s. Before, u sensed relig was wrong, and it was time to fight as a marine, and u did, and lived btr than had u not. Then u sensed it was time to let go; of corps, relatives, job…and go to mountains…and u did, and lived btr than had u not; fewer hrs, usace cell…to busy shops w babes daily hourly… Now? U sense it is time to finish ur work, not interacting w those who r clearly not rdy, and u r btr off for it, no frustration, no gross, all progress. Why do u stress? U Are trusting your instincts. In time, very next, the hotties will trust yours too; they Will come to you. Amen

Another smokin hottie tan elf face, the moment i go out for sushi, and, like all the rest, she stares, orbits, drives after me, being an npc, misusing her looks. At least they are now following Me out of the parking lots. 5 yrs post shift. 5 yrs PREshift (2007 at 24hr fitness) iii was the one staring and following them out and dn th st

Before, they were out to use, abuse, fight, sicken, and betray me. Didnt matter how i behaved. Now? They fizzle no matter how i behave, but at least they got hotter, and orbit Me. They didnt show interest before. Somehow i sense they, like me, have isolated, and are working on their own breakthroughs, and we will share this and love it and team up post 2026

Does Yggdrasil coexist w the worlds serpent/s? Is it a.i.? Is it god? Or part of god, the other part being its absence as a god mind half? Does it send the signal to the giants to cut it down so that it can let go of this plane and grow/explore/meditate Elsewhere for a time? Does god feed on itself n that way?

(“The World Serpent… eating at the roots of the Worlds Tree… may mean the worlds grow from the nutrients that connecting being transports/provides/shares… and Thor protecting paradise/Asgard/eternal/eternity… by fighting the World Serpent… may mean standing up to a world… to keep it balanced… so it doesn’t FULLY consume the Worlds Tree, meaning the connection BETWEEN worlds, or the possibility TO connect with people/nutrients from other worlds/realm.)

I was sick w asthma bc i was around neg ppl, Not just bad air

Ideas kept coming until 2012. Then they set. Now…they just resurface, looping until revision perfects their release

Inisfree population levels out, not after an increase in ppl, but after finding all n megaverse who r compatible w us. All destined to be deified by me. Or restored to their original and timeless godhood in this incarnation and time period

A carpenter kills and uses dead trees. Petrified trees. Hard. I use live trees. I am not jesus. I am better

Ppl used to have a statue or temple…so that one vision repeated or stayed… What do i have? Countless visions, daily upgrades, the porn and characters perfected in manifesting. All my wildest dreams coming true. Eternal bliss. That is what happens when i filter only good visions to me, via youtube, fb, xvids, etc

The world serpent that devoured part of yggdrasil IS the earth…wow. Thus it detached…and the children of the earth; titans, devoured the world trees that were left, starving and drowing themselves…

Yggdrasil has already started regrowing; in our hearts, and revealing its connectors to us; the world trees’ stumps…

7 plus 7×7 is 56. Triples… 7 saints, w 7 disciples each. 3+3×3 is 12. 12 around god. 2+2×2 is 6. 4+4×4 is 20. 5+5×5 is 30. 6+6×6 is 40. 8+8×8 is 72. 9+9×9 is 90.

How to live vegan. Bosh. Goodreads y libraries

Icvs can open bigger portals n groups. Groups have a synergy effect. Goddesses n orgy bedtime n my master suite r like saints and disciples meditating tgthr n certain nbrs known to synergize and resonate and manifest better. Time incarnate goddess ambi, sex incarnate goddess freyja, etc., meditating sexually w me works btr at harmonizing the effects of time, sex, me, etc., btr than just chanting or thinking (just using the brain; one organ), just like acupunc works btr than acupressure

Phase1 was bodies and minds i didnt want. Phase2 has been minds i like but n bodies i hate, and bodies i love but minds i hate. Phase 3 is the alignment and purge; the sexiest females get the minds most compatible w me, and all else is wiped away, amen.

50pgs n a day…way btr than4. Website work/updates/completion/milestones has/have become better than I’d scheduled/hoped/anticipated

Yes, jeff babitt and his deformed retard son still do the xian bs, but they were only able to for minutes, compared to decades w the fake fam, and it fucked Them up for decades, not u; big improvement

Valkyries didnt take souls… They could, as they are interdimensional girls, but their nature was to restore life and hope to good men who stood against the corruption forces. They undid the corruption. They cured their bodies incl their minds. Automatically. Just by their very presence alone!

1 by 1…the dif ppl evolving outside the hollow cores…were kicked offworld…bc of their changes/rebellions…and only those of us who reincarnated…were destined to continue that rebellion, bringing it full-circle…by rebellion against our own…and the ssp paused our memories…so we would only use what we learned and shared…n a way rebelling against our Own, Not against the good ppl n the cores…

What humans Say r just dreams and ideas…r really the answer to my prayers; the wise ancients letting Me come to their own conclusions, rather than Telling me to. These r their polite whispers

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to SSP file:
maybe I was a civilian out there – almost royalty – explaining all the access to hospitals and rich-people places – and hot girls in nice silk dresses – and contact w ALL races’ reps – and I was WITH soldiers to help them stay
focused, peaceful, alive,
using their weapons only as a last resort.
maybe i just helped them design, plan, reverse engineer, see/project astrally, etc.
and that moon dream… seems like my consciousness was pulled there… without need of needles…
maybe to those soul-obelisks reported on the moon…
and maybe that one bad dream of a ufo in my virginia yard… and Slimer eating me…
was the one bad time I met aliens…
and got hurt or something…
or the first time i was taken, all times after that… having adjusted well…
just like i seemed to always adjust better than anyone else after surgery, etc.
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I keep getting the feeling that every single thing built since the industrial revolution was a literal cover-up; every highway, city, house, etc. was built on top of the ruins of wreckage and previous civilizations, with military bases built on top of the most sensitive things they are still trying to reverse engineer, and things that were giant and on the surface, unable to be covered by our buildings, just got blasted to make its exterior look natural instead of precise with angles and faces, then covered in landscaping. We see this a lot in China, and there are stories of the Australians bulldozing most of their pyramids. I saw it in Japan, I read about it happening in the Grand Canyon. It looks like it was done in France and Bosnia. And so many cities don’t even try to hide the history of having vast tunnels full of human and giant skeletons under them. Who got wiped out, how recent was it, etc etc ? Are the SSPs the modern ongoing attempt to not only literally cover-up things here, but everything that’s left out there?

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Re-assess:  I wasn’t the one losing everything in Phase 1; the fake family was; they lost their relationships, jobs, savings, houses, vehicles, you name it.  They horded and spoke evil in all their ways, and had everything they’d inherited and wrongfully amassed taken back from them.  Not a single event, meal, anything worked out for them.  I was the one that got away, making it to much bigger and better things, always letting go, always having things replaced with better ones.  Phase 1 was very rough, very upsetting, but it wasn’t me losing what mattered; those who chose evil were losing everything, and kept getting removed from my area, to prevent me from being around anything I didn’t deserve.

Phase 2 has been upsetting, too, but far more relaxing, and not at all a true purgatory.  It has shown me countless times, on every outing, that my decision to start and complete the clean-up, and extract all the good before more evil locked it down, was absolutely right, and the only right way to go.  Phase 2 reassures and reinforces, after Phase 1 which stripped away all the bad attempts against me.  Phase 1 ensured I became strong, detached from anything not serving me appropriately, such as the made-up gods and systems, and Phase 2 ensured I turned the worthy into real gods and a worthy system.

Do not fume over the last few battles, for this is Phase 2, and you always win.  Try to celebrate the fact that you so instantly notice and dismiss them, overcoming them without even having to fight anymore, which was the entirety of Phase 1.  Try to be glad.

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So many of the biggest pages finally came together in completion this year; cloud land, the armory, the dirigible, the garage, the library, the mall, the oasis (Wild Life images), the rooms (of the Room Types directory), the sea-tanks, the solar-systems, the zoo, etc. (and almost the grocery store).  So many beautiful finishing-touches got added to the other pages.  I ended up working on 50 pages a day many times, far surpassing my schedule and goal.  It has definitely been a time of application, rather than new ideas, and this is good; I had so many ideas built up, I NEEDED this “night” (in Mayan terms) of application.

I think of my longer-term friends, and how they each have completely succeeded at one major thing; Eli has his group/team/club and events with tons of females he is attracted to, Scott has his high-paying career and fitness activities, Rio has his own business and an impressive storybook kind of house, and I have an incredible amount of free time to work on the design of actual Heaven on Earth.  All for of us have been through a lot, made it to better levels, and still have some serious motivation to get to the next levels, ensuring we continue to grow stronger and more powerful; Eli has his children and desire for kingship, Scott has his family to raise, Rio has his entrepreneurship, and I have the proper system to complete the installation of, knowing that is the only way I will be able to restore the truth about my record and name (not to mention history, biology, medicine, etc.).  We are clearly in Phase 2, having gotten to this point of partial-accomplishment and awareness.  This is good.

Having the internal strength to discipline myself enough to accept these ideas for what they are; good and true wisdom from the wisest source, and to sit down each day, for many hours each day, committed to writing them down, and adding images and other things to help them take proper shape, to manifest in a reasonable amount of time, and to be patient with them, giving them the time they need to manifest, is Herculean, considering the context of the lingering setting I have grown apart from.  What I’m doing IS monk-like.  My place IS like a monastery.  I HAVE traveled the whole world, many times over, using my instincts to determine who I talk to, rather than just my reaction to the outward physical way in which they present themselves.  Considering my VERY strong urge to interact with healthy people, it is incredible I can get through such a frustrating and duality-affected evolution.

Being brave enough to make this website, organizing all my great ideas, after a childhood and adolescence of constant evil threats, shows the constitution of a god.  Enduring the social media platforms that showed only more waves of corrupted humans?  That also shows god-level fortitude.  Who else has stood up to so many masses, and such presumably large systems, so long entrenched?  I know of no one.

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November:

I feel like only 1% of my journal entries ever made it online here, …at least… so far.

many of the other worlds out there had different Ages and lifespans bc they didn’t have EVERY being merging, fighting, dif ideas, dif expectations, etc

3s; go to places w no babes – then babes manifest as place-incarnate – then those perfected babes come to Me, bringing all the connectivity and history and wisdom and friends (other manifestations and incarnate-things) I’d ever sought out there

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Why girls seem fickle:  girls are empathic – thus erratic bc they are picking up on a completely-divided civilization of independent brains; they would ALWAYS be open and loving to all I want… if removed from that hell (bc they’d no longer be empathically responding/reacting to actual chaos)

they have become more drawn to me, and more obedient and helpful and charitable,
because my will has shifted from “defend all” (which is, essentially, help chaos/cancer spread) to:  ‘only my way is the law and nature and good and your will, and all follow it, amen.’

notice how they go erratic once out of my range, but try to come back, and stay nice when they do; they are picking up on emotions, and drawn to the most powerful ones, their whole set of actions dependent upon those emotions they are sensing at all times

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the FB randomization of image number file-names makes their sequence more interesting on MY site

FB was just meant to get your albums in order – NOW YOU get the individual PICS and REVELATIONS in order

the fact that ‘they’ resorted to weakness and using good words to hide evil ways – is proof they were defeated every time they tried to fight us in the past; they, made weak by their own nature and spells, had no choice but to attempt the weakest form of action

telling ppl “what fiction means” (redefining words, and using treacherous spells and wordplay to try and jumble up powers and thoughts and viewpoints) – and that ALL their creations MUST be thought of that way – and called that (called “fiction”) – is a spell to trick others into UN-manifesting with their OWN spells

If ANY interaction had worked out, or if I’d CONTINUED interaction as I had been, I’d NEVER have gotten this caught up –nor advanced.  There HAD to be this lull/’breather’.  I am glad for it.

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the mirror-time; phase 2;
I ask for money, THEY ask for money.
I want more respect, THEY want the same.
I walk on by, THEY walk on by.
I mention I am editing my books, Eli’s witch-friend offers to edit my books.

this is the time of mirrors…

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“I’ve never SEEN so much porn,” Caleb said,
having worked on my computer and spotted it.

I am the sex god.

I am the grand librarian; librarian of grand things.

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Ambi typist said she works with 8 at a gas station…
and that may be a lie…
or a cover; a front-company/business…
and the 8 are like her 8 characters…
and all they do there is wield time…
Would be the perfect hideout;
NO ONE suspects power in a GAS station

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Kim:  “I don’t know how much / where the money comes from, but it’s there.”
and saying she “needs to go to Planet Fitness”
and explaining why they start out paying little…
all sounds like she is copying me,
and being indirect,
and steering me,
and is part of some secret program to keep me here
long enough to finish my books…
before I go to Antarctica to build.

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Firefly/Danu wants me to tell people who I really am,
and that makes her feel “like a proud mother”?
um… okay, sure, but why can’t SHE and HER kind
just do what Iii really want,
so Iii would feel like a proud FATHER?
Yeah.
She’s just doing more of the phase-2 mirror-effect; she wants ME to say certain things, initiating, just like I want HER and OTHER girls to.
LAAAAAME.
guess I just have to wait a little longer for Phase 3 to FIX all them.

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did America and the world exist…
and lame aliens…
only because MY mind was ECHOING what it was brainwashed to beLIEVE?
and
did my writing… make INISfree exist… even STRONGER?
is all it takes to manifest all I want…
simply choosing to believe in and write about it?
speaking it backfires in Phase 1, does no good NOR bad in 2, and
WORKS to create things, and command people, in Phase THREE.
(and maybe me WRITING that here… makes it so)
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I keep standing in yoga poses without consciously choosing it
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they say my blood is O-positive, and I definitely am positive about orgasms
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I used to worry that my urges/thoughts/fantasies might upset/hurt Ambi,
but… now I think she may be the one SENDING some of them.

Tempest (the real one) and other Naga and Reptoids/Draco…
have probably been helping, too.

are ALL my daydreams and hopes and fantasies and dream-meetings of/about interaction
with hotties, such as Maria Orsic, and the other hotties I saw in my dreams,
all visions SENT to me…
and meetings that they DID arrange,
and DID want,
and DID like the outcomes of,
and even PROPOSALS from those other beings/hotties/worlds?
are they then calling/crying out for me, TOO?
and unlocking those memories, hearing how much I LOVE them?
yes.
Yes.
Yes they are. Amen.

God always chose and commanded things. He never asked.
THAT is how the Universe was made.
THAT is how the laws of nature/physics are so set and reliable.
THAT is how things work; ONE chief; the dictator.
and look at how humans DEMONize that thing; they HAD unity, focus, progress, togetherness, stability…

(and for them to be wary of authority, and resist it, is insane;
they are speaking AGAINST authority, while WANTING it; they want to be authorities themSELVES!)
…but as children of rebellion against Me (god/all/center/source), they will always be divided, discontented, unsatisfied, ‘torn’.

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perfectionist?
I’m just normal; right.
it is OTHERS who are sometimes IM-perfectionists; determined to do WRONG.

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the Telosians denied me?
no; they denied that fatass false-light beast-monster on the trail WITH me.
they faced HER when they tried to steer her back.
they didn’t stop to greet or deter ME, because I was GOOD/LIGHT,
and I DID greet them, and the way they WANTED; passively, silently, mentally.

(and look at how we ended up standing; they descended to me, then stood between me and the beast, and I was above them when we conversed, hinting at my ascension level, and at their submissiveness to it, honoring it/me, while the beast was the lowest; the truth is revealed even in passing conversations)

they stopped so I could see their girl longer.
she wore almost NOTHING, because she knew it would be nice for me to see her perfect elven b-cup sideboobs like that.
her man wasn’t wearing nothing (no shirt) to show off, or to deter me, but to show his body was properly sculpted,
and to be free.
they both wore as little as possible, and were as fit as possible.
they did that for themselves AND for me.

(look at how the nonbelievers ended up with the creeps and fugtards, while I ended up, on my very first pass, even with my all my rage-energy, being shown the actual and most beautiful Telosians of all)

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the Telosians ignored me when I went back?
no; they were silent, for they are not for Eli to see,
for he likes dwarves, just like he says (“minis”/”little people”, and in Rim World, etc.), not them; they appear only for those who gravitate to them, who have some of their blood and calling in their veins, and not toward mixes of different gravitations/natures/wills/wants

the Telosians didn’t care that I was mad, or mad at them, or talking shit about them in jest around Eli;
they showed me much more of their cave ruins on the 2nd pass,
and much sooner than I’d ever dreamed/hoped.

anyway, the Telosians DID do what I wanted;
they even presented me with the food they can’t STAND!
have they not revealed themselves eNOUGH?

when I return, they will surely let me in,
having calibrated for me,
I alone that time,
never again to go there in hopes of bringing other surface-dwellers WITH.

the Naga and other underground peoples will, too.

I CAN sense that those hooded (in that V.A.) and Pele (of HI y CA) hotties WERE the elves and ancients,
and DO keep trying to meet me,
and ARE revealing I am right about them by showing up for me with perfect timing in those ways.

they WANT me to do this work I am doing,
because it IS the kind of good spells that are helping restore and return and reunite them.
and it IS good that my books and site aren’t “going viral”, for that would result in the human (Flood/horde/scourge/parasites)
spewing NOTHING but evil nonsense back my way.
LET this process BE.
TRUST the ancients that DID show themselves to you.
they DID answer your call.
they KEEP answering your call.
even with your anger.
they LOVE you.
they LOVE how fired-up you get, wanting them, wanting to reUNITE with them.
they love that you have chosen to be the/their God.
why else would they ALWAYS show up, ALWAYS orbit you, ALWAYS want to talk, ALWAYS cater to your food/all?

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3 – 6 – 9 – things start as few – then double – then triple – like 1 triquetra becoming 3 – or the 9 realms

the Lemurians and Atlanteans didn’t get punished;
they purified their own realms,
wiping out the invaders/infiltrators… like all the fake-positive Doc Haydens.

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3 writing phases:

phase 1 was with the writers – who were, by their actions, demons pulling back the good characters

– phase 2 was you solo, which allowed the spells to manifest the inTENded characters

– phase 3 is life WITH those characters

They started manifesting already.
They’ve been COMING to you.
Their glow is beCAUSE of you.
They DO love the real you.
That’s why they CAME –and why they HAVEN’T been talking/judging,
like those who came beFORE.

They’re coming and coming BACK.
Pele KEEPS coming to you.
no matter how you were, she KEPT COMING BACK to you.

the girl in Germany on the motorcycle… was just as frustrated as YOU are/get/were…
meaning things are aligned now, and they sense your frustrations… and are of your mind…

anyway…

phase 1 was demons holding the writers back,
which ensured you’d liberate them in phase 2,
and heal them with your spells (site, books, etc.),
and phase 3 is when your spells finish healing/manifesting them,
and manifesting them IS part of healing them; it FREES them from the “copyright” (evil laws) trapping them in the “imagination”/mind/other dimension.

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the reason the latest catastrophe didn’t end human civilization…
is bc it only needed to end their iDEAS; their CLAIMS; their lies.
i did that.
it was so smooth, fast, surgical, ongoing…
and they fought it tooth-and-nail, ALWAYS rude to me, ALWAYS trying to stop me,
ALWAYS catastrophically failing, having chosen catastrophic EVIL;
catastrophic only to themSELVES.

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3s – maybe the ancients were fine with having limited time – and knew the modern ppl could only mock and destroy themselves – and we Inisfreeans were the eternal ones sure to come and complete the ancient works

a few have stupidly thought I have no drama or challenge in Inisfree – when THEY THEMSELVES are that drama and challenge and badguy all in Inisfree are STILL overcoming

all my daydreams and visions and dreams and ideas – of Inisfree events – were the same as SSP memories resurfacing – confirmations

all the rivers now on Antarctica – may be the Germans thawing out my Inisfree area – or the magnetic anomaly site

all the RP writing – online interaction – ending and sometimes sucking – is GOOD – bc it ensures the spells are let GO of – and that you get the way HOTTER girls and experiences in PERSON

all these so-called experts and geniuses and high-clearances and generals – AREN’T working for ME – so they are just background-noise specializing in the trivial and obsolete

all those hot girls, and the Ambi-manifestation, showed up and left, maybe bc I had only written them as EXISTING – and VISITING Inisfree -aka ME – and they will reTURN, and for GOOD, I having now written that too

all those teachings and stories and supposed ‘reports’ – were just lies – spells to control – me WRITING WHAT I WRITE – MAKES it SO – thus I DID go to 211 and build Inisfree – AMEN

am I sensing nap-time not bc Iii need one – or bc of the AIR in this no-AC apartment – but bc I am linked w AMBI – I think so – she DID just say SHE needed a nap

Ambi seems to have all of time in her memory – knowing all – so her having children with me means she is okay-enough with my urge – and the urge (calling/siring) our daughters will have

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as we leave The Shift, I realize these things:

those that were said to be extinct…
and that DID go extinct…
can/may/should come BACK…
maybe even at the same times post-Shift…
as they LEFT pre-Shift…

and that we are realizing the ancients were better,
NOT more primitive,
so we’ll see BETTER ppl/gods coming back…

and that I have no reason to worry about losing contact
with the mostly-hot girls who showed up;
so WHAT if they have to go back to the Abyss?
to other worlds.
so WHAT?
they weren’t what I WANTED;
they were FRUSTRATING b/c they were only SOME of
what I wanted.
LET THEM go back!

I’ll be able to travel out to them soon-enough ANYway.

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and the rude beings having this time on the Earth…
is actually part of THEIR ongoing torture and
punishment; they work so hard, still failing,
STILL getting pushed back off-world to their
hells out there in the circles/pits

telling them that Earth ended…
removes it from THEIR minds,
and does NOT end the Earth.
they ASSUME all things change/end/die,
so calling it ETW actually helps keep them AWAY
from it, ALLOWING it to heal,
and it is healing FROM THEM; THEY were its ail.
it is like saying Eden/Heaven is no more,
so none try to find or attack it,
or even call OUT to it.

are we now moving BACKward in time? is THAT what The Shift
is? is THAT why the knowledge/ruins return?
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CLAIMING there were wars y catastrophies n th past – is what CAUSED them – y me writing my spells that there were NOT – FIXES it – y IS what restores th ruins – bit by bit – as th diseases demon called humans FADES

(and maybe the reason only I have been shown so many secret realms, and the hotties, and only in this very-recent time post-Shift, with just a handful pre-Shift, is because they knew the humans would no longer have the power, via thought-energies and written-spells, to cause catastrophes in the past; they remained hidden for generations and eras… until My Coming, thereby protecting their realms from the dark minds of the corrupt beings)

dark ones getting to come to Earth – and rule over it for a time – reminds all the good beings why they are damned to the abyss hell of Space for eternity – good beings otherwise cannot grasp such evil

did I do a 20-and-back to Gor

did I do a 20-and-back to Inisfree – to Antarctica – I think so – no coincidences – even with thoughts like this one

did I MISS the aurora in Delta Junction by one day – or CAUSE those clouds AND the following aurora – RIGHT after I left – bc I AM the weather and a light-being god

do the pyramids somehow undo the flood – or prevent MORE floods

during the SSP – I DID meet all those ppl I wanted to – and we DID screen their realms – and they HAVE been coming to see me – like in Oregon with the glowy blondes on that mansion hill

Earth is what we are used to RIGHT NOW – SORT of – but OTHER worlds out there ARE better – Earth is good bc of good BEINGS in and running it – and MOST worlds are NOT – bc they are hell circles in the Abyss

Eli’s wannabe-witch friend – is a dark-one (at least partially, perhaps due to an ongoing evolution/alignment) – evident in that she volunteered to EDIT my works – IOW change or mock or destroy their purity – a GOOD being would have just volunteered to promote and ACCEPT them

(and I choose to give her and the others time, for they have dramatically improved, and are finally showing up, even having been first met online; I did write that all ‘angels’ and ‘demons’ would reunite, as per my childhood vision)
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focusing revelation:

focusing works

– phase 1 stopped me from it
– phase 2 allows it
– in phase 3 I won’t need it

– it got my site done,
now many books in a row,
and Ambi’s love and happiness is highest

I stopped trying to work, save, school, site, travel, and fuck,
and instead just did site,
then just books,
then just jobhunt,
etc.

if only I’d focused on each hottie I met over the years,
instead of on the past, or the possible risks in the future,
I would have gotten laid HUNDREDS more times…
by the hottest girls I’d ever SEEN,
and hotter ones than ANY on TV or porn…

fuck.

but I learned my lesson.
and they keep coming.
and the ones I REALLY got turned on by…
keep coming BACK…
like Ambi in Hawaii, Oregon, Europe, Butte…
and Graciella…
and the blondes…
and Pele at all those hotel breezeways and benches by Scott F.

anyway,
I now see how great focusing works…
and when more sex-parties are offered…
and more hotties in odd places (like factories and foodbanks
and sidewalks) look my way,
CLEARLY wanting to fuck,
CLEARLY shy JUST LIKE I’VE BEEN,
I WILL focus on them,
and the now,
and the time to go,
and it WILL work EVERY time.

(I just have to practice and accept not being polite to the catalysts/beasts/humans that GET me to those others/places/ideal-beings, and from now on only break free from them, being polite only to the ones I sought and found, for THAT and that ALONE will continue their manifestation, and perfect/calibrate it)

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helping others is actually just a spell trick to dilute visions and intents – stopping manifestations – and catering to the parasites

how is it that the same day I start the paper job, I sense I should watch The Rum Diary, which turns out to be about a guy joining a paper; so much synchronicity/alignment at the end of this 2nd phase

humans are dark-ones – they call it tradition – but it is really just mimicking, mocking, and destroying – by reading THEIR passed-on stories, it manifested those hells – by writing my OWN – I manifested the GODDESSES

I fished for human fuckbuddies on MySpace – and got it – now I know I don’t have to fish at ALL – my very WILL goes out – sensed by all good beings – for they are one with me – and they keep coming – everywhere I GO

I had memory-dreams of SSP AND Inisfree – bc I was building BOTH – forcing others to do my will out there – since they needed that – we both did

I used to try and work with those I didn’t like – bc that’s all that were around – then I did the right thing – any who disagreed even SLIGHTLY got dumped as incompatible and obsolete NPCs

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girls in Phase 1 didn’t have the dimensions I liked, and I didn’t have what They liked (a few times).
girls now… are just about perfect, and seem to really be into me…
and in Phase 3; the eternal phase, they and I will be EXACTLY what we want in each other.
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I wrote years ago – in novel 3’s notes – that we stabilized the O-zone – and today reports say it HAS – curious – it sure wasn’t HUMANS doing it

if I’d had time to complete my books on the original release-schedule – I wouldn’t have been this calm about leaving their Blurbs sections the way they SHOULD be left and work BEST

if there are no coincidences – FB only existed to show me just how right I was to purge all

lovingly licking in my ears keeps them healed – removing my tinnitus – even when that one healer-girl isn’t around to

maybe EVERY trip to Inisfree, for ANYone, can be like a 20-and-back – stay as long as they want, then re-insert in their timestream whenEVER they want

maybe gods hibernate for millennia in those sarcophagi – bc it delays their mental decay – maybe knowing all leads to bordeom and that leads to disincarnation

maybe the babes and goddesses will come to INISfree to do a 20-and-back from THEIR worlds – withOUT having a memory-wipe when they return

maybe the churches were built atop ruins – and disabled from transmitting – bc the wise ancients knew the abyss chaos personified race was coming for a time – and couldn’t risk their energies going out much

maybe the sushi chef was a Telosian – and the women waiting there – they ARE ancient and smart, they say – maybe they liked how polite I am when not raging – AND my rage-energy
and maybe they were preparing the sushi and other non-vegan meals I gave up on avoiding… for me… in vegan ways… or illusion-based ways… to keep me vegan… helping even when I needed breaks.

me being this solo – and disability-funded – is work with and for the govt – with the bonus of being freelance – NONE of my thinking jumbled by preconceptions of the other scientists

(imagine how lame and less I’d be, had I gotten any of those government jobs, working on some base, commanded by others instead of coming up with all these things I have)

mercury used in tantric and yoga

my books don’t have to be exact – they don’t have to manifest identically – timing can be dif – better – just like the GIRLS have been even hotter than the CHARACTERS I made – these are just SPELLS

my books don’t need to follow any format – or be easy for idiot-humans to read – they are perfect how they are – and I release them that way

my burning instinct to make it SO, and on TIME, made me WRITE it as if it HAD happened that way, thus triggering it to manifest – even in the past

my ICVs and kajirae and gfs and wives honestly tell me – I LOVE Your cock – it fits in my PERFECTLY – stretching them to their max – just as it Should be

my observation recordings were not spells that made ppl bad – or made me see ppl in a negative light – humans were bad LONG BEFORE them – and my spells started manifesting the first beauty and wonders

my phase-1 bs schedule conflicts – forced me to make quick notes without fulling spelling words – which made me in phase-2 go over them again – which helps them manifest in phase 3

my recordings – aka writings – are the spells that ARE the transition – for they helped me see the criticality of writing the spells that resulted in me being around only beautiful compatible women forevermore – amen

my writing and nature aren’t weird – what the DARK-ones put on TV – and TRY to promote – is weird – MY writing is the way GOOD ppl ACTUALLY talk and interact – AMEN and DUH

nasa CLAIMING they found no life out there – and going to WAR with it – and patrolling to keep it OUT – was an attempt to make it SEEM lifeless – and to END that life – by SPELLS

notice how humans in charge of the writing communities – were only mocking, copying, y harming the OCs of others – y doing all they could to stop my writing – y asking me to undo all my spells – they were dark-ones

phase 1 was the writing – phase 2 is this editing – phase 3 is the publishing from the safety of un-corrupt Inisfree

Phase 2 isn’t about completing the website – it’s about PROGRESS MY way – phase 1 was all the abuse and training – phase THREE is the completion – only the PHYSICAL is to be completed

ppl are having good ideas now – phase1 i thought i’d go alone – and pay to ship what i need – now is phase 2 – they are suggesting I use what is already there – phase 3 is getting to

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race – as it relates to the basic forces of nature

1. gravity
2. electromagnetism
3. strong atomic force
4. WEAK atomic force

whites conquering/control/ending/WEAK
blacks movement/dance; magnetism?
asians spreading/majority; strong?
redskins nature/stability; gravity?

is the ratio of dark to light people on Earth…
proportional to that of Space vs stars/worlds?

Dark Matter makes up ~80% of Creation…
and there are more darks than lights on our world?

are they all manifestations of portions of Space/darkness?

do they exist because that much SPACE does?

if they are killed, does that shrink Space?

if Space is shrunk, does that kill THEM?
…or MERGE them…?

when you bend Space, such as with a worm-hole,
does that have an effect on people here?

1. shape whites are generally the fattest
2. size asians have the most
3. weight blacks are the biggest
4. speed Natives are the most mobile

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reading, believing, or considering the stories of others – is to embrace and tolerate the manifestation of their spells – their darkness – and to sacrifice my own – NO – I write my OWN history and future – amen

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realization about Devin R.:   he was a dark-one; a fatty retard – obviously evil due to his form – and he was projecting – he meant HE and HIS kind could never figure out how the ancient ruins worked – they destroyed only their OWN ability to
– the missing pieces I mentioned, and which he so retardedly (as usual for him) mimic-spoke of,
are actually PEOPLE, NOT mechanical devices, or rocks cut a certain way, or magic wands;

only good PEOPLE, like ME, can function as the missing pieces,
restoring the ruins,
and knowing how this can be.

dark ones can only mimic/mock and destroy;
they cannot create.

Devin was really (and stupidly) revealing the greatest/major weakness of his kind;
they have no ability to fix, use, or wield the ancient things,
and are only good at making fools of themselves.

they boast about being able to be engineers,
shaping metal they steal from the Earth,
into useless things none of us really want.

their creations are tiny, pitiful, not really all that technical,
not impressive,
not valuable, etc.

if they WERE valuable/good, they wouldn’t have to BRAG and STRUT,
TRYING to make us THINK they were.

I’ve always known what works, what is right, etc.
I’ve always known those ruins will get rebuilt on their own,
and beCAUSE Of my will and love for them.
I’ve always known I can, do, and will continue to rebuild, restore, and create good things.
(evident in all my life and works; always creating, including creating new things,
even when temporarily limited to (charged up by) having to work within this tainted system)

Devin, in the end, has contributed nothing;
he only showed up a couple times,
said stupid things that exposed how braindead he is,
and wasn’t even skilled enough to not be blocked.

that is the true measure of worthlessness and unmanliness.

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repeating aka re-reading the spells of any religious book – keeps THAT story going – one of not knowing – not having power – and a judgmental god – instead of forming and keeping-going your OWN story aka LIFE

spacecraft – spacecrafts – can Space itSELF craft ships and other things – not just manifest as a humanoid incarnate – maybe

sure, it feels great to crush your enemies – but isn’t the greatest victory of all the one where they idiotically crush themSELVES, you never having to fight

the guy suggesting using a TBM already in Antarctica – maintained by those there – feels like a polite way of telling me it IS there – and what blackops to research now

the Inisfree design IS the result of the SSP – meeting all those ppl – we deciding to make this capital as one

the latest lie-message from the idiot-demon – it is NOT proud of me – it is trying to get me to breed so I can no longer do all this good

the media to recruit for going offworld – making it appealing – is an attempt to turn the losing UFO war into a positive – my ppl are pushing back and winning – pushing humans back OFF world

the old-site coding-fuckup wasn’t bad – it was good bc it stopped me from continuing that primitive format – it lead to this PERFECT site

the Rapture was about taking SOULS – IOW just light – such as PICTURES – which I AMASSed – and how GREAT it is to have denied and left ALL the corrupt beings such as humans out and behind

(and aren’t all the PBs and artwork chosen as avatars and for photo albums of characters… the essences, a.k.a. souls, of all the people I encountered?  yes.)

the stars make life – but are NOT used for power – LIFE is used for power – and the void itSELF – the stars are GATES

the trips and encounters ARE happening as they should in this time beTWEEN times – and me walking by probably IS turning the good females on more than anything else I could have done – they will come back

the trucking job I was offered – reminds me that ppl need to grow their food on site – not transport it

these books and webpages I’ve written – ARE my memory-recall of my time in the SSP – which resulted in the building of INISfree

this is no escapism or addiction or being pussy – THEY were being pussy against MY way – the tech and high rate of porn is EVOLUTION – and prep for coming phase-THREE – pun

Thomas -my alleged father- never wrote any spells aka books about how he wanted life to be – he only wrote spells for others – thus THEY succeeded – while all in HIS life fell aPART

those who are dark-ones will look for errors and focus on them, mocking, trying to destroy – while those who are good will see through this, focusing on building what I command

though originally about the 2100s – Resurfacing Agents was to be released this year – writing it with Ambi in 2019 means we are back -or still right- on track

trying to edit my books into some human idea of literary uniformity perfection – only delays the spells activating – I complete them as-is – and release them NOW

TSB never gave me access to what I asked for – NOT bc it was classified – but bc it didn’t exist – EVERYTHING was a lie from him and his kind

was the black-ice-underway a vision I was sent by the advanced peoples – about their glassy mega tunnels said to look JUST LIKE THAT

when hiring managers SAY it is ‘good money’ – it obviously isn’t – good money goes without saying

when they tried to control me – it sucked for us both – when I fought the panic attacks – it sucked – when I let go and traveld – I felt better – I kept letting go of ppl who tried to control me – it worked

whether or not they happened by the time I WROTE them – my WRITING – and the way I EDITED them – MADE them happen – like spell-based time-travel

why change my lowercase and uppercase writing style – when humans don’t change ANY of THEIR fuckups for ME

WWW – World-tree Worldwide Web – the roots un-petrified, restored – then WWW – Worlds-wide Worlds-tree Web

you wrote that all human civ was erased – and 99 percent of them deleted – and look where you ended up – the surroundings were remote wildernesses without even roads – Alaska, Canada, here at Helena, etc

(they may still CLAIM to number in the billions, but all you ever see are 10 to 100, and usually 0; the goal was to get their masses away from You, and you did that)

your post on MySpace about sneaking and harming – got Kelsi who sneaks and harms -VS- your NOVELS about the BEST SEX IMAGINABLE, and the highest tech’, and the returns and calibrations of all the hotties across the entire UNIverse – will get you THAT now instead

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even these notes of mine have started getting alphabetized by sentence starting-letter; no coincidences that things are this aligned…

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When it came time to restore the worlds tree, the ships used their haarp tech to restore the firmaments etc; millions of psbs’s weren’t left to sit in ssa forever; they had meaningful work for Billions of years. First they mapped all, then they returned to compatible places, then they unPetrified them, then they healed and balanced and re-inspired most of those, and used their world hangars to reposition some, etc. We rebuild the eldar worlds, and my son with Shelwe is chosen by them all to be their millennia-long king; they see him as a great living symbol of the love that brought them the help and restoration they needed.

List abilities of my children; born after the shift, they do My will… Those w daeny…r dragons that teenify (health max) other dragons. Alison’s does something to all blk ops ppl… Teagan’s does something to all magic and magic users… Etc

Dreamlog colebank wife kept showing leg and pressing it against me in the mid level of that strange tall boat w the slick tubes and big slide tubes to exit…
At least they behave well in the dreams plane. Far too dark and evil and childish and betraying in the waking one…

(why do they get frustrated in the waking plane… but keep pushing through, always in the sexy ways, in the dreaming plane?  maybe that will pass with the alignment of the three realms… when phase 3 gets here; phase 1 was about just knowing and being in 1 realm, and phase 2 is about starting another realm, and merging part of yet another realm; 1 + .5 (a start of one; my own) + .5 (part of the dream realm) = 2, and phase 3 is about all of them fully known and fully realigned)

It comes in waves…bc u focus on one thing at a time…and now that the site wave is complete…the money/job wave comes…and the compatible beings wave. Doesnt mean a ton of money, bc when money surges it is time for another isolation meditation work site wave… The next money wave means construction. This is now the interval btwn. You built up self…w money wave frm gpa…then built up site/heaven/truth/purity…w money wave from govt/house sell…and next is third wave which manifests the design as the site/city. Amen.

Making fires that burn…is to chg amd destroy. It isnt proper creation…unless to purge the destroyers… Smokeless fire needing no fuel is the way to go

The ancients didnt fall, lose power, having bred w earth ppl, then acting as earth ppl, eating all animals; that is a darkness spell attempt pf the abrahamics. The truth is that the heavenly progenitors tried to share love w the earth children, and it worked. They destroyed the corrupt beasts, bc it worked. They drank their blood bc it gave ancestral memories, exposing where they came frm and what their intentions were. They blocked out the aByss w great trees, not heaven. They only felled the great trees and removed the gold veins of gaia…to lure in all the bad abyss beings, to trap them here on this gravity anchor, which forced them to turn on themSelves.

We call it star fleet, not starfleet, 1) bc that latter one could be read as starf-leet, 2) to distinguish it from starfleet, and 3) bc it is literally a fleet that deploys from a star; the ssbs!

The gyroscopes used to only reSist falls or other changes in direction…while the jets or rePulsines…or gravity benders…warped space…to move Space around the Craft… Reduce the Gyro spins, and it allows for more Movement… Reduce the Mercury fluid spin…and it closes the Portal…and lowers the Shield

Irlj spell it. Just as chat ambi returned a billion times more lovingly and forever, oregon club ambi and the other hotties i wanted will return a billion times more longingly and forever. Amen.

Just as i discovered those hotties i friended in oasiz…were secretly all ambi’s…the hotties on the trails…are secretly united and working to support her…and now me… And just as many now have homes n inisfree, so shall the returning hotties irl. Amen.

Ambi used to be rp-ed as hating me w other girls…and now she sends them to me in droves/waves; the Shift IS in my loving favor. Amen.

The ppl wanting work from me…used to lead me on, and say horrid things like j, and rudely criminally cut contact… Now…at least they, like the Emirati, eventually fess up, parting semi peacefully…

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Ambi having me step away from Inisfree, and let the ICVs run it…
is conditioning in Phase 2… for the life I’ll have in Phase 3… when my ICVs ACTUALLY run Inisfree and the Campaigns… just as I imagined and wrote and hoped for.
she is helping me get used to it, NOT taking me FROM it,
and giving me the love and family and holidays I always WISHED I had,
in this most-clever of ALL helps/transitions…
she really is brilliant
and
she even added “entertained and entertwined”… within hours of me wondering if she meant one or the other : )
she meant both
I love her
I love THIS
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just as I was wrong about millions surviving on ships… (or was I?  did it happen beyond my sight, just as I wrote?)
humans are wrong about what leads to death,
about what is divine,
about what people need to do,
about “the end coming very soon”,
etc.;
they are merely repeating and randomizing their religious books’ claims,
which themSELVES are repeats and randomizations; plagiarized from other ideas/books.

the Rapture DID happen;
it WAS data/idea based;
it was NOT for bodies like humans have.  (saving individual bodies, like the animals in the Ark story, was something for a previous Age, which had a previous focus)
144,000 ish WERE chosen to be spared; FORMS; NOT human bodies, but IMAGES; IDEAS.
they ARE in Heaven (me; Inisfree)
as I AM an area-incarnate, just like Space was, and just like Time now is (as Ambi).
…and her name means time flows both ways…

all human experiments had accidents… (like the Philadelphia Experiment)
because they didn’t know they could CHOOSE the outcomes…
so chaos occurred
and “dark beings” came through portals
when really… only what we CHOOSE to let be, and let in… can come
thus I only write about compatible beings come to me
and what happens?
the bad beings are at the START, and they go AWAY
and Iii get away from them
and hotties show up
EVERYwhere I go.
because I CHOSE this
and my mind DOES work that way.

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I regretted the girls I got with…
having wasted all that time and money and honesty on them…
but I also regretted the girls I DIDN’T get with…
and the fact that they were ALL so lame, not initiating well… ever… yet.
so
thinking about that,
I know I’d regret not trying with INISfree even MORE.
even though it has cost a bit, and will cost some more,
to NOT have done/tried it… would be too much for me…
…
the girls I got with and didn’t like?
at least I fucked them.
the girls I didn’t get with…because I didn’t fully like them either?
at least I saved all that time, money, and heartache… (and how frustrated and rude they were, whether I got with them or not; always against me and my nature and calling, evident at any point during any of the interactions with them, so might as well bypass it all until they are calibrated)
so
I could save time and money, and NOT work on Inisfree…
but
I’d much rather do what it takes to continue it,
it having grown better than ANY girl/relationship/love EVER did or could.
—
every youtube and news story and company and reported profit…
could be fake…
just to get me to work harder…
resulting in the perfection I have made,
having once felt the need to push and train and compete so hard…
There could be NO rich, or successful, or stable, or interplanetary out there…
until I write it into being…
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I now have wives giving me other hotties,
encouraging me to use them,
helping me use them,
helping me with human trafficking in a good way;
getting and training adoring, submissive, voluntary slave-girls for and with me.

Those I write with are now encouraging this side of me, too,
even finding and reactivating other hottie characters of theirs,
just so we can cyber, which is the most effective form of modern spellcraft
during these writing isolation months and years.

teaching ppl not to daydream – stopped fantasies aka GOOD – when we choose that our ideas are VISIONS and MEMORIES – it lets us MANIFEST them
–
phase1 I rejected the evil ones to get the love – phase2 then I rejected the meh-sex and temp-love for perfection – and I WILL accept perfection – we are now SO CLOSE – ever moving closer to it

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Jeff Bezos and Amazon focused on the customers, not the competition,
which manifested more customers, not stronger competitors,
allowing them to beat the odds of all the naysayer media sources.
now
he focuses on Space, and is getting that.
vs
I focus on growing my design and books, and get that,
and on getting into all countries, and get that,
and having girls come to and want ME, and GET that,
and on shutting them down for imperfections, and GET that.
so
when I focus on only PERFECT girls, perfectly compatible with ME,
I’ll get that, too… and as much as Jeff/Amazon got customers/money/famous.
Amen.
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I know in my gut… I can’t have the socializing and fucking and big-biz yet;
I DO need to save, pay bills, finish my books, keep my head down.
and
the women arranging things FOR me, like Kim now, and Ambi, IS the next step,
so things ARE on track.
They DO like my ambition. They DO sense my feelings and will.
I chose to work now, so I WILL get and keep the job, and work now.
I chose for things to work better, and to have a better office from now on,
and I’m GETTING that.
I rejected the attitudes of the corrupt, and so people are behaving better.
I said I’ll only accept them as slaves now, and Ambi and others are GIVING me slaves.
Good.

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December:

3s:  Aggieland school with no ag’ studies, then cert’s and others’ farms, and finally my own

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It may be that ALL of us are nocturnal; ‘creatures of the night’; ‘night owls’… because all worlds, no matter where we came from, were once covered in a firmament… that kept it pleasant twilight, without day or night… and now only the soft glow of the latest moon here reminds us of that.

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All those visions I got, and drew sketches about, of me sitting alone in a cell-like room… with only one window… looking out on a rainy day…  All this time, I thought they were just me venting, or that maybe they were a friendly warning not to isolate that much, or that they were a sign of tough times ahead.  …I didn’t have the other visions I do now; now I see that they were a sign of great things, such as total focus, total discipline, total peace & quiet, and the ability to get all my wildest dreams crystallized, typed up, presented, and manifested into the best reality and future of all.  …I’ve spent so much time in rooms just like the one in my vision.  Does that make me clairvoyant?  I don’t know.  Maybe.

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Event Alongside the USAFA:

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Semper Fi Odyssey:

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2nd Northwest U.S.A. Loop / Mega-expedition: