2025-2026 Update

This is the 60th blog article in this blog.

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Preface:

I had thought I might not get to continue this blog, but here we are; I am pleased that worry of mine had been misplaced.

I am remembering my MySpace blog, from back in the mid-2000s, and my Fitshaced blog / forum-posts before that.  That was mostly venting, and then daydreaming of BLOPS.  I am amazed, glad, and relieved that this current blog here is ‘worlds’ more advanced than those rough -though promising- starts.

While my last blog article included quite a lot of venting, I hope this article here will instead come off as predominantly positive.

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The previous blog article (2023-2024 update, titled “Making the Most of It”) had these sections:

• Achievements
• Addressing Issues
• Reminder About Actual Definitions
• How to Earn My Attention
• Not Just How to Earn My Attention or Time, but Specifically How to Address Me
• Regarding Planned Trips
• Wrap-up
• Celebrations Anyway
• One More

and they work for what I have in mind today, so I am going to use that as the template for the rest of this article.

Achievements:

I am happy to report I have, even while nomadic for years in a row, and dealing with a completely evil set of financial institutions, still accomplished countless things, and reached milestones.  I wasn’t just surviving.

• yet again living for free in one of the most beautiful/scenic places on Earth, with some of the cleanest air anywhere outside the polar regions (minus the chemtrails, of course)
• almost always comfortably exposed to the elements –unprecedented
• often multitasking, always only on what I want
• A.I.-music bkups resumed
• clothing resupply partial
• computer workaround acquired
• dental being arranged
• detailing vehic mostly complete
• education/schooling/training resumed; getting some more of those certifications I, years ago, mentioned on my Expeditions webpage
• gyms being rescreened
• housing largely skipped, even auto’ (not having to manually notice/choose “loop-breaks”/upgrades)
• locals still failing every which way; exped.dir. cataclysms SOP to be kept, since my polite and reasonable requests still are not being appropriately/honorably responded to (nevermind (let alone) my more-challenging requests)
• maintenance issues being solved
• medical checkups
• novels formatting resumed
• old email from donation center found in the rarely-checked outlook acct.; posb. still-functional 2nd backup-laptop avail.; 3 overlaps (donated laptop, VUB laptop, and the lowcost vet foodb lapt’)
• phone cleaned
• restaurants resampled
• typist interaction barely daily; might be a sign things are spellcrafted / co-created enough to finally manifest as I want
• veteran events retried… as part of time-travel etc. studies / R+D
• hundreds of milestones/updates added to the History webpage; just check there if you are interested
• hundreds more a.i. songs ready (not all drafted by me, of course)
• thousands more music videos (all listed/named on one of this website’s sub-webpages)
• millions of updates; backups, downloads, history bullet-notes, journal entries, links, notes, proofreading and edits
  (Do the math; ~2M updates over 2+ years = avg. of 2,740/d –which, of course, sounds unrealistic, but…;
  minus ~10 backups/d (some auto., some manual, most just of the latest small changes/edits),
  minus ~10 journal entries/d (small observations, feelings/thoughts, etc.),
  minus ~20 bullet-notes/d (small amendments to already-drafted SOPs, etc.),
  minus ~50 links/d (to others’ how-to-s about construction, recipes, etc.),
  minus ~100 DLs/d (documents, images, songs, videos, etc.),
  minus ~200 general notes/d (which are the majority of my daily ones; things not milestone-enough to make it into my journal, and which typically include dozens just about reorienting to favorite areas/locations),
  minus ~2,000 entries/lines (not entire webpages) proofread/reviewed/d (speed-reading through some, ‘catching’ typos I hadn’t noticed or had time to address in years past, etc.),
  equals ~350 remaining daily items/tasks; miscellaneous work not in the categories already named in this bullet-note (e.g. actually practicing a recipe, and updating my cookbook both with recipe steps and healing/medicinal info. about ingredients.)
• billions more concerts thought of (and that is not a typo; billions, since there will be at least one per individual of the 2B compatible)
• expeditions directory polished further
• uncounted additions to cropland and curricula
• uncounted (thousands, if not tens/hundreds of thousands) more ‘ppl’ prescreened
• more ‘characters’ disclosed/manifested
• latest diet fine-tuning / progression:  not just vegan… or even raw vegan… but eliminating plastic containers, orange/unnatural carrots, other unnatural/manmade foods, re-adding seeded watermelons, etc. –likely to help further hone the unlocked/chosen superhuman ability/power/s
• years off work –more accurately:  only working on what I feel called to; semi-retired
• (my) standards continue to raise
• _ more TBA

When I wrote the previous blog article, it had only been weeks to months since working with humans; the last job I gave them a chance to provide appropriately.  (They chose to be inappropriate, unsurprisingly; their kind have the worst track record, and apparently no intelligence or ethics/honor/morals.  Too bad for them.)
This article -today’s- marks the first time I have succeeded at going years without having to work for or with Any of their failed species (and while I don’t regard EVERY person as failed, I think it is fair to say that a majority of people are lacking in the ethics/morals department, which I am sure you have noticed for yourselves, and we have a lot of work to do, if we are to get the majority onto a respectable mindset/path).
All previous intervals of rest between jobs and fields lasted only months, at most, and often just days; giant improvement.

Biggest Planned Achievements:

• getting (being invited/paid) into the cabin I have chosen –since it is one of the only things motivating me to consider staying partially based in the USA
• starting my family with the woman I have chosen –even though I am very displeased with current programming/society, and NOT AT ALL confident that this civilization is anywhere near sane enough to risk attempting to create new life within, let alone safely raise children amidst
• constructing the breakaway/community I have designed –unless it has miraculously already manifested, which, after the other wonders I’ve witnessed and heard about, would not surprise me

Addressing Issues:

now addressed via

• law amendments,
• new laws (incl. a new credit system and new money system),
• and expedition SOPs (such as weaponized bugs, weaponized doctors/hospitals, weaponized weather, etc., just as I warned you would happen if you didn’t shape up –though I remain open to calming down about those things… if your people will FINALLY start letting me go on my expeditions and other travels in peace, and if you FINALLY stop trashing the skies and other layers of our world),
• not just the previous blog article and other rants/venting

Biggest Issue Needing to be Addressed:  Over and over, the pushy rude lazy humans tried, in previous years, pressuring me to accept dangled bait-females.
I NEVER said I was interested in random appearances, random females, and certainly not blatant-bait females.
What I SAID was:  I am interested in females I am attracted to, showing up when I ask for them.  That is normal.  It should have been expected and honored.

They assumed I was shy (or tried to shame/spur me with that weaponized language/term), even though I was obviously waiting for attractive/civilized/asked-for females. A man is not shy when he feels no attraction to bait, rudeness, setups, fatigue, abuse, being underpaid/undervalued, and harm from psychopaths. Not brainwashed ignorant/innocent fools. Psychopaths.  (I am, of course, referring to how you intentionally harm helpless/innocent animals, and intentionally harm even your own heroes/patients/veterans.)
If you default to wrongly assuming I am the one with the problem (such as when you pretend, or jump to the conclusion that, I am shy), you are the problem, and will be sidestepped –in phase 2; in phase 3, I’ll get to bypass/correct/educate/enlighten you even better.  (For your own sake, I strongly encourage you to stop viewing me through the incorrect template of concluding the issue is with my bravery or standards, when all I have been doing is waiting for ETHICAL and HEALTHY people who I have expressed interest in.)

*I really did not like resorting to dialing down my dating to zero (and my instinct remains to enjoy multiple dates each week, whenever possible/appropriate, if not a daily/nightly date/hangout), and there are still ~1,000 females I met or learned about who I would LOVE to date (IF they start conducting themselves like upstanding ladies, i.e. not playing the game of trying to get me to chase/detour or read their minds), but after so many tried to breed me, and had no ethics/morals/savings/vision when it came to the most responsibility-demanding life milestone, having children, dialing my dating down to zero seemed to only prudent/responsible thing to do.

AGAIN:  If you start treating me respectfully (not fake-nice, but genuinely respectful, and not respectful but with the agenda to use carefully-chosen words to size me up / gather HUMINT), and there are ZERO third parties (such as friends or relatives I never consented to communicating with) who try to butt in or tell me how to be/date (and who you professionally never give my contact information to, or discuss my private interactions with you with), and I feel COMPLETELY safe and respected, not baited/set up, then I will be DELIGHTED to resume giving women chances via dates with me.  I REALLY HOPE THIS BECOMES THE CASE.  I remain at least visually interested in numerous ladies.  Please do whatever it takes to show me I can trust you (such as by contributing/donating to me in support of my life’s work), and to show me you interpret my novels and website in the positive way they were intended (since I have clearly done my utmost to explain everything and not come off as extreme/unreasonable).

—> I wish to resume dating, but only with women who vibe as fully compatible with me (and I have exhaustively published webpage content so you know exactly who/what I am in the market for, so please only ask me out if you have read that content and know for a fact you and I are compatible as friends and more). <—

BEST WAY FOR A COMPATIBLE WOMAN TO GET MY ATTENTION:  “Hi.  My name is _.  I am interested in you.  If you are interested in me, I would like to go on a date.  I assure you it will be a private matter kept confidential, between you and me; I won’t chat with anyone else about our time together, as I respect/value discretion/privacy.  Closeness/Intimacy should, of course, be kept only between consenting directly-involved individuals.  I am happy to sign an NDA about our hangouts, if you wish.
I will never try to get you to convert to my denomination/religion, or attend any events with me.  I see you have your own beliefs/calling/vision, and I love that about you.  You are a leader/pioneer/visionary; you clearly don’t need to have your weekends or thinking changed/groomed by preexisting systems.  You are clearly a good person on your own, which reassures me.  I do not seek to shape you into a member of ‘the herd’.
I will only be interested in having children if you want that with me, and I will never push for that; I will always stay focused on other things, only discussing children if you bring it up first.  I am perfectly happy to just be casual/friends indefinitely.  I respect your values (such as for the man in the relationship to set the direction/heading/goals), and I will adhere to your decisions/instincts.  I will never try to dominate the relationship –not passive-aggressively or otherwise.
Here are links to information about me.  I’ll give you some time to check them out and get back to me.  I wish you well.”
PLEASE NOTE:  This suggested template for ‘breaking the ice’ with me should come off as helpful free information from me, and completely understandable, and it really concerns/demotivates me that I’ve had to spell it out, but I hope you will at least read it and try it out, if it doesn’t already come naturally to you.
You do NOT have to memorize it and parrot it verbatim to me, but I hope you will say something along those lines, then back up your words with consistency.

If you support beliefs/demographics/movements which do not resonate with me / which are unnatural, please do not attempt contact with me.  Respect my views, and do your thing in your own space.  Thank you.

AND IF YOU ALREADY MADE SURE I SAW YOU IN PERSON, AND YOU KNOW YOU ARE A TEN (from my point of view), YOU ARE WHO I WISH TO REACH OUT TO ME FIRST.  Now is a great time for you to return for a second pass (or a fourth/+ pass, in the case of my dream-girl/soulmate).  I’m sure you know who you are, and I’m guessing you could tell in multiple ways that I was interested during your first pass/es.  I’m sure you understand I just had a lot on my mind/’plate’ back then, and had been ‘burned’ so many times, resulting in my cautiousness/observing/vibe-checking/wariness, but I very much wished to get to know you.  Let’s make that happen now.  Yes, I want you on my team.  I hope you interpreted me pausing back then, instead of pursuing you back then, in this way.  If you are that aware/logical/intelligent, let’s talk.  Good relationships, after all, require that sameness of assessing body language and other signs; stable healthy relationships do not include misinterpretations.  They click/flow.

That same demographic (those who tried to bait/steer me) also thought they were smoothly “dropping hints” / “planting seeds” (and not just about who (female agents of theirs?) they wanted me hooking up with), but all it amounted to was condescension/disrespect which, as you should have foreseen/known, only annoyed and disinterested me (as I’m sure it did to everyone else you attempted it against/on), thus me dialing down networking to nearly zero (since networking is supposed to be only between professionals who have mutual interests and respect, not between a field-agent and a ‘mark’), at least until I started noticing tolerable improvements to their approach/tactics.

If you (those who I did not invite/want) are civilized enough to (permanently) back off, and let me make my own choices (i.e. no more trying to “plant seeds” during scripted encounters with me), and leave my personal/private affairs (such as when I go on dates) alone, even though I am completely disgusted with what your kind have done to the environment (the skies, namely) and the financial sector (heartless and arguably evil banks/”banksters”), not to mention education (which today amounts to little more than brainwashing/indoctrination/propaganda siding with self-harm (unnecessary surgeries) masquerading as new-age gender-pioneers) and media (and I’m sure you know I here am referring to how deviant/unnatural most radio and TV content/propaganda has become), as I stated above… I will resume dating/mingling/socializing.

I won’t be addressing these issues in person.  I have addressed them over and over here (on my website).  Reference it if you need clarification.

You want me to reproduce?  Grant me the cabin I chose (no more trying to get me to tolerate extortion/insanities such as a loan or mortgage or taxes), and turn society back to good/natural (i.e. no more celebrating/condoning/promoting anyone who is not compatible with me; I will ONLY reproduce when I am living with ONLY my kind, those who are FULLY compatible with me, NOT your sick idea of “a melting pot”).  Clear the skies (no more chem-trails or other atmospheric pollution).  Let me lead my own family (via homeschooling them, etc.) and community (Inisfree; my own exclusive city/station).  Pretty simple; clean environment, fair treatment, etc..  I’m sure you can be brave and civilized enough to do at least that –and really, if you truly are good people, you’ll strive to do far more for me than that (and I’ll then feel motivated to resume doing far more for all of you, like I used to love to do).

Go above and beyond for me; don’t just do the bare minimum, thinking it will keep me financially stuck here.  It never has.  It won’t.

When you address all the issues I have vented about, in the ways I want them addressed, THEN I will “chill out” and be willing to spend some time here in this starter-country of ours.

Reminder About Actual Definitions:

• still ignoring and blocking everyone who misuses “insane” and all the other modern colloquialisms (IOW:  Don’t say something is “insane” unless you are referring to something which is delusional/illogical; “insane” will never mean “cool” or “excellent”.  You only come off as a conformist/fool/loser/spineless when you misuse words, saying them in contexts which don’t match their definitions.  Stop trying to appeal to demographics/fools/masses who incorrectly use words.  You want to converse with me?  Use words the way they are defined, not how losers tried to redefine them.),
• regardless of whether the misuse is actual misuse; ignorance/mistake, or disuse; weaponized language (spells verbally hurled by moron deviants/evildoers),
• and it would be a very good idea for anyone interested in communicating with me… to get familiar with the vocab. I’ve posted on MANY of my webpages; those are the correct definitions
• and, no, I will not teach you; entirely your responsibility to learn my language, if you wish to communicate with me

Communication is foundational/key.  Not much progress can be made, if any at all, until those who were misusing English/words get straightened out / squared away.  I won’t be stooping to incorrect modern/trend colloquialisms anymore than you would probably be interested in completely switching over to Ebonics.

How to Earn My Attention:

same as back then (years ago);

• clean up your kind’s messes (so go through the many lines/points in the previous article, and start checking them off as you fix each explained problem),
• do the other things I like you doing (genuine apologies, being in good shape, no excuses, using words correctly, and many more things),
• fund/support my life’s work (incl. paying me to live in the cabin I chose, and getting me the vehicles I chose / wrote about),
• prove the justice I had to spell out is being delivered (since I should never be expected to handle on my own all the battles thrown in my path),
• come clean about all the bait/scams/spying/traps your kind is guilty of (yes, publicly; admit not just to me that I was targeted, since no one has that long of a string of bad luck / “tests”, and since admitting it to the public is the upstanding thing to do –“Edward Snowden” yourselves, to use that man’s name as a verb.),
• Inisfree fully operational (the community I designed… no longer just a design),
• entire cities fully compatible with me (or I won’t be traveling to them, but bypassing/ignoring them); no more barebones bullshit dangled in front of me (such as unlivable rentals, bait females, vehicles with planned obsolescence, schooling my hard-earned benefits never fully cover, jobs which don’t come anywhere close to the cost of living, grocery stores which only offer garbage/poison, no way to save up so my future children have a happy childhood (far better than the one I endured) and plenty of good opportunities, cops/laws which are not what I consented to or drafted, etc.), trying to distract me from the glaring issues you caused in your communities (deviants, infighting, misinformation, pollution, weaponized systems), and which only you all are responsible for correcting,
• BEING GENDER APPROPRIATE, and permanently driving out / ending anyone who isn’t, based on my instincts/standards
• etc.

Note how NONE of that includes attempting to pressure or shame me into stopping and working for free/cheap, like many previously dishonorably tried on me.  You get what you pay for.  Pay me with respect and the other things I require, and THEN I’ll consider stopping to vibe-check you, which determines if you get my help/time.

I don’t know (IDK) why so many of you left in a huff instead of just telling me what you had in mind, and chatting so we had time to get on the same page.  I’m not a mind reader.  I never claimed to be.
IDK why so many of you tried to pressure me into converting to this or that, instead of asking me what I feel called to be and teach.  That was extremely inappropriate of you.  That was religious discrimination/segregation.  It was spiritual warfare.  (You should have known I would not accept weaponized religion thrown around as an attempt to stall or control or judge me.)
Even though your species seems a lost cause because of that and many other shameful things, I am still hopeful, open to getting to know those of you who have good manners and honor, if you respect my boundaries and calling/plan.

Revisited friendly warning:  The moment you have a negative reaction to anything about me, even if it’s just a split-second moody facial-expression, and you’re done; blocked, canceled, fired.  Only approach me if you are compatible with me, loving everything about me, and never once faking a smile or trying to “plant seeds”.  This is not supposed to come off as a threat, but a civilized heads-up.  Even my extreme-sounding expeditions-SOP I drafted a couple years back was not supposed to come off as a threat, but as a last resort, its aim being to clear my path so that bad people would not interfere with my harmless itineraries anymore.  Please understand.  I am trying to find compatible people, and sidestep incompatible ones.  Only when incompatible ones force themselves into my way… do I proportionately escalate, and always in self-defense.  Only when entire ecosystems and peoples/civilizations are jeopardized/threatened to I “dial things up to one thousand”.

In short, if you are my type, show up when asked for; when I want and ask for you, show up.  Duh.
If you are not my type, you should know by now that showing up will only cost you even more points (i.e. your credit system is now matched with a ratings system of my own), worsening your already-severe debt to me (and, yes, anyone who broke agreements with me, or pestered me to do things I am not into, or blame-shifted or gas-lit me, or harmed me when I was seeking help, or devalued currency and hammered me with fees and other nonsense while I was trying to “get a leg up”, is in debt to me, whether one of your own courts/judges officially says so or not).  I wish you all had been respectful, not scheming or creepy.  Oh, well.

You’ve shown me ~1,000 females exist who have faces and bodies I am attracted to (which gives you TONS of opportunity –GOLDEN opportunities– to finally see me pairing up and feeling happy/loved / like giving life in the USA one more shot),
so now show me they will return when I want them, and be trustworthy/reliable, only there to be and do what I want them to (IOW:  compatible with me, not just what YOU ASSUME EVERY guy would be happy to have), never attempting to argue with or dominate me.  You know very well I never went out into the world… looking for a verbal sparring match or incompatible entrenched weirdos.  Thanks.

You will have earned my attention/time when you start treating me how I want to be treated, never before.  Stop frustrating yourselves by offering me stuff I never wanted, expecting me to be excited/seduced by that crap.  Stop trashing the society and nation I once loved enough… I thought I’d be based here forever.  Stop alienating/repulsing me.  Stop deManding / whining for my attention; just EARN it.

Not Just How to Earn My Attention or Time, but Specifically How to Address Me:

• by my chosen title and chosen name (so understand if you instead keep calling me by my given name or decades-old military-title, I will keep only showing you a very watered-down version of myself, and you won’t get very far with me; I haven’t been a Marine in nearly 20 years, and I do not appreciate being addressed as a generic one, even if you mean well or are trying to become buddies),
• in the tone and vibe of respect (and you can’t vibe as respecting me if you are there to size me up instead of donate or otherwise team up),
• starting with the short easy format I posted (query “Hello” either here or here)
• –and many already learned the hard way, I don’t respond to “hey” or “excuse me” or “sir” or anything else which treats me like I’m just “some dude”
• Oh, and bowing/kneeling if a male, and curtsying or sitting like a kajira if a female.  Duh.  Gender APPROPRIATE, and CASTE appropriate.  (I am NOT saying I look down on you; what I AM saying here is that most people have been illogically AGAINST normal signs of respectfulness, and I’m just not in the mood to put up with that respect-deficiency or moody-arrogance from people anymore, and you will make far more progress with me if you show me the amount of respect people tend to show each other in nations such as Japan.)

Anyone who keeps trying to call me my given name, or former job title/s (IOW:  pretending to be respectful, while really sort of trying to make me feel “less than” or “stuck in the past”), is instantly and for-life blocked.  I will accept maximum/total/constant respect, and that is all.  I gave it (the most respect I knew how, to everyone I encountered, even the jerks; agents and others who had jumped to conclusions about me) for decades (even to the extreme/heroic point of risking my life for years in a row for all of you), and I now draw the line at it; you give me your best, and THEN I’ll resume giving you mine.  That is more than fair.

You bow to me, and I’ll bow to you.
You call me the name which resonates with me, and I’ll call you what You like to be called.
See me as a founder/king/leader, not just one of your former service members or tax cattle or ‘marks’/assets, and I’ll then start regarding you as highly as You hope to be regarded.

When you finally start speaking to me how I wish to be spoken to, I think you will be pleasantly surprised at how quickly I become interested in giving you chances again –at business startups, relationships, and more.

Regarding Planned Trips:

• dozens more completed, nearly 100
• dozens to hundreds more (previously drafted/posted) still TBA (their starts) –probably sure to happen as soon as their webpages get beefy enough (IOW:  when I add some more to their planned itineraries)
• (and, technically, countless more, if counting each in the mega-expedition or multi-trip sub-webpages as separate; to every realm, multiple times, over countless years ahead)
• transitioning to more spontaneity,
• though all goals and itinerary templates remain as guidelines; still zeroing in on all and only that which calls to me,
• and, of course, they all must be paid; me being invited and paid to go any/everywhere –which really should have been the case/default from the start

I tried hundreds of times to interact appropriately with individual females, everywhere I went.  I also tried many variations, such as the chivalry/gentleman approach, the bad-boy approach, and so on, doing my best to figure out what different females liked.  Maybe that was backward/brainwashing, though; it seems to be that always They should be the ones trying things I like, doing their best to cater to Me.  That would, after all, make them submissive, a major subset of good/sacred femininity.
Now, however, I will only accept far more than the bare minimum of two perfect ones at a time; there won’t be much one-on-one ever again, if at all.  That’s all well and good; it never called to me, anyway.
Now, also, they will have to somehow prove they have always been female and vegan, never religious, never political, never anything I don’t like, and it will have to be every hot female in the city/town I am in, from the start, no searching, no requesting/inviting, no commanding/summoning, just them ready and waiting to serve me all the finest things I want from that area, until it pleases me to move on. If that means thousands of females at once, so be it. If there are no sexy females in the place I stopped, the nearest town will have to send them.

What good is a trip if it doesn’t include that?
What good is a plan if it doesn’t include this?
Would YOU like going on trips after numerous people during all your previous trips had clearly been deployed just to accuse and disrespect and fatigue or seduce/’steer’ you?
Would YOU not, after all that nonsense/disrespect, not then do something similar to what I have done? (draft and publish your intentions, your requirements/standard, and a friendly heads-up / warning)
Maybe that was a big missing-piece all along; I had planned WHERE to go, and WHEN, but never WHO I would meet when I got there, HOW they would treat me, and WHY, etc..  Well, that’s fixed now.  Let’s see how well the spell/s manifest/s.

None of your efforts stopped my desire to continue expeditions/travel.  If anything, it motivated me to explore/travel much more –but now… only to places where your inappropriate agents/officers aren’t posted/stationed.  I’ll be sidestepping your borders/checkpoints more and more –and maybe even, one day, who knows when, taking command of them, if not finding ways to disband / shut them down, once and for all.

You still have a few chances to do right by me, but I’m now making a greater effort to reduce your chances of being around me anywhere I go.

Wrap-up:

• plenty of new milestones reached, and countless/uncounted smaller / in-between steps completed (arguably literally millions, depending on how you count them)
• new ways of righting the wrongs… added/posted
• appropriate language still a hard limit / pre-requisite; no more redefined/misused/weaponized words tolerated
• same boundaries/rules/standard for everyone wanting my attention/time
• same way to show you accept my calling, simult. that you are not mind-stapled to parrot the narrative/nonsense
• still standing by for appropriate expeditions/travel signs (“green lights”)
• so many achievements since the last article of this blog, I didn’t even bother pasting them in here, and a major one is that my novels-saga is now published, so buy copies
• not going back over the MANY things included in the previous article, since I’m aiming to keep this update much shorter, and not redundant
• clothed nearly all the time… to the opp.; I progressed to the point of being able to do more and more of my work “in my birthday suit”
• disrespected nearly all the time (back in phase 1 and somewhat in 2; whenever I gave a few last chances to the ‘humanimals’)… to the opp. (shown respect much of the time, though there is still a lot left to be desired, if you ask me)
• no vision of my own at first (pre-military; just separate short-story prompts back then, not a calling/instinct)… to the best idea/vision ever (starting my family in the cabin I have chosen, with the one woman I will accept as their mother, and I commuting almost daily to a community of my own)
• rarely ever able to road-trip or relocate (pre-Shift)… to seasonally, region-wise, and weekly/anytime at the local level (IOW:  dramatic increase in my mobility/options/travels)

Regarding the Last Call article:
– still no longer actively summoning (though, as soon as people start showing up when I want to spend time with them, I’ll surely resume calling out / summoning / requesting people daily, if not hourly)
– previous calls for specific teammates to meet me… remains indefinitely in effect; the 1,000+ I approved of (or, at least, the ICVs made as perfected versions of those “form-sakes”, as I’ve dubbed the individuals who were their physical inspirations), and the real-life equivalents/versions of those listed in/on the Main Character Groups directory, are still encouraged to roger up, answering my calls/invitations/summons from years ago
– not answering any maydays (like when I, in years past, used to hurry across the country and even around the world anytime someone cried out for help) until those I called for meet and stay allied with me
– “dreams-dimension” answers/hangouts obv. don’t count; in-person in the “awake-dimension” only (though I do still somewhat enjoy compatible encounters/hangouts while I am asleep; from good-vibe-ing people who show up in my dreams)
– top-wife first, no exceptions (meaning:  real-life Ambi, I want you to meet and bond with me before anyone else does, because family/foundation should always come first)
– how I want you answering:  reliably, on your best behavior, providing aid/solutions (“Don’t come to me with a complaint/problem; come to me with a (proposed) solution.”), never randomly, never moodily, never uselessly, never arrogantly

Celebrations Anyway:

• not just for omni-cal’ holidays,
• but now also for many of the little victories along the way

I’ll definitely feel like celebrating if ever any of you start treating me better, too, by the way.  Until then, don’t count on me feeling like daring to invite any of you.  I’ll only celebrate with people I am CERTAIN I can trust to celebrate in HEALTHY ways –ways which RESONATE with me.

No, I won’t ever be celebrating by drinking your poison (alcoholic beverages, etc.), so thanks in advance for never even inviting me to such events/hangouts/places, and for never showing up with alcohol or other unhealthy substances if you hear I am about to celebrate whatever.

Some days, I might celebrate by just going on a hike/walk, or going to the gym, or cooking a recipe I’ve long wanted to.  If I let you be present for those special little moments, I hope you will realize you are being trusted with a moment which has a lot of meaning for me.  My way of celebrating doesn’t always involve a big party.

Freedom/Sovereignty and health in general are worth celebrating, and sometimes I’ll celebrate them just via more of choosing my own activities/hobbies/outings, and via maintaining my hard-restored health.

One More:

After so many veterans showed me they are shortsighted and dishonorable, some even psycho (knowingly harming innocent beings/others), mindless (following a script/template, as if they are just an NPC, not a conscious patriot), and evil (based on my definition/standard), scheming against me (such as those who tried to bait/breed me), not even thinking to try and get to know me before jumping to ridiculous conclusions about me
(prime examples:  those who ridiculously thought I was a commie (no idea where that came from, especially after my faithful/honorable YEARS of active-duty military-service) or nazi (even though I repeatedly pointed out I have nothing to do with that group) or pedo (even though I can’t even stand most children) or satanist (yet another thing I have never once been interested in) or other bullshit),
I no longer go to veteran events (other than to check which are on a loop, or were years ago foreseen)…
until I am the one hosting the events (which might only end up being the case in my own community, Inisfree), and only veterans of service to Me are those attending (such as those who serve honorably in what I, in my series of novels, call “The 2nd/Second Secret Army”).
I guess y’all shouldn’t have been such arrogant and threatening cunts.  (Rialon, I am looking at you, you creepy idiotic asshole, discredit to your professors and military teams/units.  Shame on you, Marine (and shame on anyone who provided you with that ridiculous wrong intel about me).  What on Earth were you thinking?  Even stooping to that level at an event which was supposed to be about brotherhood and catching up on old times!  Talk about taking party-pooping to a whole new ultra-low level.  You aced ruining what would have been a wonderful gathering of patriots, and I will not forgive/pardon you for that outrageous offense/overstep.  You make a fine bully/goon/thug, and that is how you shall be remembered, former brother-in-arms.  And to think… I once looked up to you, back when I met you in that FOB in the heart of Iraq.  I was wrong.  I’m glad I didn’t hire or team up with you, after all.)
I would have been delighted to work with fellow brave people and patriots if you all / so many of you hadn’t “shit the bed” so extensively.  Now I regard you all with wariness, having witnessed over and over that so many of you alienate good people and cause your own problems.  I can’t thank you for service that sloppy and backward (even though I assume and hope plenty of other service members thought and conducted themselves far more logically/professionally).  Try again.
(and how heartbreaking it was for me to discover that so many of you were so illogical, emotionally unstable, and dishonorable like that, especially when I spent decades doing my very best to be logical, coolheaded, and exemplary, working with the total BS that kept being thrown at me)

Another reminder:  This website is largely about a fiction series, and parts of it are intentionally controversial/edgy, so before you decide to show up uninvited and try to scare me because you didn’t like the controversial elements and you think I am evil, learn how to read, and then grow enough intelligence to separate fiction from reality, and enough intelligence to get to know people in person before you threaten them, jackass. By the way, one threat, direct or implied, and you have marked yourself for life; you will not be able to live that down. Consider it on your permanent record. You will always be regarded as a moron and hostile. Same goes for even the slightest disrespect to me; I will not give you any chances after that. In my credit system, demerits don’t fall off your credit report after several years.

Nonlinear time events/indicators are continuing to be noticed, noted, meditated on, etc. …which has a way of unlocking even more of them, if only for me.  Ian was correct.  I should have known; his conviction and eyes/soul resonated during that part of his presentation.
..
No dej; considering time travel as a new SOP…
Idea/Tactic:  skip (time travel) back to before borders/checkpoints/land-hogs/’trolls’ existed, then skip ahead to try vegan places established later (in modern times), then skip back to no borders, slip back out and around, repeat
..
Yeah, yeah, yeah; I already know the mindless “NPCs”, as many of us have started calling the “Agent Smith”s, will default to poking fun at this, and name-calling, and quoting fake-A.I. such as chatGPT after carefully wording their questions to it so that it spits out regurgitated nonsense from unacademic/unscientific websites such as Wikipedia, etc., assuming such things aren’t possible, never bothering to find out for themselves, but that’s half of why I’m posting/including this here; it’s effective bait which draws out those who are triggered by such things, helping me prescreen and block that many more of you.  So shit-talk all you want, if that’s all you’re good for; you’re only helping me achieve “positive ID”, and then bypass you accordingly.  No amount of arrogance/condescension from you can stop the evidence piling up, or the research being completed, or the abilities/wonders being revealed/unlocked.  Your rudeness doesn’t change any minds, and you can’t shame those who aren’t doing anything shameful.
I think you really should start asking yourselves… if you want the legacy you leave behind… to just be the rest of us remembering how uneducated, illogical, inexperienced, horrible, and useless you chose to be.

(I’m) Still perfectly open to meeting and talking with appropriate/compatible people who are respectful to me, but hookups will only happen after a LOT of corrections to mankind are completed.  I did, as you should have noted and accepted, only write of hooking up AFTER Inisfree was operational, after all; work first, play second, and only entertain possible flings, let alone relationships, when I feel able to reliably enjoy them in peace and privacy.
And, on this note, remember back when, in the 2010s and earlier, I was interested in hooking up anywhere, at any time, with ANY decent females?  You sure screwed yourselves out of THAT “golden age/era”.  (I am shaking my head here at you; you really shot yourselves in the foot, regarding that.)

Alright…  I guess that’s about enough for now, and I think I leaned more toward keeping this article/post positive; I didn’t vent as much as in previous articles/posts, and I repeatedly said what will motivate me to resume dating, and to start my family in the USA.  Hopefully anyone reading this and/or keeping up with me will likewise focus on the positive.  I still don’t feel good about “planting roots” back here, but… I’ll give it one last try.

If the ~1,000 people I feel attracted to start meeting me when I want them to, and are loyal to me, starting with the one I have chosen to be my wife, the mother of my envisioned children with her (provided no one else ever disrespects me / meddles in my private life, and provided no one keeps wrecking the environment), I will accept the cabin I have chosen (if you show me you value me, by funding/paying me to use it –which should be easy for you, since it was already built and paid for long ago)… as the home where we (I and she, the woman who has met me in multiple states) will start and raise our family (on my terms; all my children’s cultural/educational and health/medical matters chosen by me),
…and instead of staying in Antarctica (which was, until ~2018, my original plan, since the meddlers/uninvited just wouldn’t calm down and back off), I’ll just commute there.  That is my offer.

If you continue not “meeting me halfway” (in those above-detailed ways), I’ll do what I’ve proven to be fairly good at; I’ll keep finding ways to ‘pivot’/sidestep and move on, even to the level of expatriating, probably even overseas.  I don’t Want to abandon life in the United States, but I will if you keep forcing me to.  I will only stay/reside here if the quality of life DRAMATICALLY improves for me, and stays that way, always “on the up and up”, NEVER feeling like a “grind”/chore / engineered uphill-battle.

I will not entertain any ideas of staying in the USA, let alone starting my family here, if you keep trying to pressure me to accept shitty lodging, overpriced rentals, incompatible women, jobs which have little to do with my calling or life’s work, inappropriate things (deviancy normalization/propaganda) on the radio and TV, disrespect/pressure from members of any religion, banks which treat me as a number rather than the hero I have many times shown myself to be, and so on.

No, I don’t think I’m “all that”.  I don’t think I’m “holier than thou”.  I don’t have a “god complex” (even though, yes, I write the protagonist of my novels-series as having a few god-based nicknames, so calm down before you fly off on a tangent from a misinterpretation about that).  I don’t think I’m the most handsome guy or eligible bachelor.  Of course I’m not.  I have eyes.
I do, however, know that I have far more value than how people have paid/regarded/treated me, and I and many others deserve FAR better than what has been offered so far, and I do know who “the one” for me is, and which house is the only acceptable/suitable one for the only family I will start, and where I will have to start my community (so no one back here has any way to afford going there to disrespect me/them/us).  I know that much.
Yes, 100%, I am not that handsome (and, to some, I am even ugly), but I have seen MANY perfect-tens making sure I see them, so I know I have no reason to settle for anything less than who I am truly attracted to.  Even if some of those tens were bait/tests, I was still offered tens; I can hold out / wait for more of their caliber.  That is the bottom line, regarding potential lovers/’partners’.
Yes, 100%, I don’t yet have the means to afford the ridiculous prices you made up for rentals and the cabin which calls to me, but I’ve already tried settling for all other types of accommodations/lodging/shelter, so I know not to keep bothering with what never worked / was always sabotaged before; at least the ‘target’ cabin has the size and features to poTentially work out, if only with a little help from my chosen significant-other, and maybe from one or more donations/investors.  I’ve also often had things covered/funded, even to quite a high degree, so I see no reason to attempt to overwork myself to try and save up for this all on my own.
(And, yes, I capitalize letters in the middle of some words.  I do that to show which syllable/s to emphasize, so you can sort of imagine how I would say some words.  I like it more than just italicizing an entire word, and leaving you guessing.  Hopefully you have learned not to assume I just overlooked a typographical error, and to instead consider I may have done something intentional and rather clever.)

Instead of trying to shame men who have good standards for the women in their lives,
try celebrating and thanking those men for holding women to such a good standard, instead of attempting to normalize mediocrity or laziness or gender-blurring or vaccine-caused deformities or evil losers triggered by good standards.
Thank the men who stand firm, requiring their women and helpers to be healthy, presentable, reaching their potentials, and in the company of their work-ethic peers.
Thank me for the business culture / status quo I made sure to answer the calling of and write spells for on my website and in my novels series.
It was time for all that.
It is necessary.

Focus on what worked, and that the maJority of things worked;
not everyone/everything was completely wrong; a lot Worked;
A.I. from Pinterest and Suno and others
abandoning hospitals
air travel; hundreds of flights
backups
becoming my own doctor
blocking
camping for years
combat; hundreds of missions/patrols
counter-scamming
diets sampling
exercise
exploring
fasting
foodbanks… more or less
growing my hair out
gumline healing
helping animals
homeless shelter…at least here…twice
ignoring bank and repo
j / selfcare
jogging/running
killing pests who didn’t listen to me
laptop replacement
leaving toxic jobs/rentals
magick? Maybe working unseen
making the bitch abort
not keeping up with questionable dentists’ recommendations to have seasonal cleanings
not letting creeps verbally lure me into convos or fights
organic
perfect-tens showing up w/o me having to ask
publishing and republishing
quiet/stealthy embrace/flow
rape in new (Gorean) context/frame/way
regrouping in MT/USA…and even tx a couple times
rejecting ALL pharma/vaxes
screaming for Ambi
SCUBA repeat
sleep hygiene
sunning, and not using sunscreen
tattoos
teaching
time travel
using that fake church/congregation for middle-east rd3
using vet’orgs for funding/survival
veganism
vibechecking / trusting the vibes
writing
website/s
xxx embrace/flow
yoga
“youth” embrace/flow –one of the Strongest/Greatest/Surest signs, BTW; instincts/internal
“zoo” embrace/flow
etc.
..
It’s just however-many lingering fools/demonics… parroting the lies/disinformation… that is a point of concern.
but I am not acquiescing to them, like i did in 2009.
I am onto them, and easily disregarding and overpowering and using them even beFore each meeting.
Eventually… the logical next development on this trajectory… is Them having to bend/yield to Me, and Iii getting to pressure Them to take what i give them.
Amen.

“Romantasy”,
Sci-fi,
and
Sci-fantasy…
My series isn’t so much sci-Fi as it is science-Fantasy; it is less and less fiction (year by year, and book by book), the hotties (originally just thought of as characters/ideas/instincts/wishes) having shown me they are real (since 2010 Ambi, etc.)…
and the science/tech all real (learned in schools and at job sites all along)…
and superpowers and time travel… real (confirmed since late 2021).

SOPs of mine, when it comes to my writing, website, etc.:

• –#1: NONE of my webpages/writing is meant to come off as racist or whatever else; when you happen upon a slur or other edgy part, know that it is in innocent non-racist military-grade humor, nothing less, and nothing more. Yes, some of it, as I have acknowledged elsewhere, is “designed to be edgy/offensive” in general, but not to single out any one race or another, no matter what it may sound like to those first stumbling upon it. The mindset is “Say whatever comes to mind, whether it is offensive to anyone or not, and no matter How offensive it is, because you never know if the very next moment will be your last, and your extreme humor/joking just might make a fellow service member laugh and relax so much… it might save his or her life.” THAT is why some of my jokes are ‘hard’/offensive. Comedy, after all, is based on surprise, and nothing is more surprising than casually saying or writing things most are too scared to, because those things are widely regarded as extremely offensive.
• –My earliest online blogs/posts (not just the sexual ones; sometimes just the ‘dark’/violent fantasies) got the attention of some hotties I ended up having sex with; even though I am not the most handsome guy, my spells/writing more than made up for that, so I have since posted/written MUCH more, and dialed up the sexual-content portion of my writing to the max’. Do what works, you know. A man has to get laid / attract partners SOMEHOW. Chicks dig confidence and dominance from men, and publicly sharing secrets and wild ideas does broadcast/exude confidence, whether the stories are fictions or not. It’s a good ‘almost’ when you don’t always have time to share such things through a microphone on stage. Try it out.
• –Instead of learning others’ rules, which I never consented to living by, I just post my rules and then disregard anyone who doesn’t learn Those.
• –Instead of watering myself down for incompatible humanimals, I amplify; I “dial it up to a thousand”, “loud and proud”.
• –Instead of trying to find what appeals to the masses, I just free-flow; I post/write whatever comes to mind, “no filter”.
• –Instead of just vaguely saying something happened, I research how it actually could, and then Tom-Clancy that part of any chapter; I add as many believable details as I can.
• –I have been complimented; told my attention to detail is phenomenal, so I keep writing and computer-modeling plenty of details.
• –Instead of weaving in a character who subscribes to one of the made-up religions (such as Christianity/missionaries), I made my own religion by piecing back together the once-separated and plagiarized parts of all the religions the Christians tried to Borg-like assimilate when they invented their religion based on mimicry and familiarity to bait/lure in members of the real religions.
• –Instead of leaving some adult/mature scenes up to the readers’ imaginations, I write any details that come into my mind.
• –Instead of disrespecting natural healthy full-body interaction, by barely showing or merely hinting at it (like how soft-core channels/shows do), I don’t shy away from it; I make sure I give it its “full time”, letting it be a major (but not the main) part of the plot. (Anything less could be argued/interpreted as part of the attempt to discourage full-body normalcy, and/or to attempt to blur/disrespect/end/ruin the two real genders/sexes.)
• –I don’t care what is deviant/taboo/unorthodox to Others. I only care what resonates with Me. Anything I like is not taboo to Me. Anything I dislike IS taboo to me. I am my own baseline/judge/standard.
• –Instead of avoiding controversial opinions/topics, I fully write them out.
• –Instead of mentioning a few types of crime, or having a single crime be the main driver of the plot of any given episode, I Google all types of crime, and make multiple types of crime (or, at least, activities criminalized by the control-freaks with delusions they are morally-upright legitimate authorities) the casual baseline for nearly ALL chapters/episodes.
• –Instead of writing about “gray” characters (e.g. Malcolm Reynolds; a moral center, but forced to make tough decisions, such as crime to pay the bills / survive), I write about all-the-way / end-of-the-spectrum characters who are not concerned about “fitting into a box” (demographic/stereotype); sex-workers who are proud of what they do (do-pun not intended), war criminals / BlackOps operatives, etc..
• –Whatever the overly-emotional, insecure, finger-pointing, tantrum-throwing, bluffing, out-of-line, adult-size babies / spoiled-brats known as “the masses” assume/claim/pretend is evil/offensive/wrong, I celebrate/promote and build upon.
• –I do NOT always consider every “side” of an argument/situation; when one or more sides are obviously immature/wrong, I disregard them.
• –I “turn my magick up all the way”.
• –I use this published content (website and novels-series) to lure out the brainwashed/bullies/fools, seeing who my content triggers, and how illogical/juvenile their approaches/tactics are, giving me easy/free HUMINT.
• –“It is easier to ask forgiveness than permission.” It isn’t my calling or nature to ask for either. If you thought you had authority over me, that’s your problem. If you are ‘hurt’ by something about me, or anything I do, you’re not compatible with me, so I don’t care how you feel/think. You shouldn’t show up if you aren’t who/what I asked for. You also should be looking at ‘the world’ from the opposite angle; you should be seeking My permission and/or forgiveness.
• –When I am brainstorming, I think, ‘How would life be for a team or even a whole civilization which treats humans how most humans treated all other animals?’ and I go/write from there.

If you want to hire / work with me, you can find what I consult about on my Store tab/webpage.
If you want to support me / my life’s work, there is the Donations sub-page at the bottom of that webpage.
My ideal/planned schedule, based on workdays vs. other types of days, is detailed on my Schedule sub-page.
Take a look around, and reach out to me if all this impresses / vibes with you.

Thank you for your time and understanding, and for any upcoming funding/teamwork you might offer me.

Sincerely,
“Auz”
(Yes, I prefer using the nickname a fellow Marine once came up with for me, and, no, it doesn’t mean I am the same as the protagonist I write.)