Auz’s Journal

This is one of my many collections of musings and journal entries.

 

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Table of Contents:

  1. Introduction
  2. Childhood (1-4)
  3. Youth (5-10)
  4. Adolescence (11-17)
  5. Adulthood (18-24)
  6. Evolving from Mortality (25-33)
  7. Demi-Godhood (34-Present)
  8. Godhood (~120 on into the near and distant future)
  9. Additional Notes

 

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Introduction:

Since I was about 10, I’ve kept a journal, on and off, over the years.  Most of it was random notes kept organized with various abbreviations and symbols next to the lines of text, or at the start of paragraphs (such as IRLJ for In-Real-Life Journal, as opposed to the IRPJs; In-Roleplay Journals of some of the characters I write).  Where possible, I turned those organized ideas into some of the products you see on this website today.  The blurbs that were left, such as ramblings about how I was feeling, or how my philosophy was evolving from time to time, will be included here.

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* Most of my journal entries remain to be uploaded to those sub-pages.  Check them periodically for updates.  There’s always more to come.

Childhood (1-4):

  • _-7/10ths:  entries about 1983; earliest memories of a metal triquetra in the clear daytime sky, and a legend about being born not in the hospital listed in my records… but on a ship somewhere out at sea
  • 0-1:  entries about 1984; ambidextrous and double-crowned, two-handed writing in mirror form
  • 1-2:  entries about 1985; upgrading to the forest creek estate, 1st Fay encounter, and 1st hangouts right beneath afternoon thunderstorms
  • 2-3:  entries about 1986; elementary school and the military parades of D.C.
  • 3-4:  entries about 1987; the Autumn trips to Vermont

 

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Youth (5-10):

 

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Adolescence (11-17):

 

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Adulthood (18-24):

  • 17-18:  entries during 2001; officer training and 1st meetings with the pagans
  • 18-19:  entries during 2002; crossing the continent for a shot at life on the storied beaches of the west coast, losing the vehicle I fried just to get there, then evading drug runners
  • 19-20:  entries during 2003; major surgery and Infantry Marine training
  • 20-21:  entries during 2004; 1st combat deployment to the Middle East; 1st epic voyage
  • 21-22:  entries during 2005; Las Vegas, Division Schools cross-training, Universal Studios, Hollywood, Vancouver, and a secret trip to Scotland
  • 22-23:  entries during 2006; 2nd combat deployment to the Middle East, then Joshua Tree National Park bouldering & off-roading, and finally a few months of instructor work
  • 23-24:  entries during 2007; crossing the continent to return to college, then Starwood and 1st piloting lessons, followed by my 1st raves

 

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Evolving from Mortality (25-33):

  • 24-25:  entries during 2008; luxury apartments, mansions, a new country club, 1st start-up attempt (a PMC), then project management, Chicago, and Medieval Times
  • 25-26:  entries during 2009; the entire east coast; super-carriers and SEAL bases, followed by Disney World, the Appalachian Trail, the Big Apple, and Japan
  • 26-27:  entries during 2010; Peru paragliding off a cliff over the ocean and back between the skyscrapers of Lima, then my next return to California
  • 27-28:  entries during 2011; 2nd trip across Utah and up the Wasatch Range for an overnight hike
  • 28-29:  entries during 2012; 3rd trip to the Middle East, and 1st to Israel and Jordan, followed by a warriors rendezvous in southwestern Montana
  • 29-30:  entries during 2013; 1st Master’s degree, Spartan Races, Glacier National Park, and the Bridger Ridge Run; mountaintop marathon
  • 30-31:  entries during 2014; Master Gardener Certification program at the latest university, and building The Yellowstone Club
  • 31-32:  entries during 2015; caverns & 1st vision quest, sleeping naked overnight under nothing but the reservation stars, coyotes and wolves howling in the distance
  • 32-33:  entries during 2016; warriors reunion, rafting & swimming the Grand Canyon (and 2nd Fay encounter), 1st skydiving lessons, & helping launch start-ups to help tens of thousands of veterans in Missouri

 

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Demi-Godhood (34-Present):

  • 33-34:  entries during 2017; Dubai princess meeting, helicopter ride over Hawaii for Pele (who seems to keep following me to the mainland), young goddesses requesting meetings in and around Portland, Wizard Island of Crater Lake, Telos megalithic ruins, Alaska orientation for the Denali pyramid, invitation to the Ivy League (Dartmouth this time) for executive business management courses with Olympians, and my 3rd time in Utah (this time to all its national parks, from Zion to Arches, spotting dozens of goddesses)
  • 34-35:  entries during 2018; solo expeditions into the Bermuda Triangle and across nearly all of Europe, grave-shifts work in a giant factory with towering robotic arms, 1st hikes up above 10,000′ in altitude (and spotting another wave of goddesses), then back to California, Canada, and Alaska
  • 35-36:  entries during 2019; preparing for work in the Arctic, the giant cave systems, and in the environments on other worlds
  • 36-37:  entries during 2020; to the pyramids of Mexico, the start of Central America, and almost all the way to Patagonia and Inisfree
  • 37-38:  entries during 2021; luxurious regrouping area
  • 38-39:  entries during 2022; the biggest and greatest wave of ideas, updates, rest, vegan findings, and creations so far…
  • 39-40:  entries during 2023; when all the finishing-touches / final-details were finally fully envisioned, completed, tested, debugged, online, and available for touring by any donors, and when this website was fully polished up, thus the necessary foundation to resume and complete the editing of my series of novels became possible –and all by the first week of this great year
  • 40-41:  entries during 2024; having seen the loop/repeats in Indiana and Montana, and with the saga/website/mega-spell wrapped up, and having re-established myself back in the heart of New Montana

[When declassified, add phone pics to those (the above) sub-webpage albums when from/of the leather-bound Yggdrasil-cover tome, and typed out when from PC or live/new entries.]

 

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Godhood (~120 on into the near and distant future):

 

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Additional Notes:

I still use the Yggdrasil journal that Arabian princess from Dubai bought me when we had our date in the chilly north by what remained of those long-lost glaciers which, generations ago, ground into dust the only evidence of the ruins of the civilization that existed where the state-sized lakes now are.  It is here:

To focus on entries about my time in the dimension humans call “dreaming”, navigate here.

 

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Fitting Tunes:

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