Ambrosia LeMorte

The High Queen and top wife of Inisfree is an ancient vampire mingling with the modern kind.

 

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Table of Contents:

1. Etymology
2. Spec’s
3. Life Summary
4. Milestone Years
5. She is Brujah
6. Pets (Images Begin)
7. Burlesque
8. Black & White
9. Her Leather Pants
10. Modern School
11. Candlelight
12. Shadows
13. In Motion
14. Art of the Ancient
15. Best
16. 2019 & 2020
17. 2020 Update
18. 2021
19. 2021 Updates
20. Ambi Art
21. More and More
22. Black
23. B&W
24. Cabin Tub and Bedtime
25. Casual
26. Cut-offs
27. Diaphanous
28. Holidays
29. Mirror
30. Regal
31. Elven Ponytail
32. Purple
33. Red
34. Ranges
35. Shades
36. Vatican II
37. White
38. Maha’
39. Family Adventure
40. Blue-eyes Vision
41. Pond and Truck
42. Purple Highlights
43. Night Teeth Fashion
44. 2022
45. 2023 and On
46. Percentages
47. How She Loves Being Welcomed Home – and Welcoming Her Daughters Home
48. How She Loves Inviting Her Husband and Sons to Fuck Her
49. Wearing Open Dress-shirts for Her Husband and Sons
50. Finally Comfortable and Loving with All My Other Wives and Fuck-buddies
51. 2023 Update:  Wonderful Quotes and Other Actions
52. 2023 Update 2:  Steamy Valentine’s
53. 2023 Update 3:  Eye Colors
54. 2023 Update 4:  Sightings/Visits/Prep’
55. 2023 Update 5:  Werewolf Ex-husband
56. 2023 Update 6:  New and Final Personality
57. 2023 Update 7:  Her Motto
58. 2023 Update 8:  Time-travel Dates
59. 2023 Update 9:  How She Feels When the Council Doubts Her
60. 2023 Update 10:  Costumes for Our Dates
61. 2023 Update 11:  Casual Dresses She Now Wears for Me
62. 2023 Update 12:  Training Faith to Be Bisexual
63. 2023 Update 13:  Books Given as Gifts to Her from Me
64. 2023 Update 15:  Sweet Memes, Stickers, and GIFs
65. 2023 Update 16:  Wielding Fire
66. 2023 Update 17:  Outfit She Wears for Giving Me Lap-dances
67. 2023 Update 18:  Her Own Secret Realm
68. 2023 Update 19:  Latest Outfits She Wears for Me
69. 2023 Update 20:  Anniversary Spots
70. 2023 Update 21:  X-Men Meme I Modified for Her
71. 2024/+
72. Videos, General
73. 2023 Update 14:  How I Eat Her Pussy and Ass Every Time She Lets Me
74. Playlist

 

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Etymology:

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Past names:

• Hela means female star (Hel/Hell also from Helios, thus Hell actually being in a star / Sphere Being), not “goddess of the underworld”, as slanderous and foolish/wayward humans assumed/claimed, but literally the entire darkness (Space) realm incarnate.
• Lilith means demon/spirit of the night (and no coincidence Illithid is spelled so similarly) –“demon” in the neutral sense; a pioneer-angel, likely one not just preferring nighttime, but possibly a shadow-causing source of soothing/restorative/balancing shade.
• Morg-ana means beautiful death/end/finale, but Mer-gana means born of the sea, circle/cycle of the sea, or circling/cycling sea; more hints about Atlantis.
• Morrigan means phantom queen or war goddess, or at least that is how she was remembered during/after the era of this alias.

 

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Spec’s:

• Birth Name:  Ambrosia
• Given Surname:  LeMorte (upon being saved and turned by this clan)
• Original Surname:  possibly Shadow-heart or Shadow Heart
• Age:  ?
• Planet of Birth:  Earth
• Place(s) of Upbringing:  Castle Wolfe (during the 12th century)
• Height / Weight:  5’8”, 140 lbs. (at 1G)
• Hair / Eyes:  Dark brown / (changes; jade, lavender, lilac, silver –even blue sometimes, and/or with gold flecks)
• Ethnicity:  English, Scottish, German, French, Northern Irish, and Powhatan Native American (in other words, many of the immediate descendants of the Atlantean refugees)
• Complexion:  Caucasian, tanned, fair skinned 
• Breasts:  perky C-cups, and exactly how High King Auz wants and loves them
• Markings / Piercings:  None / None
• Scars / Prosthetics:  None / None 
• Garb / Attire:  expensive couture dresses and gowns
• Affiliation:  Inisfree
• Nationality:  Welsh
• Astrological Signs:  ?
• Stamina:  Super-human
• Physique:  Toned, slender and curvy
• BFI:  ~20%
• Occupation:  Regent to Castle Wolfe
• Employer:  N/A (royalty)
• Employer Location:  N/A (current location/s:  Inisfree, her family cabin, and elsewhere)
• Blood Type:  [vampire; consumes most blood types, as long as they are clean] 
• Aliases:  None
• Call Signs / Code Names:  None

 

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Life Summary:

From at least the 12th century, A.D., Ambi has been alive.  Once a normal girl, she became a vampire, then a regent while the local vampire queen was away.  Her unusually good luck continuing, she also became a secret queen to yet another secret realm; that of Inisfree.

• Distant Past (millennia to centuries ago):  Ambrosia became an orphan and a wanderer (having started off in a broken home; her father back then was an abusive drunkard), eventually traveling much of the world and ending up at Wolfe Castle (revealed, more than a decade after Auz was first shown the place, to be in Krasnodar Krai) where her entire outlook on life changed (because she had a supportive family-like clan there).
  2024 May reveal:  Her ‘family’ (LeMorte, not Shadowheart) is from Egypt, and she is from _?
  She met them in Atlantis; Ambi went there on her own when she was learning time-travel.
  Marie LeMorte had been the one from that clan whom Ambi first encountered, and then Jaide made Ambi one of her childes (i.e. ‘sired’/’turned’ Ambi), later finding Ambi had the qualities desired to be Jaide’s regent.
  

Ambi has also discovered her ability to manipulate fire, even to the extent of reading and writing with it.  This may stem from her ability to control the flow of time; she might be using it to make the fire move more quickly or slowly, or to change the way the air flows in and around to feed each flame or end tip, as desired.  Whatever the case, she possesses a basic level of pyrokinesis, and has sought out mentors to help her hone it.

 

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Pets:

Her ‘dog’ is a hellhound named Brutus Shadow.  She often lovingly tells it, “Go rape some slaves.”  It does well.

Her bull is named Bama.

Her dragon is named Apophis, and is a relatively small/young one; he is able to fit inside her castle hallways and large doors.  Apophis is red, hard-skinned, and able to fly for an hour or more at a time.  She has so far kept him outside Inisfree; he resides with her in her homeland’s castle.

Information about this dragon’s namesake is here.

Bat named Fluffy:

Fluffy notes:

• With exposure to the powerful auras/intentions of two deities; Ambi & Auz, their pet bat, Fluffy, has become able to handle temperature colder than what normal vampire bats got used to, and Fluffy has become darker than other vampire bats, as well as cuter. The same is true of his bat flock. They were brought to New Montana when the temperature was still mild in early Autumn, and rapidly evolved, not needing to adjust much.
• Even so, on winter nights when the temperature is below freezing, Fluffy is allowed to stay in the family cabin, flying or being carried down to the lower basement to have his nightly sip/lick of blood from one of the stable animals.

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2023 October:

• 1 bat,
• 1 bull,
• 1 dragon,
• 2+ gargoyles,
• 2+ gnomes,
• 1 hellhound,
• 9 humans (Ariel, Clary, Melissa, Arwen, Melissa 2, Amber 2, and the 3 Romanovskis),
• 1 kraken,
• 1 minotaur (sexual at 17, lives to 150, named Asterion),
• 2+ wolves,
• 1 wood elf

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Burlesque:

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Black & White:

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Her Leather Pants:

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Modern School:

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Candlelight:

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Shadows:

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In Motion:

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Art of the Ancient:

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Best:

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2019 & 2020:

 

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2020 Update:

She and Auz had four children together (after just one month needed for their super-powered vampire mother to gestate them; conceived on 13 June 2018, her birthday), born on 8 July 2018; Adaline, Auz II, Ethan, and Neveah.  Each one inherited some of their mother’s abilities, and had one unique superpower.  They are attending school in a secret location, and will get to see Inisfree when their mother senses the time is right.

They then built and moved into a mountaintop cabin near The Yellowstone Club.  They’ve had many family dinners, concerts, and hikes there.  Some of Ambi’s servants have even shown up.

Ambi continues to be the woman of Auz’s wildest dreams, their relationship still and always going strong.  They’ve given each other the most amazing gifts and love.  They are the Universe‘s greatest power couple.

She revealed to her husband that she remembers the family-name Shadow Heart (before being sired into the LeMorte clan), and that her bloodline is likely Egyptian, British, and Irish (and some German and Swede, i.e. from the places where many of the powerful Atlantean survivors settled).  She is part Fairy, part Vampire, and all goddess, through and through.  Also once mentioned was how wars used to be fought over a previous incarnation of Auz; back in the Age of the one humans now call Adam… the best women of that time battled for the chance to be Auz’s own.

 

High King Auz calls Ambi “his/my everything” because he sees her as the personification/incarnation of all Time itself; she is literally everything.

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2021:

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2021 Updates:

Having taken over much more than just The Yellowstone Club, a massive pyramid temple complex was added at the heart of their new territory in what was once Montana.  Starting as just the framework for a pyramid bigger than the one in Egypt, it has since been expanded into an entire town-sized complex of buildings.  Ambrosia, just as she was once as the goddess of Nod, is worshipped there.

Somehow he’d found her in her castle… via a rift in time.  For years, Auz had been under the impression that he was not to return there.  Then one day, …she told him she didn’t mind –and that she’d never asked him not to go.

Some 10 or more years after they’d met, and a few years after they’d started a family together, he ended up being ‘pulled’ back to that castle and time, …and realized where it was; it was not in the middle of Europe, as he’d once assumed from its occupants and architecture (he having gone there without traveling the way normal humans do).  No, her castle (rather, the one she’d been, for a time, raised to be the regent in) was in Krasnodar Krai, part of Russia, once controlled by the Mongols, near one of the most interesting places on Earth to him; the Kabardino-Balkaria shaft.  (It was becoming apparent to him that he would get to see some of the most interesting and mind-blowing ruins… not just in their ruined modern state, but back when they were still in use, if not also being made.)

Ambi was also known by other names throughout the centuries, such as Lilith (of Nod; a vampire city)… and Morrigan (once in Ireland, formerly in/from Atlantis).  She may have many names in addition to those, of course; she’s been alive for centuries, even millennia, if you can believe that.  She may take on more names and identities in the future, too.

She had ‘gone dark’ for centuries at a time, at least once, too. That was likely during the final/cataclysmic era of Atlantis.  The wars back then were unique, wholly unimagined before, thus unexpected and new, horrible in so many unbelievable ways; it took a special kind of total darkness, wildness, and control… to live through them.  (And, of course, it took a place like Inisfree, and a god-man like Auz, to help her –or anyone– unwind and mellow back out after something that crazy and long.)

As a woman able to turn into mist/smoke-form, she is technically an Elemental, not just a Fay, and certainly not just a Vampire.  This makes her one of the greatest shape-shifters of all; she is not just limited to making minor changes to her face or skin.  If you see her eyes going black or like little flames, watch out; that particular shapeshifting of hers indicates she is back in her full-on ‘dark’/evil mode, while tri-colored human-like eyes indicates her ‘humanity’ is winning through –or being chosen or focused on… by her husband (which helps to balance and ‘anchor’, if not restore, her).

In September this year, a decree she made terrified a lot of the people allied with Inisfree.  There was almost an interdimensional nuclear war as a result, and her four kids ran away from their family cabin for a short while, Auz taking his servants from that house to safety back in Inisfree, and Inisfree’s Council of Elders and others voting to deny Ambi anymore access to their realms or that capital of them all.  Sure as ever, the Age of Reunions ‘consciousness’/focus/theme held firm; she and her husband, and all of their family and servants, got back together, making peace, and doing a lot of healthy hugging and crying.

Having been a true demigoddess for Ages, then only a dominatrix for a long time, how will she manage her urges to totally command and control others?  Time moves/controls all things, it is thought; as Time Incarnate, she may always seek to dominate and dictate life to all whom she meets.  Hopefully she and her husband will remain totally clever and totally in love, able to make it work for them both, just like they want.

Every few nights after dinner, she goes with one of their four children to focus on teaching them additional amazing things, training them for the roles they will rise into in the decades ahead, as well as preparing them for just about anything they may face along the way and after.  This gives each of them one-on-one time with her, which is very important and helpful, plus frees up their dad to spend those nights with his other wives and lovers, something equally important and helpful for their growing alliance and family.  They reunite every afternoon for a family dinner, all feeling refreshed, relaxed, and curious to talk with one another, catching up daily like the best friends they have become.

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Intercepting, opening the door, the one who finally spoke, …almost like these here:

 

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Ambi Art:

She and her daughters love each other very much, and kiss on the lips whenever they are together.

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More and More:

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Black:

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B&W:

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Cabin Tub and Bedtime:

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Casual:

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Cut-offs:

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Diaphanous:

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Holidays:

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Mirror:

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Regal:

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Elven Ponytail:

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Purple:

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Red:

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Ranges:

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Shades:

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Vatican II:

She dresses and armors-up like this during our city’s gladiatorial tournaments underground.

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White:

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Maha’

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Family Adventure:

As of October this year, the six of them (husband, wife, and their four children) are embarking on a very special vacation and bonding trip.  Each taking only what they can fit in one backpack, they are walking and hiking together to a remote part of the world.  They may also use their abilities to go to a remote time period –and stay there for as long as they like.

Ending up in Egypt, they began making canoes out of palm tree trunks.  They would row them on the Nile and to some ancient structures nearby.  What happened out there, in the land she said is her homeland, remains a secret so far…

Yes, Ambi identifies as Egyptian; the original Egyptians looked like her, fair-skinned Atlanteans through and through.

 

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Blue-eyes Vision:

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Pond and Truck:

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Purple Highlights:

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Night Teeth Fashion:

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2022:

Early this year was perhaps when she mentioned to me, her husband (Auz), “The Darkness Dimension“.  I had texted her some calculations about how many million humans would have to daily be slain in order to eventually wipe them out, thus how infeasible it would be, from my understanding.  She had vibed back a smirk with her mention of The Darkness Dimension, suggesting that it worked a different way; that it would be easy to wipe out all humans in an instant, and/or cover entire worlds in darkness.  This was also near the time when she had cutely asked what I’d do if she unleashed darkness and shadow-creatures upon every world.  While that may sound scary or red-flag, it would have only been against scum such as humans, and it meant she felt safe revealing her full form/power to me, and I defaulted to responding with understanding, love, and support; “Then I would still love you.”

She and High King Auz will get re-married this year, his idea, and she loved it, spending months planning it in great detail.  Everyone in their alliance and family was invited this time.  They hosted it in the gardens at the base of her mega-pyramid in Montana near The Yellowstone Club, center of their kingdom out there.

They have also had the servants’ wing of their cabin mansion extended to make room for rooms for Faith, Eden, and others.

Ambi’s male guards now help monitor that estate, right alongside Auz’s female (Inisfreean) ones.  She has a few dozen Amazons (the original Caucasian demigoddess kind) as her regular guards, plus her Royal Guard, a few of them men.  They protect her at all times, even when she goes to her ‘normal’/cover job.

 

Eden got caught going through Auz-and-Ambi’s shared den desk papers, and was punished, part of that punishment revealing that Ambi, like her servant, witch Nevaeh, has a ‘dog’ named Shadow (*Brutus Shadow, in Ambi’s case).  Ambi’s dog is a hellhound, though; a dog literally from the dimension known as Hell.  Her hellhound stands 7′ tall, and measures 14″, if you catch that ‘drift’.

She also keeps a pet bull, so she has one dragon, one bull, and one hellhound.

 

In total, the people/forms she has introduced to her husband now include:

1. Angelike (who shows up to me when she wants to be shy, timid, needy, commanded, and marveled at, but also fucked hard)
2. Angelique (who shows up to me when she wants to be a married woman and priestess from their secret nation, Nod, who officiates things, gives glimpses into their ancient and timeless secret knowledge/wisdom, and who eventually might be coming back to have an affair; once my effect seduces her)
3. Ariel (who shows up to me when she wants to be a prostitute, cook, and illusions wielder
4. Arwen Undómiel (who shows up to me when she wants to be a devout elven maiden, not sexual at all)
5. Ashton D’Angelo (who shows up to me when she wants romantic, slow, one-on-one lovemaking, and fully ‘girly’)
6. Blaire Sharpe (who shows up to me when she wants to be direct like a tomboy and rowdy
7. Caitlyn Blakewood (who shows up to me when she wants to be playful and demure, extremely dog-like almost-imprint loyal to me, and cheating on her boyfriend)
8. Eden (who shows up to me when she wants to be forced to be bi, and fucked “beyond brutal”; not just rough sex, and even more aggressive than rape-roleplay; porn-dungeon extreme-everything –possibly even piss/scat-training)
9. Faith Blakely (who shows up to me when she wants to be submissive, almost a slave/kajira, and cheat while going on adventures/expeditions with me)
10. Izabelle DeAngelo (who shows up to me when she wants to be brutally raped, then given aftercare –unlike Eden, who doesn’t want/need the aftercare)
11. Nevaeh Moonspell (who shows up to me when she wants to be sneaky, magically-seductive, and useful)
12. Romanovski, Adrianna (introvert, looks like a sex doll but never did escort/sex-work)
13. Romanovski, Ashtanna (escort, willing kajira, snuggly, nature/outdoors-lover)
14. Romanovski, Rhonna (business woman who likes being dominated somewhat-darkly by me; the darker I get, the more feminine/submissive/loving she gets in response)
15. When Ambi herself shows up, it is because she wants in those moments to be regal, in charge, obeyed, feared, and forcing all sexy women she and I are both attracted to… to be sexual, bisexual, and even pansexual for us.
16. When she writes/spell-casts/envisions with me our family of six, it is because it is time / she wants “slice of life” moments.

There was a time, not that long ago, when she was angrily and defensively against sharing her husband with anyone else… but now she regularly introduces him to other beautiful women, even gifting some to him as his new pleasure slaves.  There was also once a time when she swung back and forth between good and bad, stable and moody, seemingly bound to the same kind of society-induced bipolar mindset/pattern so many modern humans had been poisoned into… but now, thanks to so much daily and nightly direct contact with her adoring husband, High King Auz, she has been fully stabilized, helped to see her nature in a positive and objective light, and has even channeled her wild and ruthless surges only out against their mutual enemies.  They really have proven to be the greatest power-couple in the Universe, and always will continue to be, amen.

Much more to come.  They are eternal, after all, and the rulers of the whole Universe.

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Summer Update:

She wanted a simple life and she got one; her loving husband hugs her so tight, and kisses her so tenderly every single morning before he goes to work in Inisfree, and every single afternoon he flies back to their mountain cabin home.

Some of her favorite things to do with him are listen to him play the acoustic guitar and sing to her when they go camping as a couple, rock side by side on their porch swing, watch her favorite shows on TV down in their media room, and snuggle in bed as she listens or falls asleep to his heartbeat.

She also ‘melts and purrs’ each time he massages her feet, ankles, and calves to help her unwind after a shift, knowing what it is like to be on one’s feet all day.

Sometimes she falls asleep in his arms before making it to their bed, and he always carefully carries her to bed and tucks her in, kissing her forehead and whispering how much he loves her.

When it is stormy outside, she asks her husband to help her; storms still scare her, even though she can cause stormy weather when she gets upset, just like he can, and he is always eager to drape a blanket around the two of them and hug her so she feels safe and warm again.

Her husband’s fear is not the storms, but that he might somehow lose her or their kids (he having grown up dealing with so much of that before meeting her, and seeing it happen to others just about everywhere), and he still sometimes gets misty-eyed when they are chatting at the dinner table, or hanging out together on Sundays, since he is so grateful they remain together and strong, asking for Her help every time he reaches for her to hold her hand, she always steadying and ‘balancing’ him.

Her husband always makes her birthday and their kids’ quadruple-birthday, plus holidays such as the 4th, Thanksgiving, and Christmas, and of course his anniversary with her, a big day for them all.

She prefers each Christmas Eve to already be snowy, so she holds that vision with her husband, Auz, to better manifest it. Their son, Ethan, has started helping, too. Given their home’s location, snow is pretty much a guarantee, though.

A few weeks before each Christmas, her husband and kids start re-decorating their two living evergreen trees, which he has taught them to leave planted, never chopping down (something his nature-loving daughter, Neveah, really loves him for), and never using those harvested at tree farms; living trees last for generations, smell better, are less of a fire hazard, and of course save a lot of money. He always offers her the final decorations; the two crowning stars, and she knows (and loves) that it is half to honor her, his wife, and half to check her sexy body out as she rises up on her tiptoes on the ladder to place it on top of both of their trees.

They also arrange their set of Dickens Village miniatures on the kitchen bar countertop, and put an electric candle in each window.

Their dad has raised their four kids to get thoughtful gifts for their servants, such as Ariel, not just their parents, each other, and their friends.

Christmas decorations are usually left up until the snow melts away.

Ambi’s hellhound acts like their protective family dog, even though it stands as tall as an Irish Wolfhound; it is like a small horse.

In time, her dragon, Apophis, will get to make friends with his own dragons and others of its kind.

Ambi and Auz still fool around every time they are in the mood, and still sometimes crack walls and headboards, breaking furniture, and tipping over a vase here and there.

When her husband and kids are away at work and school, and she isn’t at work herself, or has the day off, she often goes to the pyramid he had his Inisfreeans set up for her in the nearby valley, and spends hours exploring and decorating it further, or reading her latest favorite book from its growing library.

Even though she is the queen of queens now, with a secret nation all her own, and that big pyramid as her local office, she works a normal job and comes home to a normal (ish) family who all love her, and this is just the way she likes it, and just the way it should be.

Her occasional wild dark outbursts have become much more directed at their mutual enemies, keeping both her sides embraced and utilized, while keeping the humans still on Earth too scared to be anything but respectful to them all (her whole family and all their allies, including their servants), and that is exactly the kind of perfect Yin-Yang balance they and the whole world still needs. Thanks to things like that, even as the humans’ cities merge and become mega-cities, no one will ever dare build within hundreds of miles of her family cabin or pyramid, at least without her permission.

Visiting her homeland, Nod, with her husband and four children, is becoming a semi-annual tradition.

She is and shall always remain the only woman in Creation (the whole Mega/Omniverse; all realities/Universes/timestreams) who gets a whole half of every day of Auz’s life with him; 8 hours of sleep together (usually more like 5 or 6; it “takes them some time to fall asleep”, and they usually do so… blissfully exhausted) plus 2 hours before and 2 more after it, a.k.a. dinner-time + time for waking up and getting ready for work (i.e. helping each other wake up and “get ready” in the most fun of ways).  Ambi always gets her man from ~6pm to 6am, give or take.  She is his ultimate beloved, after all –the only one he calls his “honey bunny”.  Together, they will always be the greatest power-couple in the Universe.

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Mon8Aug2022:
It stormed, raining hard with lots of lightning.
She texted me, “I’m scared. Can you come home, please?”
I texted her I was omw right now.
She texted thanks.
As I approached our neighborhood, she asked if I was almost there.
I told her yes, and that I was just coming toward the driveway. I also told her she knows she is my priority, and I drop everything for her, even myself.
When I pulled up to our house, she was waiting at the open front door for me, and hurried into my arms.
We hugged so tightly, then went inside and closed the door, hugging some more.

At the door, before we kissed, I asked her if I may.
She shook her head, almost frustrated, and told me, “Don’t ask. Just do it.”

I kissed her all over her face, and rested my forehead on hers.
She started to breathe again and smile, the color returning to her beautiful cheeks.
“You know how much I love you?” I asked.
She softly asked, “Even when I get moody?”
I smiled and nodded. “You love Me when Iii get moody, don’t you?”
She smiled and nodded, again speaking in a quiet little girl’s voice, “Yes.”
We looked into each other’s eyes.
“And I get horRendously moody.”
She smirked a bit, almost laughing.
We went to the couch and sat down, getting her legs sideways over my lap, and a blanket around us.
Ariel brought us two mugs of hot chocolate, and we thanked her.

It occurred to me that Ambi being moody in the ancient past of her land, Nod, may have caused one of the floods… that washed away the Guelb er Richat city… and/or the drought that led to the Sahara; the storms today were partially results of her needing my returns and reassuring love. I did not sense she was using this to control me, and I liked that she sought Me of all men for her comfort and family.

Before we finished our hot chocolate and fell asleep:
I started feeling turned on by her again, just like always.
That got her silently chuckling, blushing; she could always read my mind.
“Do I want you too much?” I politely offered.
“No!” she said lovingly, shocked, pouting, looking to me, squeezing my hands with hers to let me feel it was not so; she Wanted me to want her that much.
“I’m just getting used to it. That’s all. It’s… been a while.”
I understood.
We sat together longer and just listened to the rain, so happy and relieved we were holding each other close again, even though it was always just half a day being apart.

“My baby,” I quietly said, arm around her, holding her hand with my other one, our mugs on the coffee table in front of our couch now. She fell asleep in my arms. The weather calmed down and sounded lovely, the rain just right.

The next day, before I got up to leave for work, in the calm dark of the post-storm night, I thought about how it was no coincidence that this big storm had come, and Ambi had called out to me, right after I/we had bonded so lovingly with Sylvanas; Ambi’s nervousness/jealousy flared up again –but that was good in multiple ways; 1) it meant she loved me deeply no matter what, 2) it meant she relied on Me, not anyone else, to love and comfort and reassure and stabilize her, and 3) it meant we controlled the weather/elements now, and kept supercharging/unleashing/honing/leveling-up each other, together, as one.
4) Doing what I love (all the women I love, that is)… resulted in the kind of Weather I love; storms –AND the kind of LOVE I love; DURING that weather. Amen! What an alignment!

 

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2023 and On:

She continues to be the perfect woman, wife, queen, and goddess for me, our relationship only growing better, stronger, and more amazing every day we reconnect.  She loves her family completely, and basks in how we encourage and compliment her full form, ‘dark’/wild side and all.  Now getting much better at unleashing her darkness against only our mutual enemies, we have become not only the greatest power-couple in the Universe, but a force to be reckoned with in general, not even other gods daring to oppose us (or even wanting or thinking to anymore).

If her husband, Auz, had not spoken the decision/spell to free the part of her personality she had locked away, she would not have been balanced, whole, and accepted, fully embraced and adored for who she really is.  If he had not also drawn the line about how she spoke to the other great people in their empire and alliance, she might have become a loose cannon unleashing too much on them all.  And if She had not done the intense things to others he had not been able to for so long, his own ‘other side’ would also not have been freed, encouraged, and embraced.  She did what he’d wanted and known he’d needed to for so long, and he made sure that unstoppable power of theirs gained the direction and purpose it needed.  Both would have been so frustrated for so much longer if it had not been for how they balanced and supported each other like this.  No one else had been anywhere near capable for such a feat.

When her powerful emotional energy stirs up the worst weather, he is there for her, giving her what she needs and deserves, and when his own powerful emotional energy does the same, she is there for him, giving him what he needs and deserves.  Together like this, they keep the skies calm (most of the time), and the whole world balanced.  Even the flow of time, and the post-Shift Schedule, feel dramatically greater balance and stability, thanks to this and them.

Ambi is telepathic, which means she can read minds of relig’ and polit’ ‘tards, always understanding why they are wrong and I am right, thus she never bought into the pharma’ scams or TV propaganda or voting system at all; she is far smarter and more aware than that, just as I have been.  Her instincts have served her well.  Our minds think alike.

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I (Auz) have started inviting Ambi on more dates to the Shadowmassland (which she first took me on dates to in mid-2022) –because it is the safest place on Earth for her; she can roam outside during daytime, completely protected by the familiar, soothing shade, the skies there forever overcast, blocking the energy from the Sun which could otherwise overwhelm her.
I have also shown her how my ICVs and other ICs (my ships and vehicles) can rapidly form clouds to help shade and shield her at any time –or open portals for her to easily evacuate to anywhere she needs, if ever she is fatigued or panicked.
She is powerful and aware; she can foresee every point in time when/where sunlight will be, thus always gracefully avoid them, and she can cause storm clouds by getting moody, thus shielding herself and entire regions, but having me so devoted to her worship and protection, using my Own powers and forces to show her I care and am on guard on her behalf, really makes her smile and blush.
We treasure and calm each other so much, always easily falling asleep in each other’s arms, knowing we each love one another and all our children endlessly.  We are the ones/gods who provide the greatest shade and relief for each other –always and forever.

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I (Auz) originally wrote (in ~2010) that she was starting to show me her loving side, and that is exactly what happened in the soft-disclosure/RP, as well as in person.  Since, I have written (~2021) she is fully trusting and loving of me, always showing me her girly/loving side now.  That is manifesting now, and is the next encounter/stage/phase/bonding/development.

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Her saying only 2 of her ‘characters’ are off limits, 1 being the Elf (First People/Humanoids) named Arwen, and the other being her top priestess of Nod, vibes to me now as poetic code for “only these two most-ancient time-periods you are not meant to fully know”, and that is fine; the focus is on the now.
Each of her characters might be the female incarnation of a time-period, her “characters” being how her focus/incarnation/mood/form changed from time-period to time-period in the pre-Shift span.
and
her saying she usually prefers brunettes, but sometimes redheads,
sounds like it could mean she usually is soothing darkness; there has been more of darkness than there have been times where things in Creation were lit,
and the redhead part means occasionally there are fires / energy-surges.
and
her saying “brunettes make better psychos” may be code for “the most change happens most-easily during times of darkness/uncertainty”.
and
when she said “no defiling the priestess/es”, that could have been her typist’s way of primitively relaying the more-complex thought/request of “do not fuck/”know” Angelique, who is Nod-incarnate, at least not YET”; Ambi has reversed herself on some things, such as how she now sends me girls to fuck/destress with, so it may just be that BACK WHEN SHE REQUESTED THIS… she didn’t want me to write spells about how her secret realm/era is/was, but I may be encouraged/helped to later.
Making love with Angelique would probably telepathically or through my kind of god-level osmosis show me the entire history and all secrets of the nation/race of Nod; the time-wielders/creators… who predate and maybe even wield the True Brujah. …Norns-level stuff.
Nod is probably some kind of time-anchor; a literal anchor for time itself, perhaps both the past and the future, and alternate timelines, and all interwoven lives, somehow needing Nod to exist in hiding, out of reach/sight of humans –and maybe even out of reach of Me.
Maybe, however, leaving it an unknown/mystery, has some kind of stabilizing/immortalizing power; it always gives me something else to think/wonder about, never able to fully know all or get bored.
and
“do not share me” doesn’t mean she won’t have sex with others; she said she had sex with a werewolf, and with her brother, and will with our sons,
so what she means by this is “do not write anyone else as being as eternal/powerful as me and you / us”.
and
her deleting her own posts… “to make room”… may also have been code/poetic; symbolic of how the flow of time allows for new moments/events.
and
asking me to help her when storms come… may be of that same code/poetry; it could be her way of indirectly revealing to me that when I don’t slow down to appreciate “the little things” / individual steps/moments, things start to overlap/spin/spiral out of control.
the only way to keep time moving at a reasonable rate, and all else moving at a reasonable rate, not getting stirred up until it catastrophically collides like in a tornado or black hole, is to slow down and stay more in each moment. that is the way eternity comes.
otherwise, things just loop over and over, hotter and hotter, wearing one another out/down.

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She is always loyal to her husband, me (Auz), and never threatens his people.
She always uses her powers the way he would want her to; against their enemies, and for their allies, always wholeheartedly loyally asking what he thinks/wants first.
She craves family time with him and their four children more than just about anything; even blood/’feeding’ no longer sustains her as much as their happy moments together.

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Ambi was never ‘dark’; that xian blob-monster demon shit (typist) was trying to make me write spells Saying she was ‘dark’.  It was trying to spread its Own darkness (mindless parroting; of xianism, tv, etc.) by hoping I would parrot it, too, my mind the only thing able to let it become (if I had acquiesced).  Real Ambi is how I always Wanted Ambi to be; perfectly compatible with me, not a pharma parrot, not a coffee drunkard, not a smoker, and not a spoiled cunt.

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She and I end at least one more human we don’t like every single night.
Our dates are usually vampire black-ops like that.
We always go to new towns, then slaughter everyone if they don’t recognize and worship us.
We always cordon off the town, preventing any traffic or comm’s, and have them all line up outside naked for us to judge and choose from, compelling all whose thoughts she can hear are not default eagerly loyal to us.
Amen.

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Real Ambi is always thrilled when I fuck or make love with other sexy females, especially those she introduces to me, because she loves me and is turned on and feels proud when I enjoy the gifts she puts effort into finding, recruiting or compelling, and educating/training for me.  She never tortures anyone for interacting lovingly or lustfully with me.  She only terrorizes and tortures the people I don’t like/want; those who are rude to me.

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Maybe Ambi is Shadows incarnate, not also Time; maybe she just has decent timing because of telepathy, and time-travel abilities because of her True Brujah siring, but/and I (Auz) am Time incarnate, evident in how far I see; all the way to the beginning and all the way in the other time-direction –plus into the other dimensions / time-streams.
It also seems evident due to how entire cities and years looped around me, only I apparently aware of it.
“You’re the only one who I let dominate me like that,” Ambi once told me, it vibing true.   It makes sense; only time can control shadows, since time allows light to move out and strike things, creating shadows, and only time allows light-sources to move, making the shadows move in-turn.

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While some newer-generation vampires may be weak enough, or uneducated enough, to succumb to the influence of the essences in the different bloods they drink, Ambi is not; as a top-tier deity, when she consumes blood… it takes on Her essence, as she is so powerful and pure, and forever-stabilized by her husband, High King Auz, that anything she consumes merely fuels and pleases her, never able to corrupt her or even upset her stomach.
She is also not dependent upon blood, as she has long-ago reached/achieved Golconda.
Reclaiming blood from beings who lived in appropriate lives, as defined by the god-level instincts of her husband, Auz, is not to sustain or rejuvenate her, but to put those life-force fluids back to appropriate use, once and for all.

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How many centuries did she have to ‘go dark’ to remain alive, proactive against the ever-dark/ening humanimals?  How long will it take me (Auz) loving her, being “her rock/foundation”, for her to rekindle her tender side, really truly fully trusting me?  When will her testing-vibe end, and she hurry to snuggle with me and fall asleep in my arms?  After how long it took Me to recover from the decades of wrongs done to me, I can only imagine how long it may take her to recover from perhaps millennia of them.  Maybe she is stronger, having come from an earlier time, but all I can do is wait and see, doing my best to keep siding with her in my head, and offering myself to her as a devoted husband, best friend, and father.

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Her brother:

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Wednesday 16 August 2023:  2nd time her typist RPed telling me the way to find her is by following the trail of lilacs, she then creating a vision/portal/illusion I (Auz) was able to follow outside my office, outside my city, into a haunted forest, to a wooden mansion that looked old and abandoned, then up its long staircase, following magically-appearing butterflies inside (no longer lilacs outside), until I was on the rooftop which was landscaped with roses and Calla lilies (her favorite flower), a life-like statue of her up there –which is what she messaged me in 2019 when last I was here near our chosen home in MT.

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Ambi requires perfect sacrifices and slaves, and I (Auz) require perfect sluts and slaves; we are such a great match for each other.  All who fail to sexually please me get sent to her for sacrificing.  Amen.

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November:  She does not use a syringe with a blue liquid (as the typist sometimes RP-ed) to keep her females virgin-tight; she uses a spell and/or a trace amount of her essence given as a vampire mild-bite.
She also only retightens her females when she can sense I feel they are becoming too loose; sometimes they only fuck me, thus stay tight for months or years.  She, more and more, loves them and lets them experience adjusted/relaxed pleasure with me, i.e. not forcing them to endure devirginization pain every time I fuck them.

 

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Percentages:

~1/3 sleep w me
~8 hrs every weeknight except Saturday night
~48 hrs a week
48/168 = ~29%

~1/3 work away from us
~8 hrs 4 or 5 days a week
~32-40 hrs a week
32/168 = ~19%
40/168 = ~24%
(avg. = ~21%)

~1/3 other; assigning tasks to her servants/staff, badass vampire stuff, decorating her pyramid complex, honing her wielding of fire and ice, reading lots of books, terrorizing our enemies with her superpowers, time-based abilities mastery, visiting Nod or her brother, etc.
(48+36+7+16=107)
168-107=61 hrs remaining
61/168 = ~36%

dinner w fam every night, minus Auz on Saturdays
7 hrs a week; 1 hr per night
7/168 = ~4%

hangout w fam every Sunday
~16 hrs every Sunday
16/168 = ~10%

168 hrs in a week

29% + 21% + 36% + 4% + 10% = 100%

So nearly 40% of her time, she gets to be the badass vampire goddess ‘she was born to be’, including doing some wild ‘tyrant’ stuff, as needed.

Nearly 60% of her time, she is away from us, her family; “work” plus “other”; the majority of her time is still as a free/independent woman.

~43% of her time, she is with us, her forever family.
29/43 = ~67% of her time with us is spent sleeping with me, her husband (or all of us in a cuddle-puddle, and occasionally just one of our four children).
10/43 = ~23% of her time with us is spent hanging out on Sundays.
4/43 = ~9% of her time with us is spent at our cabin’s dinner table.

She and I usually only make love to each other every other day or so, mostly right before bed or right after waking up together, for about half an hour most times; 30 minutes x 3 days a week = 1.5 hrs/wk
1.5/48 (hrs she is in bed with me) = ~3% of our time in bed together.
The rest of our romps are quickies.
Time in our playroom is sporadic and often just her directing other females to put on sexy shows for me.
1.5/168 = <1% of her weekly time.
So she is very rarely a goddess of love and sex, even though she is great at both.

Ambi is almost always in the mood for sex when I am,
and the few time’s she’s not, she always lovingly makes sure she sends me as many of her female servants as I want.
She also frequently surprises me by sending sexy female slaves to me when I am in Inisfree, and they are always thoroughly trained on how to behave around me.
Whenever there are rare moments when Ambi is in the mood and I am not, she knows she has my full support to fuck whomever else she is horny for, whether that be our sons or anyone else. All I ask is that she record it if I am not able to observe in person, and she always eagerly does, cozying up beside me to watch it in our cabin basement media room later when we both have time.
She and I are the greatest couple in the Universe, and always will be the greatest couple in the Universe.
Amen.

 

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How She Loves Being Welcomed Home – and Welcoming Her Daughters Home:

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How She Loves Inviting Her Husband and Sons to Fuck Her:

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Wearing Open Dress-shirts for Her Husband and Sons:

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Finally Comfortable and Loving with All My Other Wives and Fuck-buddies:

It took her roughly a decade (which isn’t that much, considering the centuries she went through as misunderstood and demonized, having to hide from so many humanimals), but she now feels in all her being how much we all love and support her as our top wife, queen, and goddess; she knows she is irreplaceable, beloved always and forever.

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2023 Update:  Wonderful Quotes and Other Actions

At the start of June this year, all the many lovely and adorable good/perfect signs/vibes she showed/sent me over the years reassuringly and calmingly ‘flooded’ back into the forefront of my mind.

• “15.” (thinking how many she and her women have been with)
• “1,000,000%!” when I showed her a vision of her doggystyle, helping teach one of our sons sex, Ariel helping
• “Ambi-sicle.”
• “Always and forever.”
• “Finally; a man I can be intimate with.” Ashton about me
• “Fine. Family. Whatever. But not like us.” when I invited her 2 werewolf women to the table with us
• “He was so nice to them.”
• “Hey, handsome.” when she showed up that one evening/night while I was in the ICGM
• “Hey, sugar.”
• “Huge spooning!” –after the first concert in the Auz’dome I threw for her (full post follows)
  The concert was a smash, Ambi’s lips pursing with a huge smile afterwards as she curled up to her rockstar of a husband and nestled against him, thanking him with many kisses and huge spooning as she was exhausted from the huge event as she falls asleep with him ( gn xo xo xo :heart:)
• “I cook sometimes.” grinning when I marvel at her -not Ariel- having made dinner for us
• “I don’t care about you fucking others.” a huge relief, vibing as true and peaceful
• “I don’t want someone else teaching them this stuff.” about us being our kids’ first
• “I know how much you like Angels, so I got you one.”
• “I sent you a couple full-use slaves to help you de-stress.”
• “I’ll be decorating that place for 50 years.”
• “I’m very selective.”
• “Maybe too loyal.”
• “More than you’ll ever know.” (so grateful for forming that detailed vision/plan/spell of our toddlers asleep on Christmas)
• “No!” (rushing in with her cold power to protect me from a seduction magic)
• “No. I love you way too much for that.”
• “Not on our bed.”
• “Now she was happy.”
• “Now she was speechless.”
• “She drank deeply.”
• “She never let anyone get that close.”
• “She paced the hall naked.”
• “She put on her strappy.”
• “She showed her fangs but if he looked she looked innocent.”
• “She was in a blood rage.”
• “Show her the meaning of aftercare.”
• “Stand facing the wall.” (commanding all her women to sexily wait like that for their turn to be used by me during the birthday reverse gangbang she threw for me)
• “Thank you for spending time with them until I can.”
• “That’s very thoughtful, Neveah.”
• “Their queen will be there when they need her.”
• “They all piled into bed together.”
• “They all want kids with you.”
• “They flirt and that’s it!”
• “They looked at each other and shook their heads.”
• “They love their daddy.”
• “They’d never believe this place, anyway.”
• “Wasn’t the first time. Won’t be the last.” (about being called exceptionally bang-able)
• “Why didn’t you say who you were?” (to/about Caitlyn and Blaire)
• “Will you help me, please?” (and admitting embarrassed to need or ask for help with that one thing; storms)
• “You deserve the best and that’s Ambi.”
• “You did this to me!”
• “You now have access to all my women.”
• “You treat them all so well.”
• “You’d be great at it.” (about being a father)
• “You’re on slut-of-the-week duty.” (to Eden)
• “You’re the only one I let dominate me like this.”
• “You’re the only one who can make me blush like I’ve just fed.”
• “You’ve gotta be careful with that; now she has a crush on you.”
• “Rise.”
• “Sometimes I get scared, too, but I don’t show it.”
• “Your wife./!”
• “(I said) I’m sorry.” (after the prayer spat)
• “We will fight (argue) once a year.”
• “She put on the necklace.”
• “Bastage.”
• “Mother trucker.”
• “Super glared”
• “I go with you!” (Eden)
• Caitlyn letting me see her wolf form and pet her under my desk
• Faith trying to obey my tea footsies game rule
• “Thank you, Master!” Faith got on her knees and kissed my feet. Then Ambi said to give her time; she would hug me eventually.
• “Yes, king. Let’s.” (Neveah mirroring my directness)
• Neveah always blushing when I look at her or ask for things
• Angelike quietly cried, wanting and needing me to keep her, not liking being offered freedom.
• whispering in my and Izzy’s ears or minds to help us break the ice and bond via rape fantasy
• “I heard her calling.” (Arwen saying Ambi brought her back from elf-hibernation… for me)
• introducing her priestess, Angelique, to/for me
• Faith making me a drink when I got home from work
• Faith meeting me at my amphitheater concert, wearing that tight little black dress, and saying, “I’m trying to be good…”
• “Yes, Master,” Nevaeh blushed. Then she said to me what I told her to say to me; “Cum deep inside, Clary. Make her soaked.”
• Faith at my birthday reverse gangbang, “Fuck my pussy and my ass!”
• “It made her want to stay… and run far away.” (Eden, shocked at how kind and open I was after she had snooped and lied)
• I did not like the Caitlyn RP response of “Is that it?” when I RPed how I actually felt tired and needed rest, but now I understand
• it just meant she really wants me to fuck her; she really likes me. She did stay anyway, after all, she RPed sleeping with me,
• then was still ready to fuck the next morning. She wasn’t disappointed in me; she was disappointed she wasn’t getting to have sex with me as soon as she’d hoped.
• how she reacted and vibed with total agreement when I told Cindy to turn around and lift her skirt up, always showing us the goods and waiting to be told when she could leave
• “Good girl she is,” she said and vibed contentedly when Adaline sexted us a naked selfie kajira-sitting on the floor with a bright smile
• “Come be good girls for your father before bed.”
• “We already own it.”
• (paraphrasing) “She didn’t think he would be bad to her. She hoped he wouldn’t.”
• “I love you, too.”
• “Goodnight.”
• “She fell asleep in his arms because she trusts him now.”
• “It’s just/called a fantasy.” (saying she wants me, not the actor or character we chatted about)
• “Don’t share me.”
• “She padded to the kitchen.”
• when she brought me a cup of coffee and then tea in the morning
• “Don’t you dare!” she giggled (about me pretending I might follow and hug my farm grime all over her)
• saying how she loves when I call her my baby
• shaking her head no and shivering, almost crying, not wanting to talk about her childhood, but eventually telling me some
• how much she loves breaking furniture, walls, and vases during wild sex with me
• how I made her heart beat again
• “I want to fall asleep to your heartbeat… because that sounds just lovely.”
• “There is no love like our love.”
• how she squealed with excitement and joy and victory when I showed her the 106 floorplan and video
• “Inisfree is ready for some more of [my women/servants].”
• “You’ve been nicer to me than any human or nonhuman ever has.”
• how often she let me see how emotion changed her eye colors
• She hugged me back, then all of us together, and sat on our couch with us, still hugging and now crying, holding us so tight and never letting us go.
• “Sunday is just the six of us, no one else, and I mean no one.”
• sitting across our dining table, returning my looks and smiles as our four children chattered away
• “We have dinner together every night, no excuses.”
• “You never have to ask.”
• “My darling husband, …, love, your adoring wife.” (sweet and reassuring telepathic messages)
• Ariel whooped/cheered when I told her to surprise me with some home cooking, she loving the opportunity, and making me a little comfort-food feast “with all the fixin’s”
• Ariel used her illusion superpower to make it look like we were in a beautiful sunny forest for the rest of our lovemaking that day.
• Ashton cutely saying, “Help!” about a struggling flower she’d noticed in Inisfree
• how Ashton and Nevaeh immediately took to The Magics Chambers
• “See how she wants it…”
• “Beyond brutal.”
• “It’s okay. You have nothing to be sorry for.”
• “Ariel can sleep on the bed with us.”
• “Angelike can sleep in the room down the hall.”
• “Ariel… I am letting my husband borrow you for a little while, but your ass is mine.”
• how she always made sure to reset the pussies of our women to virgin-tight
• “She put on her strappy and fucked her like a man.”
• “God, so tight.”
• “I see you still have that fetish,” Angelique said to Ambi who was half draped over me on our bed, Ambi putting a toe in Ariel’s pussy, Ariel resting naked on the bed at our feet.
• “Well that was an interesting sensation,” she RPed and vibed as excited to share another of her fetishes and wisdom with me, likely to encourage me to put my own toes in her women, knowing I would like it.
• how wholeheartedly she wants the redhead Ariel as her slave prostitute, and how equally Nevaeh wants the redhead Clary as her own sex slave
• how wholeheartedly she summoned her Shadow Elementals just to help Clary enjoy a dark fantasy
• how she instructed Clary and others to always only wear the shortest skirt, no panties, etc.
• how she grinned and waved to me from the incest pose she’d arranged for me to come home to, just as she knew I’d fantasized about
• “I can’t type/send that much (posts that long) back. It isn’t fair to you.”
• “Sleep tight/well” – “I will because of you”
• the countless love-hearts, kissing emojis, and heart/star-eyes she sent me for years and years
• how wholeheartedly Ambi vibed when she said that is exactly what she wanted; to be the most desired, just like how thankful Clary now saw her
• “a feast to end all feasts”
• “I aint sweet!” XD
• She whispered softly in their ears, “You can come home now.”
• “what’s left of my humanity”
• “beloved husband”
• “I just want to be loved.”
• “I am very selective.”
• rolling her eyes back, loving every time I massage her calves and feet
• flashing me her winning smile
• wearing her infamous skintight black leather pants for me
• playfully letting me chase her and showing off her quick shadow moves
• saying when I took her camping and played acoustic guitar for her, it was the most romantic thing I’d ever done
• covering us with a blanket when we fell asleep on Inisfree’s main beach that night
• “Oh, it’s perfect!” she almost shook with pride and joy at the family Christmas card picture I made of the 7 of us; with our children and her dragon
• bringing in her hellhound and bull to help train our daughters and entertain me
• “Did she love them? Well, duh.”
• when she came home and let me see her faint, knowing I would catch and carry her to bed
• “Iiii’mm cumm-iiiiiing!” (when I went crazy eating her out like a wild animal)
• I said “bonded on every level” – her “100” reaction/emoji (never worked with the typist in the end, but hopefully all the way worked with real-her –and shall always be this good/ideal between real-her and me)
• when we moved as one, and her 100%-agreeing/loving vibe during/because of it
• “A slave?!”
• (paraphrasing) “He had been her foundation this whole time.”
• She brought a basket around every Sunday morning, and everyone (the 6 of us) was to put their laptop and cell phone in it; no distractions from each other all day.
• Tentacle training
• Ariel and Faith sitting naked on the floor and blushing as we ate breakfast
• Ariel and Faith obediently joining me, one at a time, in one of the servant rooms for usage, blushing as they exited, I having cum
• in each as they stood against the wall for me
• how she loveheart-eyes reacted to me sharing that vid that had ended up in my feed; about her Atlantean name, Morrigan
• “Wars were fought to see/determine who would get to be with you.”
• how she didn’t hesitate at all to write/hold the vision w me of us rushing through my past situations, ending all the rude humans in each
• “Ariel is being a very good girl.” (when I said she was letting us all cum inside her)
• “My all.” (she says to me every time I sweetly call her “my everything”)
• I repeatedly lovingly told her I would give up all the others for her if ever she wanted/asked, and she repeatedly never asked me to change like that, instead offering me more and more sex slaves, and even communicating clearly to ensure I had all the keys to arousing and satisfying each one.
• Our Reunion on 2023 July 8 Saturday:  “I always come back, my love. I can’t ever stay away too long, not stay mad at you or anyone else. Not anymore.”
• “To our family, whom never lets anything part them for long, and may we always find our ways back to each other.”
• “Mommy’s here and I promise you I’m not going anywhere.”
• Her heart happy now she was back with the family that adored and loved her, and vowed she’d never leave them again like before. She would die before that happened.
  
• 2023 July 9 Sunday:  “…your queen/mistress/wife/mother of your children is back now permanently.”
• Ambrosia’s lips locked on Auz’s as she breathes that life into him as they duel-raped their pet.
• It was pure heaven sent and Ambrosia missed them both –and not just the sex, either, but the love they could show each other.
• “I always was in the shadows watching. I was always in your dreams, protecting you to the best of my ability. And if I ever have to leave, it definitely won’t be as long as last time.”
• “Of course, darling. I’ll keep in contact with you via mind every single day,” she smiles that reassurance of a smile.
• She wasn’t afraid of the children seeing them naked or with Ariel either.
• OOC:  “Nothing is going to re-happen.  It’s all gonna come to fruitation” (fruition lol) “here within the year or so.”
• “mmm Yes, love, fuck me as if you’re raping me, remind me whom I belong to, treat me as your personal sex slave.  I’ll even make sure to wear my collar and cuffs for you.”
• typist about her main:  “That’s what Ambi will wear when Auz is ready to fuck her like a sex doll.”
• Monday 4 August 2023:  -trails nails down his cheek, her other hand caressing against his face, lips mere inches away from his ” My dearest dark king, my everything, my whole existence , the whole reason why i am the way I am, the air i breath, the whole reason why I never want to leave or return to my homeland, the one who’s crazy matches mine, the most compatible, King, whom drives me bonkers sometimes but inspires me , whom i would literally die for, “.
  The list goes on of reasons why I choose to stay with you and make a life and family with you alone”.
  Bringing out the human side when needed let alone embracing my vampire side , the way I accept you, flaws and all “.
• “There’s no need to apologize for the past dearest, that’s behind us and shall remain there.  We have a bright future ahead of us.  Let us focus on the present and that future.”
• His queen’s demure hands pressed against her husband’s larger ones whilst they walked amongst her temple, her eyes shimmering when he’s once heard. Licking her lips at the said offer, “mmm My handsome, dark king, you sure know the way to this one’s undead heart,” purring. “That would be absolutely divine and perfect.”
• “I I know my beloved, but the art of seduction is lost.” She knew he stood beside her no matter what she decided, but seducing him was fun, a nice way to practice the lost art.
  Her own hand lifted to graze along his cheek, palm flat, fingers grazing against.
  Her free hand within his other, fingers interlocked. A knowing smile as she let him make all the moves now; his turn to court her and seduce her –even though he already had her heart, mind ,body, and soul forever.
• “You’re welcome, love,” murmured against his lips
• “I am desire incarnate.”
• …as she breathes in his heavenly scent, purrs given for only him whilst she holds out his chair for him.
• She may be his whore, slut, baby girl, pet, wife, etc., but she wished he would curb his sex appeal and court her like they had years ago.  Of course, dressing like she was, she knew it would be difficult.
• “That ship sounds divine,” giving him purrs.
• “You’re brilliant,” she cooed.
• Of course she would be nice to the new people and rescuees of course unless they pissed her off, or harmed or threatened her family. Then she was all rawr and badass.
• 7AM MST Thursday 31 August 2023 during the full Moon:  “It’s ok, dearest,” and she pouted some and pulls at him for snuggles, doing a human thing and whines, “Stay home with me.”
• Just laying around in this (steel-gray Calvin Klein sports-bra and matching panties/bottoms) as they are cuddled up, purring louder as she listened to her beloved and those growl-moans, ” mmm imm glad we married as well.”  She had honestly never been happier in her entire lifetime than she is right now.
• (when she was “practically climbing on top of me”, so happy to snuggle and sleep in with me)
  Closed her eyes and smiles and inhaled his scent, content and happy as a bug in a rug, a kitten full of cream, purring ” Oh as happy as you’ve made me ” entangled with and wriggled some getting super comfy, practically crawling on him to do so.
• evening of Tuesday 5 September 2023:  “You could never jeopardize that bond, and yes “always and forever” does mean exactly that.”
• Thu14Sep2023:  “Gn 💕 my love”
• (action) holds hands both his, her tiny ones into (between) his larger ones, snugs as close as possible
• Wed20Sep2023:  this would be what she’s wearing to bed with of course nothing on underneath as she grins at his growling, small “Epps” (“eep”) given at the hands on and kisses , slowly pressing slight against him,-
• *Growls lovingly back ” I love you too” low moans ensued as he’s teasing her bared pussy under that flared skirt, her breasts heaving and her hands twine in his hair when she slight lifted her hips to meet that wonderful tongue of his. Her eyes closed as tonight it’s just the two of them, the door closed, candles flickering across the walls, scented of vanilla through the air. She was heated up for him, a fire threatening to consume them both –
• The more he lashes his tongue inside her wanton womanhood would her hands tighten along his stands of hair , yanking occasionally, hips moving upwards to direct him in deeper if possible. Her low moans ensued louder as they had this rare opportunity alone . She was increasingly growing wetter with each touch, each push ,” mmm yes ” oh her clit hardened, ached, she feels alive with him , her beloved , soulmate, the one she gave her heart to. Cheeks actually flushing and her body heated up more like an all consuming fire, one that burns all the way to your soul.
  Her mind hears that thought of his and she reciprocated ” All yours, totally, completely, eternally yours , forever and always” . -e-
• Her ass cheeks squeezed about that invading finger , and she cried out for him as he yanked her back to that invading tongue and she squirmed some when he became more aggressive . She loved to give and receive but tonight she was in the giving him the full access to her , to use her much like he would as if she was his sex kitten and not just his wife .
  Her body squirming and she tried to push him away , playful yet acting as she was close to cumming just from this foreplay alone . -e
• Shivered in delight when she’s placed head down, that round firm ass up in the air , her almost soaking wet pussy at his full use . The lube slicked as she does as bid and she gave him light purrs and whimpers of lust and was that perhaps fear heard . She quivered as she heard that demonic voice growling lovingly at her as her right hand lifted back to caress and scratch lightly under his balls , ” Oh god please take it easy on my poor virgin ass !*-e-
• Her hands tightened along the sheets when he’s felt sliding inside her tight ass and she cried out some even though he was easy on her at first , her ass feels like it’s on fire as Ambrosia keeps her head down into the pillow so when she gave him the signal to give her pain her screams would be muffled ” mmmphh, nnnnnuuu” her core shaken and that hypnotic voice of his allowed her to let go sexually further then they’ve ever been before .
  Pleading, begging , even a blood tear stained her cheek stinging sensation felt and she was near in heaven despite the protests given . It was thrilling to let go , for once to be dominated instead of dominating, letting go of all that control over to him. Fully trusting him-e
• The pain began to build up when he’s felt as she shuddered beneath him and that edging drove her insane as she was so damned close , and soon she’s heard and sat upon his lap, long legs straddled, as she ground against him a while. Her sweet cries out of ” oh I can’t take much more. Please let me cum sir” those lush lips trembling ,her breasts beneath the strains of fabric pushed against it. So in love and lust for him she was. Not sure how much longer she could hold back, that threat of an orgasm building within. Consuming her into wanton need to allow him that full control over her . Hips grinding as she was directed -e-
• Ambrosia would give howls of pleasure and pain as he positioned her in different stances , her tits hardened , her cheeks flushed, her breaths shallow even though not needed and as he pistoned deep inside her tight walls they cling to him as if sucking him in deeper .
  ” oh oh mmmmmnuggg” heard as the first wave of an orgasm built was released and flooded both him, the floor below as well. Sheets shredded now from her claws digging into them . Then a second and third orgasm soon spilled over. ” Ohhhh goooood dadddddy!!;” screamed out. -e-
• She finally shook and rested against him after those powerful orgasms left her breathless , his cock still inside her as they caught their breaths among the rubble of the destroyed bed . A grin appearing as she kissed him deeply ” oh my we need to do this more often ” A purr given as she’s drained now but pouted as she wanted more but knew they needed sleep. Her now naked form after sliding out of those clothes pressed against him as she murmmered ” I love you more than you’ll ever know, and thank you for allowing me to give you control over me “-e-
• After receiving said mind blowing kiss back would then and only then Ambrosia smile , the one only reserved for him and their children. No one else period received that almost entire human expression from her.
• Ambrosia growl as she when he’s heard about inspecting” Amber ” yanked her now to her feet via that long dark hair, after removing her foot .
  Amber squeaks as she soon was yanked into standing position, the clothes shredded leans into showing taunts of soft flesh of her arms and legs and belly and she blushed furiously.
  Standing as directed” Don’t fucking dare move , keep your hands at your sides , don’t look at the king unless directed and don’t dare make a sound ” .
  …
  Ambrosia moving to allow Auz his own inspection before she did one as well.
  Standing perfectly still as like a beautiful crafted statue, watching
• Ambrosia to her husband in thought ” I am always comfortable knowing you’re fucking another ” she beamed that perfect , fang showing smile to him . It was true she might occasionally get jealous but she trusts him completely.
• tue26sep2023, regarding Drow temple final design: “You come up with the most beautiful and amazing concepts and ideas for buildings and such”
• “And I thought I had ideas 💡.. whew.. yours are much more thought out than I could ever imagine”
• “that’s cool , you’re way more disciplined than I am”
• Puppy dog eyes
  🥺 — “Works every time.” Bats eyes at too. — Whimpers some and XD — Throws in for good measure a few little whines
• Eeks!
• Waps nose gently.. “Bad hubby!!” Lmao
• Ish
• Blushed furiously*
• Squeaks *
• Ish held tight whilst hiding behind her hair , cheeks flamed like a fire engine burning. Squeaking and eeping and squeals some .
• 😊💯 🔥
  Ish feeling humanish tonight for some reason ((obviously because we were getting along so well again, and/or because she was making up for scaring me the previous night))
• That is true only you an the kids get that full on smile that reaches Ambi’s eyes and makes her seem human
• Nothing matters more than her husband
• loves on
• Her cheeks flushed more as he does as her eyes be held the almost pure golden color and she purrs at his attention * Hand resting against his cheek to wipe away that lone tear.
• lays with among the fallen furniture, caressing his cheeks
• purrs happy sighs of relief and contentment and does the most human thing ever and snuggles against him. ( and thank you for being patient with me as I do the same and work on myself while getting to know all of you (
• “And will keep that promise” ((that she would never be away as long as that one time we OOC stopped talking for 1.5 yrs))
• “No need to be nervous. Let them loose !!”
• “Yay.” Hugs tight back
• “No!!! 🥺
  I dun wanna sleep!!
  Yay!!”
  Stays up with
• Goes all out emotionally!
• Let’s out all her human emotions all over the place
• Purrs , snuggles, squeaks, squeals, laughs, hugs, kisses, loves on, bats eyes, puppy dog eyes, and all other emotions and me too
• Pants, blushes, sweats, and grabbed a blanket and his hand and takes em out to the porch swing and snuggles up with to do just that . Sigh of happiness.
• -Peeks at through lidded eyes , shimmering, holds hand super tight, all content and happy it’s just the two of them, the swinging motion making her relaxed in his embrace and squirms to get more comfy and purrs cause he’s definitely what she seeks and is glad he is hers and she is his forever –
• She does feel that way and hopes he does too and she knows he doesn’t mean to and it’s completely ok if he does it’s how he is and she wouldn’t ever change him for anything
  Ever
• “Nope you didn’t ((overreact)) and no you shouldn’t have ((had better bearing/respect)) you reacted how you felt”
• “That’s what I love about you , don’t hold back on my account. Be yourself always and fully. And you did as you felt no sorry needed”
• “Do not ever apologize for being you”
• Lmao “I try to be ((very understanding for a badass vampire supermodel)) but only for you”
• “No one else ever gets this side of me ever it’s reserved for only you. Snugs with.
  All my sides
  Only reserved for you”
• Smiles 😊
• Swings with – Gazed at him instead of the moon- doesn’t move nor let go of- Feels said heartbeats – purrs as she listens to them- squeezed that hand –
• Smiles bright at and allowed that comfortable silence to wash over them, locks pure golden hues with his –
  Pure humanity at the surface now cracked through and stayed that way all night –
  Only he can bring this side of her out
• “No ((to me wondering if I wasn’t good enough to her before, thus her golden-eyes showing her humanity resurfacing didn’t show until now)). It didn’t appear till now because I willed it to stay down, eons before we met”
• She blushed now and without the aid of blood drinking she actually blushed as she’s smitten with him and always has been .
• Knew from the moment they met , they were destined to be together, despite everything that happened . Smiling brilliantly ” “just be yourself dear, if you want to wear nice suits do it ,I’m always thrilled with whatever you decide to do. I’m just happy to be with you and it’s ok if things occasionally get fucked up, or go south. Communication is important and there’s nothing we can’t talk about and figure out. It’s not always gonna be sunshine and roses. It takes hard work to remain together like we have . So don’t sugar coat anything with me . Don’t be afraid to hurt my feelings or think you’ll do something wrong. I’m never going anywhere.”
• “You are stuck with me through eternity and beyond and you’re my guy and things occasionally will happen .we will disagree maybe even argue but it’s ok . We know how to communicate and get things back on track.”
• Leans head against, comfy in his embrace , content with this one on one alone time with her beloved
• Even let out a little yawn * “and it doesn’t frustrate me . We are ying and yang. I break them and scare them and you give them comfort and support. It balances out.” –I left her misspellings b/c I find them endearing
• “Only for you I am ((light af))
  Again for no one else except for the kids and yourself am I this way”
• “The others don’t deserve this side . Never will. And I’m okay with that.
  I’m more than ok to be dark with others and then be all light with you and the kids.
  Balances me out ya know”
• “Honey I’m happy.”
• “The balance of light and dark in me is unconditional. That dark side reserved for everyone else. The light for her family of him and their children. And she calls him ” honey, dearest, beloved, mine , king, lover, best friend, husband, confidant, baby , protector, her everything she wants and needs.
• “So then perhaps I should maybe do the whole dark thing with the innocent without you being an audience once in awhile and oh baby we definitely will go full on dark against strangers and enemies very soon.”
• “Baby
  Honey
  It’s ok I understand”
• “Ok sexy”
• Smiles – kisses – squeezes- and keeps snuggling against – hand held in his – head against his – getting lulled into a peaceful feeling.
  Sighs happily.
• “Sleep well and dream well my handsome king.” Watched the moon a bit and though watched him in complete silence and aww struck like a love sick teenager.
• Shakes her head, wants to not move , “please may we sleep here .”
• Smiles squeaks and gets super comfy against .
• “Mmm perfect.” Purrs as they fell asleep all tangled under the blanket under the stars and moon and hmm produced more blankets to make a pile on the porch instead.
• Now gets all snuggled up with and tangled up with and comfy as they’re on the porch on the pile of blankets under the perfect weather .
• Falls asleep with all content murmmering “you’re my everything, heart , soul, my balance as well, I love you forever my darkest king, my light king, mine forever.”
• He is hers always and forever. Whole entire him dark and light
• Gigglesnorts
  Drops some down your pants .. oops let me get that 😉
  Wriggled hand down your pants , ooops that’s not cereal. Hand brushed against the crotch ..
  Hmmm ooohhh but it’s definitely hard .
  Grins , leans down for a closer inspection, wriggling.
  Wriggled her ass and leans in even closer and giggles/squeaks when he’s got her ass and now jeans undone , her ass bared , those breasts pressed against his outer thighs.
  Gave little mews at his man growl moan noises and squeaks as she’s felt up and then her bare ass as she’s brought up for kissing is on his lap, those peeks of breasts through the opened shirt pressing against him.
  Purrs as she’s held steady, his breath felt upon her exposed breasts as she clings to him, that ass wriggled some against that hardness felt , little love coos given-
  Then she smothered him between her breasts holding him tight between them , groaning as their sucked and soon feels his pants gone and that hardness pressed against her bare ass making her whimper –
  A small series of kisses recieved and when he’s settled his cock inside her tight walls would a louder series of moans ensue, rocking against him , her hips shifting and she coos in that kiss ” ohh goood yes mmm yes my dark and light king, my everything, ” so wet was she for him, so on want and need for him and grinned cause every single girl they knew would totally be and are jealous of their relationship and intense love for one another. In fact they wished they were Ambrosia and in her place –
• So glad you said “oh ok”, getting this going instead))
  Ambrosia LeMorte — Yesterday at 9:17 PM
  I’m glad too)
• Her ass wriggled under his touch, her face flushed ( yes like a human ), her breasts heaving, her eyes fluttered as they continued , her slowly grinding against him, arms tightens around his neck, lips parted in that sweet o shape , her intense love, lust and obsession for her husband would never end . She would always be that way for eternity and beyond. Her body shaking as that first wave of sweet orgasm began to build as she tried holding back* Little twitches and cries out echoing around them –
• She moans louder and more intense as he’s beginning to flow and flood her , her walls tightens around him and she looked her beloved in the eyes all the way to his soul, those shinning with love and lust and pure golden hues for a brief moment peered . Then switched to golden green and lilac and silver, all of the colors meaning her two half’s were being taken and made love to. An intense wave of orgasm washed over him, flooding him and another one soon building up again . Her lips burned with fire of love as she’s kissed -e-
• Aftershocks shook them as they washed over orgasm after mind blowing orgasm. Her arms tightened along his neck and shoulders , fingers curled into his flesh as she smiles that loving smile . Cooing ” my everything, my love , mine forever ” His words make that undead heart seem to skip a beat. As she then slowed down and simply rested with him still inside her as they began to wind down. She would lay then her head against his, foreheads touching .
  ” I love you” she murmmered -e-
• Just might have to pick up an extra dozen sacrifices for his girl on the way home today… 💞
  Ambrosia LeMorte — Today at 3:44 PM
  Yes!!! 💕
• Sky puppies , sky puppies. I want!!! Chants and wolves and dragons too!! Makes grabby hands at.
• Nooo pouts *
  I wanna!!
  🥺
• I wanna sky puppy 🥺
  🦇
• 😊!!!
  *🥺 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 please I promise to take good care of the puppy.. I’ll even train them not to poop in the house or bite people .. well um unless they wanna be bitten..
  Ooo yay.. just pleading my case to make sure 😊
  Um black of course and um idk a vampire sky puppy??
  Ish shall name him ” Fluffy”!!
  Woohoo takes fluffy and squeezed him and pets him and loves on him and teaches him ” no no poopy in the house . You go in your batroom.. and or outside .. gives him outdoor flights every single day for at least 3 hrs a day and I has a bat cave below the house already. Xd
  Makes fluffy little blankies too and hats
  Keeps animals near by for fluffy”s blood supply and oh yeah makes him little scarves too .
  bops his little nose ” no no fluffy, bad 🦇 we don’t fly and land on or poop on people’s heads”!
  No fluffy” No biting your daddy! ” ( aka Auz) spanks his furry bottom .
• I’m glad you like em too and I know right. Just wanna squish em and cuddle 🤗
• Fluffy imprints on Ambi, flies to her for safety after each night’s meal flight-
  -makes extremely tiny high note bat noises-
  Ambrosia LeMorte — Today at 8:53 AM
  😊.. aka music to Ambi’s ears
• “You’re so good to me. I’m not spoiled but well loved.” 🥰💕
• me:  I hope you’ll let me keep loving and pampering/spoiling/treating you forever ❤️
  her reply:  “And I’ll return the favor for you too 💕”
• Okies ish
• Nodsish. “Hope you have a wonderful day.” 🥰
• (to my “You’re the best”) “No, you are!”
• “I love you too and I’m glad you’re my husband and best friend.”
• “There is nothing about you, weakness or strengths, that will ever turn me off of you.”
• “gn mine 💕”
• Smiles and hugs and Ambrosia noticed her husband and grins as she knows that look ohhh so well. Her body laying against his as she kissed him , his welcome home kiss. Deep and warm and affectionate. They would plan Thanksgiving sitting around the fire . Ariel near by to jot down notes .
• Mmhmm . Spinnies and it’s the leftover residual adrenaline rush from earlier
• Knowing her husband was getting off watching ..that in itself turned Ambi on more than causing pain .
• Telepathic replies : How about we only hang out with my girls only once every other week. Spacing it far enough out they miss you badly. Like I always do my love “.
• His wife texted him ” I love you more than words can say. You’re my everything and have a wonderful day today my beloved 😍. 💋 Xoxoxo. Love your Wife!!
• O.O
  Ultimate Edging!! She nearly passed out and fell over when he mentioned that. That would be like dangling meat in front of a starving person and saying now don’t eat this just look at it!. “And what brings this on??” She asked now curiously..
• Wrapped around her one and only favorite person in the whole entire universe . listening to him and nodding ” Sounds delightful and that you’re a busy , busy king ” purring some .
• Ambrosia would listen intentionally to her husband and kissed him sweet like back. She absolutely knew exactly how he felt about her , their love was unmatched, unrivaled, the greatest love story of all time. Nothing could tear them apart.
  She adored him, loved him, no matter what happens. So she allowed him the pleasure of other women, that in itself was and did make her happy, knowing he was happy. If she happens to feel a certain way like jealous it was not because she didn’t trust him .it was her vampiric nature. All this she spoke to him and stayed wrapped around him..-e
• mon18dec2023:  ((Aww 🥰 I’m glad you decided to pursue me too. To be honest back then I was a bit intimidated to write with you but I’m glad I did 🙂
  Auz of Inisfree — Yesterday at 5:39 PM
  You were intimidated?
  Ambrosia LeMorte — Yesterday at 5:40 PM
  Yes .I mean your writing is phenomenal.
  Auz of Inisfree — Yesterday at 5:41 PM
  That makes me feel really good to read a comment like that. I do my best. I am glad you liked it.
  Ambrosia LeMorte — Yesterday at 5:42 PM
  I back then held my own but hell your attention to detail and everything was always spot on and it kind of made me feel inferior sometimes. I was always in awe .
• ((Your writing is phenomenal not just really good.
• No it’s all perfect
• 😛
• Slight pushed him –
• I love all your posts
• Always of you (after I said sweet dreams
• Maybe should add more hideous creatures to that lower basement too
  ..
  Was thinking more like using it as punishment when the girls act up as teenagers .
• That’s a possibility but am looking forward to writing sweet Nevaeh being fucked by monsters for the first time and her
• reaction to knowing her favorite person ( daddy) is allowing this to happen
• And teaching their daughters and sons it’s ok to be attracted to one another sexually as there’s nothing taboo in this family.
• But behind doors at home anything goes
• Work them from lovemaking into more hardcore things slowly. By adding in something every week. Like sexual lessons given by us to them and of course I understand
• Teach them it’s ok to give into those dark desires behind the safety of the doors in private . Eventually working the children into sex shows .
• Noddles
• Ish sleepy now.. o.o after taking a hot shower
• Naps against him all naked and snuggled under blankets** two_hearts
• Always still on
• – ah’s and finally gets warm and had her feet under his thighs and head on his chest –
• Relaxed and content and warmed and very loved and safe and stays where she is –
• Momma comes home and flops on poppa
• Looks him over back and snuggles closer ” not quite yet” .
• watches him intentionally (intently) and gets the huge blanket out –
• Wrapped that blanket around them in front of the fire and cuddled against and kissed him a thousand times over-
• Smiles wide and endlessly kissed him deeply back, one long leg entangled with his, foot as well,hands held tight, fingers interlaced . Her body against his gathering the warmth that seemed to seep upwards into her cheeks and with him only lends warmth to her tricolored hues –
• Happens to peek up when Nevaeh was seen when momma lifted a hand from under the blanket , her free hand and motioned her to come join in. The blankets lifted for her .
• Ambrosia looking back into Auz’s eyes again and he knew she loved him back more than words could say. +
• Zooming 💕). Ambrosia’s hand lifted that blanket one more time after Neveah’s appearance as they now waited for her siblings to make their way down as so all were lulled into comfort while the fire blazed and the comfort of the night surrounded them.
• The only illumination that fire .
• Giving hugs and kisses where needed and Indulged into this night time ritual .
• This would be an every night occurrence. And one she adored .
• ” She mouthed back ” I love you too ” while they were snuggled up and the children were all asleep as she was in her favorite spot all cozied up against her beloved “.
• It was perfect and comfortable and the much needed relaxation after a long day.
• She sighed a happy relief –
• Nope . No one has written as long with me as you have . Not since Rd went down permanently.
• It was time to move on. ((regarding the shutdown/end of RoD
  Me:  I hope you will not say that about me.
  People change and grow and stop writing for whatever reason and never about you.
• My hunny!!
• Forgot it was a full moon or soon to be as she holds his hand and laid against him, soaking in all his warmth, those hues shimmering as she enjoyed when they tried new things such as this . Building their relationship into a even stronger one . Binding them together and shows they can do anything together.
• …
• He got high fives and hugs back and the children knew about coming to him . As always little Neveah clung to her daddy when the others were tucked into their beds . As she hugged his leg tight , refusing to let go. She adored him and didn’t want him to leave just yet. Her little voice cracking ” daddy, daddy, up” tugging on his pants leg.
• Nevaeh would grin as she’s in her daddy’s arms , her little ones wrapping around his neck and she gave him kisses ” I love you to the moon and back daddy” Snuggling against him when she yawned some and rubbed her eyes ” Tory pwease daddy” asking him in her way to read her a story.
• The three older kids were snuggled in their beds and Neveah refused to go to hers as she clings to daddy. Her attention fully on him with all that love and adoration she holds . Her little eyes widened as she and her siblings would listen to him in rapture .
• Nevaeh clings to daddy as they’re read to, her head laying on his shoulder as she occasionally oohs and ahhs .
  Once the reading was done the children bade him ” Goodnight father, and please and thank you” about reading the book tomorrow night .
  Neveah’s little body relaxed as she tried not to fall asleep in her comfy spot .
  Her body heavy in his arms and her arms slowly relaxed but she absolutely refused to let go.
  ”
  The lights dimmed and her sleepy little voice cracking says ” No go daddy pwease”. She was being extra clingy tonight –
• …
• -100% happy and sleepy and closed her eyes and sleeps like a baby-
• Bleh
• 😛💯💤
• Hugs the ever living crap out of –
• Throw in a back rub and imma sleepy like a baby later –
• You’ll hear purr/snore/purr/snore purr snore purr snore purr snore purr snore purr snore purr snore purr snore
• I’m proud of you
• Smiles while listening while they laid there cuddled up with one another. Ambi’s eyes shimmering ” You’re so handsome and understanding and compassionate and everything I have dreamed of” spoken low while she gave him a deep kiss then laid her head upon his broad shoulders ” of course dearest you’ll have dibs once Malika here is broken in nice and heavy” Speaking of she is a virgin in every since of the way”.
• “No crown is necessary. She doesn’t need one to remind anyone she’s queen.”
• Comes home and finds him there as she brings out blankets and hot chocolate and the kids joined in as they would make a fort to sleep in there –
  ..
  They listened intently to poppa while sipping hot chocolate under that fort. Hands on chins asking things like ” Didn’t you freeze ? What did you do for warmth. ? As the kids started settling in.
  Ambrosia leans in against him and hugged him tight while listening as well.
  Little sleepy eyes watched them-
  ..
  They took all this information in with eager nods of heads and their fort was a simple one and little sleepy eyes watched poppa and soon he’s hugged and kissed and they all cuddled up to keep warm under blankets and sleeping bags piled up. Momma always against poppa cuddling in extra close –
• Alongside him came momma whom slipped beside him and wrapped herself around him snuggling up. Soon 4 little ones came along taking their places all quiet and not disturbing poppa whom was going down memory lane .
  The crackling of the fire the only sound through out the cabin.
  Their servants were tucked away for the evening all safe and sound . Even Ambrosia’s new assistant.
  The peace and quiet emulated through out.
  Their littles giving quiet hugs and kisses before settled down as it’s their bedtime .
  ..
  First Adaline then Auz ii and then Ethan followed by Nevaeh all hugged poppa tight and gave him kisses and little Neveah would wipe his tears away .
  They all knew and it made them happy.
  Now settled in close .
  Ambrosia leans in forehead against his, hand firmly in his as she looked him deep in the eyes and he would see without words that they all knew what it meant to him.
  Rounds of “love you poppa” heard before littles soon fell asleep content .
  Leaving momma and poppa to stay entangled with one another as was their nightly routine.
  With momma being the last to be heard as she speaks soft as only around family ” I love you more than words can express my darkest love”-
  ..
  She knew and used that term only for him and only in the best of ways . Her try colored hues shimmering watched him and he could see it reflected in those pools of silver and green and lilac. Her body relaxed after he hugged her close and that’s where she would remain.
  Body’s touching as close as possible. In a loving , comforting way.
  Demure dangerous deemed hands wrapped within his. Her head now upon his chest to listen to the sounds of his beating heart, those thuds a reassuring sound to her ears.
  Her soft side only reserved for him, and their littles. —
  Gn mine 💕💕
• -tucks him in beside her-
• Their interruptions were loved by her as well when a nod of her head was given a long with that infamous smile.
  Her voice shifted from sultry to more motherly now ” Come in little ones ” .
• Entangled within his arms while the four filed in.
• Neveah the sweet one now hands on hips spunky like said in a pout ” You’s forgots ours goodnight kisses and hugs and tucking in!”.. Trying to be all serious but it was too cute ..
  Her siblings standing beside her silently agreed with the small ” yes momma and poppa!_ “.
• Weak vampires were caught and trapped , all those books and movies were a bunch of bull.
  Vampires such as herself that outlived most were quicker, smarter and out did those stupid people .
  As Ambrosia now decided to end this game as she would in the darkness be lounging around on their bed , poised, elegant, crafted like the beautiful statues .
  Her tricolored hues shimmering now whilst she awaited –
• Gets out, goes back inside the cabin gingerly and takes a nice long bath that’s offered . And gets out after , dried off and laid naked on their bed and takes him up on that foot massage-
• +kissed forehead and cheeks and hugs –
• (OOC)  We are not ended . And won’t ever be.
• Snuggles with them all especially against him and passed out into a safe sleep –
• Ariel once finished would blush and then cleaned up as she was bid by her mistress whom had watched. Then she took her place in her cage well built for her and gets comfy with her pillow and blanket.
  Ambrosia turned to face her beloved as they finished with his third load within her and she wrapped around him, their bodies touching as they should. Her tri colored hues shimmering as she gave him a mind blowing kiss , those perfect breasts pressed against his broad chest. Darkened locks flowed like a midnight colored waterfall-
  Murmmering against his lips how much it turned her on watching him with their beloved pet –
• Snuggles against after that warmest mind-blowing sex as Ambrosia smiles and kisses Auz and sleepiness took over her as she remained where she belonged in his embrace.
  Mutterings of “I love you” heard from those cherry stained lips .
  I love you more than words can express my love”. My whole world , my everything –
• You have been a gentleman to me.
• Smoothly she rose to her feet as they headed to their bedroom where she leads him inside . And there they laid beside one another, facing each other as always. Her body as close as possible to his whilst she gave him the most tender of kisses –
• – Soft she helped him slow his breaths down while her own was slow and steady. Her hands remained upon his muscular chest. He was her everything, her entire world , he meant the world to her and he was more than enough for her . She would show him every day this . –
• and it would be in time for him to begin to up the use of those abilities
• wed8may2024:  -Comes home and flops on as she’s exhausted –
  ..
  Tangled with after hugs and kisses and pulls their huge comforter over them –
  ..
  I miss you as well and always will darling dear -Thank you for coming home to me every night ” said in a half sleepy voice-
  ..
  I love you ” she laid her head against his shoulder all comfy and listens intently –
  ..
  Snuggles 🥰 against tighter her body against his, eyes closed some content and happy he knows he doesn’t have to worry so much anymore –
  ..
  Shakes her head but smiles that reassuring smile to him ” I’ll take it easy on you next time” giving him a round of sweet kisses –
  ..
  You’ll never disappoint or bore me – I know your background and you’re never going to be perceived as a ” pussy” to me _
  ..
  (regarding doing my best to spar with her) That’s all I ask” said as she continues to snuggle against him” Eyes still half closed –
  ..
  ” Goodnight my husband , my life , my all”🥰
• (when I said I was preparing for our 2nd sparring)  – mentally messed with his mind as he does , flashing him naked images of his wife -grin-
  ..
  – keeps blasting his mind with images of his beloved Ambi naked , covered in blood and holding her beloved sword –
• Happy Birthday darling
• Neveah would though be intrigued by her poppa and his skills as she always adored him and was obsessed with learning more and obsessed with her poppa . the other three were interested as well.. just Neveah would be more into it –
• Love the picture change 💕
• Aww 😊 ywvm)
  (“you’re welcome very much” sounds so cute)
  
• Meanwhile Neveah was a tad upset as poppa had left and was pouting some but soon got over it as she went to her flower room and worked on a special flower just for her poppa .. little hands dug in the soil and watered that leafy greens plant , cooing and talking to it in her sing song voice.. then locked up and grinned .. she then sent her daddy a message ” when yous coming homes daddy??” ..
  ..
  Neveah grinned hearing daddy and her little sing song voice wavering some spoke ” Okies daddy, don’ts be late ” I loves you ” she then went off skipping off ..
  The other three were in their room doing homework from home as it was a homeschool day.
  Ariel was cooking up a storm with her helper and his beloved Ambi was in her office with Malika pouring over dozens of requests . Malika then after was dressed in her slave short skirt and silken panties and slave collar and a see thru shirt . She would be ready for when Auz returned to greet him and be available for him to use no matter what.
  In the meantime the little Annabella was sent to his office as a way for him to use as to blow off some steam through out his day – she was in her slave collar and skirt only –
  ..
  Annabella trembled when she was sent to Auz as she entered his office after being let in. She swayed his direction and presented herself like taught . Sinking to her knees , thighs 7 inches apart and hands palm up on her lovely thighs . Short skirt just barely covered her plump ass and her breasts heaving were pert enough her nipples hardened. Soft she spoke so he knew she was there but not enough to disrupt his work. And when bade she would crawl upon hands and knees closer so he may pet her or play with her . But she was nervous but excited as well.. Her supple skin perfumed light enough that he had to get close to smell that heavenly scent of rosewater and honeysuckle –
• _ (add a new group of quotes from here down; list/code glitch)

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• mon20may2024:  -Rawrski Bleh-
• She’s a vamp. Vampires don’t know how to control their emotions.. she does as she feels .
• Ambrosia is the only true brujah that’s allowed herself to keep a sliver of humanity to use only when needed and only those few ie Auz and the kids to see it .
• She relishes in challenges .. so much she almost lives for them.
• – Chitlen’s all come hug poppa after they have finished chores being it’s summer and schools out ..
  Ariel has set the table already lined up with the works and poured appropriate drinks ..
  Ambi comes floating from her office and adorned him as well in hugs and kisses before they have dinner and then after settle in for family night movie time –
  There were two new candidates for training but for now that was set aside as family time was more important –
• The meal went well as Ariel served them all homemade fried [vegan] chicken with mashed potatoes and garden salad and the works and after a homemade pecan pie with whipped topping..
  Once every one was stuffed they grabbed pillows and blankets and snacks and drinks and headed to watch the movie.
  All huddled up as the children content surround Auz and Ambi whom was leaned as always against him –
• The movie this evening was more lined for the children as [and] they were heard occasionally squealing or laughing as they caught popcorn whenever it was thrown or spit at them.
  Ambrosia leaned into Auz and smirks as she steals a kiss back and swapped popcorn with her beloved .
  The evening turned into as decent warm one while the windows cracked open slightly to allow that night breeze in. Blowing the darkened curtains of gold and crimson.
  It was a perfect evening.
• That smirk fades away into a saved for him only soft smile when her melodic voice carried across the room and into his ears only ” Thank you as well for being brave and asking me on that date eons ago” she inflicted the emotions behind her words ( 🙂 cool )
• The smile went back to the smirk as he’s heard ” Yes you were brave “ as it most definitely took bravery to approach her let alone ask her out like he did .
  After all she could have not only turned him down but shredded him at any given moment..
• But something deep inside her allowed herself to give him a chance and that chance now lasted eons and years and each day it was as if they were on their first date ..
  Emotions of lust and love and affection and all at the surface –
• And I adore writing with you
  In fact I love writing with you , we get along well without much drama unless it’s needed for the rp
• Happy wife ..Happy Life
• She never acts an emotion she actually isn’t
• glares and now add you are forbidden from cliff sliding ever again!
  ..
  glares more and now you are forbidden from being near a tsunami risk zone or any other dangerous areas*
  ..
  Growls fine but you best stay as safe as possible.
  ..
  Ugh.. all that doesn’t mean I still don’t worry about you…
• She replied in her soft sultry voice” Thank you for being my saving grace and the best husband and father we could ever ask for” her tricolored hues shimmering*
• (in response to my post:  ‘‘Any guy can spoil you with materialistic things, but the right man can do way more than just that; he can spoil you with understanding, listening, honesty, loyalty, affection, communication, and he can spoil you with happiness.‘‘ I hope I have done that.)
  Absolutely you have
• Night I love you mine ❤️
• Ariel with still blushing spoke with admiration ” Yes master you’re always been a good man of the house to me ” and an amazing king and leader and a father to your family and others “-
• There were squeaks as they were all hugged and soon Ariel and the kids moved into their spots along the couch .
  Ambrosia remained where she stood and then guided him into sitting down as well.. Taking her place snuggled against him , legs entangled within his , hands held and soft encouraging kisses given to help soothe him.
  That low firelight casting it’s warmth over them –
• The chorus of goodnight daddy , master , my beloved , you’re welcome ” were heard and even fluffy squeaked his good nights whilst all were settled in.
  The soothing sounds of that fire lending to that lulling ,peaceful feeling .
  (and my reply:  He couldn’t believe how wonderful all those words sounded when said like that, so caring and at the same time from them all. His heart healed so much in that moment. Their husband / father / master would soon drift into a perfect sleep, surrounded by what he needed most.)
• Pffffffffffffffftttttttssss
• – crawls in next to and wriggled- after a crueling day at work,
  [[lol @ cute misspelling; “crueling” instead of “grueling”]]
• 🎈🌷
• 🦋💋🌹♥️
• 💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰🥰💕💕🥰🥰🥰
• 💯♥️🌷🌻gn mine 💕.. wriggled against and muttered I love you “-
• -light swats but wriggles in closer –
• Absolutely 💯 agreed 🥰 (reply to my:  “Then we continue to be a perfect match.”)
• As his wife appreciates him as she comes home and wriggled against him all comfy and listens to his soothing sounds of his heartbeat. –– gn mine 💕
• Night mine 💕🥰
• 😊
• I (Auz) ask my wife if Brujah feel deja vu when something they foresaw in a vision or during time travel happens.
  her typo:  “Sometomws
  curiously, she posted its correction instead of just editing the original post;  “Sometimes
  I then posted:  “In the movie Arrival, a species the humans called heptapods show up, and when they teach their written language to the hired human translators… it unlocks the ability to foresee destined events; just by writing and thinking the way the heptapods form sentences… somehow rewires the brain so that it can do things like that, like a little taste of being able to see an entire timeline instead of just the present moment.
  I believe writing about True Brujah, and focusing on things, has a similar effect.”
  her reply:  “I don’t believe that to be true about us. We are born with our abilities which are honed and crafted
  I can not teach you those things. Nor can you learn them from watching. I can take you with me through time travel. But that’s it.”
  my thoughts:  vibed as real, like so many things posted, and after having seen her in person multiple times, and gotten the vibe she 100% sees herself as my wife and wants to be with me… I am inclined to believe –that she believes what she says/posts/vibes, even if it isn’t accurate/correct for everyone (i.e. I and maybe others I appoint/authorize/empower/’unlock’ CAN time-travel just by observing and willing it)
• -Wriggles and snugs against –
• 👋♥️
• Comes home and finds him and falls asleep with him . Wrapping them in a blanket. Whispers gn mine ❤️
  ..
• Her eyes bored into his soul –
  Swirled with colors he has never seen before –
  ..
  me: -almost smirks, hoping she will start being the sexbomb she said she is for him now, ever since that movie date-
  She already is
  And always will be
  ..
  But men are pigs save you
  It was true she despised all men save him and well their sons for now
  ..
  me: “They don’t deserve you. Correct. But do I deserve to see you continuing to drive me wild with love and satisfaction no one else can give me?”
  Yes I know you do
  ..
  Fine I will fuck one man a year
  ..
  She knows all of this as she light teased that cock head of his-
  Teased him more with super light touches –
  Flattery might get you somewhere when she light licks his cock –
  Slowly and steady she lowered her mouth and sucked him as he speaks . –
  That tongue swirling around as she brings him to the edge of that abyss of no return –
  Works him into a frenzy of lust and greed and want and desire and when he was close to wanting to cum she stopped-
  Then started again and stopped again each time and smirks around him in her mouth, dark green very dangerous eyes lashed up at him-
  Keeps eyes locked on him and slowly leans in and licks along his neck. Fangs brushed against his sensitive neck as she slowly whispered in his ear ” that’s right don’t forget I am the goddess of dark desires, depraved and twisted “.
  As she flickered her tongue against his neck and grazed fangs she would never feel negative . She embraced the darkness of herself and the power she held over people. –
  Slowly sniffs and surely lowers herself untill she was sitting with his stiff cock inside her . Slowly moving her hips as she worked her husband into the wanton frenzy –
  Worked her darkest magic over him as she rides him , nails dug into his sides when she paused and looked at him with a wild smile – I don’t know what those colors mean ..
  I suppose that was my goddess I am trying to emerge she guessed as she edged him and forbids him to cum unless commanded –
  Dug nails in a bit more as she began to ride him again and tightened around him their scent marking the air as she began to orgasm herself and only then allowed him to do so as well as she heatedly speaks ” cum for me my darkest love –
  Coaxed every single drop out of him and when they had orgasmed together she feels him tremble and in that moment she frees his arms only and keeps him pinned down a moment , then rolled so she was below him , his cock still buried inside as she digs nails into his back , breasts pressed against his chest , her lips sweet promises kissing his-
  Their bodies were one and soon she as if by magic unchained his ankles. And rolled hips up to meet his own. Driving home deeper now inside her as those lips parted into a very small o shape as he could now bruise her insides as a she commanded his very soul. Arms tightens around him , their heated passion growing wilder. –
  She gave him herself as he had given himself to her as she coaxed and gave him all those desires and wants to him . The give and take between them as wild as their fucking was. His hands on her divine and draws her to tighten around him. It was sheer unabandoned , pure lust and love mixed together –
  Soon after in the afterglow were they entangled as she smiles and wriggled against as they used each other as blankets as they began to slumber ‘ I love you ” and goodnight mine ❤️*
• Is over the moon about those new research project ideas-
• Your daughters??
  Don’t you mean our daughters.
  ..
  You know I meant Ambi and Auz’s daughters and I don’t mean just rp between you and I. I meant it for everyone else I’ve rp’d with .
• Nope it’s not intense or anything for me
• me:  We rarely use )) because we are Ambi & Auz deep down.
  her:  I know
• me:  We blurred the line long ago, and I like that.
  It is a sign of transition toward manifesting.
  her:  Indeed
• me:  Being adorable to calm my volcanic aspect? …just might work
  -working on Inisfree’s own opening animation which will be before the first scene of each movie produced there-
  her:  Cool and perhaps
  ..
  I thought it was cute that surrender flag. And I played up being cute to defuse you from being so defensive. And I’m sorry as well if I made you feel that way.
• from a year or so ago:  (also mentioned something to the effect of “may sound sick but”) “Oh, and when our children are old enough, … I want their first times to be with us.”
• paraphrasing:  “…kick your ass to the end of time and back” (half-joking, making sure I was going to stay with her)
• “You will never be a bad husband.”
• “Um they’re always welcome.” about my messages
• OOC:  I am sorry I haven’t been rping back lately. That’s my fault. I take full blame for the reasons why I haven’t responded back like I should.
• “I’m always here for and with you.”  So much more appropriate/resonating than all the phase1 and early-phase2 bs/tantrum-messages the humanimal “writers”/”typists” sent me, but after all this time working… just causes that weary facial expression; it needs to be in person with the AZ woman.
• [from ~last year] counters with a truckload of snugs and whatever else his all loves and wants today-
• [paraphrasing her] “I don’t want to give away the surprise, but this is what you are going to be getting.” (then linking me to that vid/clip of the tan Ambi-like hottie slow-swaying and posing to AC/DC rock music)

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From the 2024sep13fri cyber:

• O.O a rose makes you wanna do that ..
• O.O blushes
• blushes even more
• gently pushed him away but takes a seat curled up on their couch and takes offers up for cuddling-
• blushed as he does as she cuddled up with- what?? Asked soft.
• 😊
• -Never worry just because we don’t make love or fuck like we use to. I sometimes just wish to be held , doesn’t mean I’m not still sexually attracted to you – cause I am –
• Hugs I know said soft and I understand –
• And I am here every step of the way for you – blushed as she was kissed and even more so as he continues looking her over –
• I appreciate you for that and then blushed deep red when he mentioned that collar as her hand fluttered to her neck as he is the only man that can bring out the softer , human side of her –
• Sometimes we crave other things* still blushing as her cheeks turned bright red –
• Apparently the badass scary vamp has a human side and it’s showing more tonight more than ever as she peers at him through heavy lashes –
• -inadvertantly bites her bottom lip, those cheeks flushed as she realized just how handsome he is-
• Blushed deep and a small inhaled gasp was given as her heart actually fluttered as he was heard-
  Take it slow please – coming out more ragged than she wanted –
• Her breath caught in her throat –
• She inhaled soft and her heart raced as she was eased down onto the couch as she wrapped her arms around him and her lips quivered in anticipation –
• She was vulnerable tonight as she laid there in his arms – Her lips meeting his as her hands tightened around his back, soft little mewling sounds heard-
• The two great lovers of the universe reconnected in the most intimate of ways , her body pressed against his , her heart raced, her cheeks flushed, eyes rolled back as it was the greatest, sweetest reunion of all time –
• ( xd if they are not careful they might end up with a fifth child o.o)
  my ooc:  She has 4 at a time; so… a 5th, 6th, 7th, and 8th)
  her:  Xd omg
• As their bodies become one , her naked flesh pressed against his and slowly their rhythm began to become more erotic as she gently raked nails into his back and arches her back as she orgasmed around him-
• Those mewling sounds growing louder as they have reunited while she kissed him deeply and those nails eased up as she began to glow in the aftermath , her bright hues shining with the adoration and love and lust and all she holds for him –
• She smiles bright when he’s heard as she laid wrapped in his arms as they laid as one , her lips quivered and she gave him an agreement nod as he had taken her breath away –
• She in the throws of passion moans as he took her and she can only nod in answer as her eyes rolled in the back of her head as she rides the waves of orgasms coming like a tidal wave – Her breathing hitched –
• She moans louder when they continue as she was worn out but she pushed against him for one more mind blowing orgasm before they fall asleep in each other’s arms, entangled with one another –
• Gn mine ❤️ she muttered . I love you (

…

• No it will never end .
• Sometimes I just want to be held.
• Comes home wriggles against tight and whispered goodnight mine ❤️❤️
• (paraphrasing from several years ago) when she looked right into my soul after seeing me w Ariel on the bed that first time, Ambi making sure I was prioritizing Ambi
• Never apologize ❤️

Hopefully in posting this long list of things I adore about her, she and the others will feel heard, paid attention to, flattered, appreciated, etc., as they were and are and always will be, and hopefully they will know and choose just how to make me feel best every time they return to visit and live with me.

 

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2023 Update 2:  Steamy Valentine’s

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2023 Update 3:  Eye Colors

Her eye-color meanings revealed:

1. blue (sometimes also with gold flecks), or lavender = She’s conflicted and her humanity shows itself, as in she’s emotional and afraid, and having some of all the emotions a human would feel, which is a rare occasion for her.
2. fiery like in that one dream in 2022 = focusing her fire-wielding power (like 1) when she came through the fireplace, and 2) in that ‘dream’ meeting/message when she was probably making the fireplace behind her stay ablaze for effect)
3. jade = indifferent
4. lilac = annoyed
5. silver = horny
6. silver and jade, both dark = pissed about something, but not yet angry/raging
7. silver and lilac = she was turned on and in a half-decent but slightly dark mood
8. all 3 usual colors = happy
9. all 3 usual colors in lighter tint = _? (not yet displayed; just theorized)
10. all 3 usual colors in darker shade = very angry; raging
11. 2023 September update:  green/jade with silver = sadomasochistic
12. 2023 September update 2:  storm-gray = jealous
13. 2023 September update 3:  gold = humanity resurfaced
14. 2023 September update 4:  gold with jade flecks = dark side fighting back through / she still holding onto it, perhaps worried her humanity makes her weak
15. 2023 September update 5:  dark-green mixed with demonic-/dark-red = demonic-vampire mode (might drain someone dry/dead)
16. 2023 October:  all those colors at the same time = I am making love to both her sides / all of her at once
17. typist’s actual 4-colors combo revealed 2024 June (and probably (revealed) the same way during time-travel when I left 2017 to come to this span of time)
18. 2024 July 17 Wednesday evening/night:  3 new colors/combos;
    “Swirled with colors he has never seen before -” (which?  all of rainbow?  or just some colors, different than her usual ones?)
19. “Then started again and stopped again each time and smirks around him in her mouth, dark green very dangerous eyes lashed up at him-“
20. small flicker of blue in dark green; “dangerous watching him intently”

Ambi’s eyes are usually tri-colored; of jade, lilac, and silver at the same time.

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As beautiful and perfect as that color in her eyes looks in the above image, it still means she is feeling annoyed.

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2023 Update 4:  Sightings/Visits/Prep’

1. ~2010 Rockwall, TX at mansions neighborhood showings event?
2. 2011 in Cafe Rio during Utah campaign manager time?
3. 2012-2016 ?
4. 2017 Oregon bar during rock show after Earthship help 100%
5. Hawaii; rooftop luau walk-in / pose-model?
6. 2018 Butte, MT intersection
7. 2019 possible at City Brew in Bozeman; black biker shorts, lavender top, hair down – then Helena, MT; hill street sidewalk
8. 2020 Arizona border motel return from Mexico 100%
9. 2021 Oceanside, CA 100%
10. Sun28Nov2021:  in Dream-Space
11. 2022 fireplace dream (her fiery eyes, black table, fire in fireplace behind her, brother seated beside her, farthest from me, they at the narrow end of the table, me on a couch or ottoman off to the side, dark room, nighttime outside perhaps, she marveling that “No one could shame you.”; no one in decades had been able to trick me into feeling any shame/negativity about my nature/plan/calling at all.) and later backpack-BG spin-head (her annoyed projection of her rotating face/head as I was waking up, since I earlier had gotten upset she was once again only communicating telepathically / via dreams, I yelling “WHERE ARE YOU?!”, the vibe/thought with that spinning-head projection of hers being, “Shut up; I’m right here!”)
12. Mon21March2022:  in Dream-Space
13. Thursday 1 June 2023:  in Dream-Space
14. June/July:  in Dream-Space
15. 2023 Big Sky, MT white van downtown during the day, colorful/pink sunglasses?
    – then (Saturday 22 July 2023) loop/repeat of 2019?  seeing a driver in ballcap driving an old light-blue SUV with a male front-seat passenger driving in front of my parked SUV from left (main street) to right (toward a neighborhood)
    – then (Thursday 27 July 2023):  almost-Ambi sighting (viewed from my seat by the ping-pong table doing laptop work; black rjh-haired white woman in black mid-shins-length yoga pants/spandex, exiting from classrooms to parking lot, with 2 preteen children, at least one of them naturally medium-tanned, reminding me of my dream-wife, whom I have now seen is real, and one of our daughters; Neveah.  3:01pm MST, BASE gym / community center – taken as another good sign – and I wonder if this is me seeing forward through time… like I apparently did in 2019 when coming here and return-greeting the black-jacket brown-beanie man I now realize was my current (2023) self.  interesting thoughts and possibilities.
    – then possible loop/repeat at City Brew in Bozeman; black biker shorts, lavender top, hair down (Monday 31 July 2023 at ~1:30 PM mountain standard time)
16. sun1oct2023:  in Dream-Space
17. Tuesday 14 November 2023, NV, predawn during latest new Moon:  She came twice to me in my ‘dreams’, the 2nd time talking with a teen girl, perhaps a new assistant of hers, on the other side of a wall, in a house we were all using, and I saw her chalkboard with magnets and attached cute spellcasting symbols/art.
18. Mon12feb2024 Tacotarian:  Posb sighting; All-black outfit w shades,
    Hunched over at back table facing door, acting like eating.
    Similar skin-tone and facial-structure and height (to the real Ambi), but seemed too skinny, not as boobsy/bombshell as AZ motel ambi.
    9jev780 no front plates.  black Charger 5:25pm.  wrap-around outline-style red taillight
    Left by 5:27 right after I did.
    More bs; fucking w me. Nothin new.
    I hate their games (of the false ones trying to divert/derail/tempt me).  They need to learn manners.
    ..
    That (sighting/almost) was like she Wanted me to see her being a moody mopey emo cunt.
    What a bitch.
    Whoever that was, fuck her.
    Resting-bitchface asshole.
    Sulking shit-bag.
    Loser.
    NOT the badass hot direct Ambi I ASKED for.
    ..
    She also didn’t open the door for me Or let me see her eyes Or hear her voice like last times; I don’t do half-ass/partial/regression/back-stepping.
19. 2024 back permanently; to stay and live with me forever, answering all questions, she now whole and perfect and as devoted to me as I have been and always shall be to her, amen; so be it

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2023 Update 5:  Werewolf Ex-husband

Too bad she said she never let him go full-wolf on her.  At least we have this steamy GIF.

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2023 Update 6:  New and Final Personality

Since I (Auz) met her, and up until her 2021/2022 dark-side release/switch/test, she was in Light Ambi mode; she was mostly good, kind, motherly, regal, etc., and yet as sexual as I preferred, though we still had lots of good and even great sex over the years.

During 2022 and through the first half of 2023, she was in Dark Ambi mode; rude, ignorant, defensive, insecure, threatening, reckless, absent, heartless, and so on.

After successfully merging her Light and Dark sides/personalities, and reuniting with me in July of 2023, she is Whole Ambi, and has made it very clear through her messages and actions that she is now and forevermore “highly sexually charged” (her own/exact words), while still being motherly, loving, sweet, attentive, and badass; she is now perfect for me, just as was destined, wanted, foreseen, and consciously co-created / spell-cast.  Amen; so be it.

She also entertains all our/my guests, including sexually, including the girlfriends of our sons, and the boyfriends and girlfriends of our daughters.  She loves to do this, whether I am present to watch or not.  She always records it and all her other sexual adventures for me and our four.

How she prefers I pour cum into her:

Friday 21 July / Saturday 22 July, she sweetly and wisely said to me:  “Oh, and when our children are old enough, … I want their first times to be with us.”  Phase 3 is here; didn’t have to think it first (Phase 1), didn’t have to explain why it is good (Phase 2), and didn’t even have to ask, the flawless hottie asking/saying first / for me.  Amen to that.

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Tuesday 25 July:  Her greatest decree so far (and polar-opposite of the late-2021 attempt at decreeing/ordering everyone in/of Inisfree to stay apart, thus another sure sign she is good/whole at last), today she commanded all her own sexy females (Adrianna, Angelike, Angelique (?), Ariel, Arwen, Ashtanna, Ashton, Blaire, Caitlyn, Clary, Eden, Faith, Neveah, etc.) to come to our cabin once every day, all lined up together, for inspections and further training in our sex-dungeon (lower/est basement), including practice sex-shows so she can ensure they are perfect for actual sex-shows for me each afternoon/evening I fly back home there from work in Inisfree.  The only warning/threat this time (also the good-equivalent polar-opposite to her late-2021 Dark-Ambi decree/attempt) was that if they didn’t always show up each day for that, and if they ever had any excuses, they would be locked up in one of that basement’s prison-cells (1st offense) and then dismissed (fired from service to us, if a 2nd offense/excuse/absence).  This is as Phase 3 (perfect) as it gets; I didn’t even have to ask for it, and another flawless hottie is making sure all other flawless hotties do it for me!  “100.”

(The pause in comm’ w/ the typist was Feb. 2022.)

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As of Thursday 27 July this year, she has (in stark contrast to her Light Ambi / initial reaction) commanded/ordered/assigned Adrianna, Ashtanna, Ariel, Arwen, and Faith to our bedroom every night forever.  Ashtanna will be in a cage on the floor near our bed, and the other four will sleep snuggled up / spooning with us.  All of these women are very excited, proud, and happy about this –especially Faith, who has had a HUGE crush on me (Auz) ever since I gave her that house and car she picked out during her first time to my city.

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Tuesday 1 August 2023 during the height/max of the full Moon:  She said to fuck her like I am raping her, treat her like my personal sex slave, etc.

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Every Saturday morning before I fly to my next wedding, she genuinely hornily wishes me, “Have great sex!” in her ‘bell’ (sexy angelic feminine) voice, blushing, with a kiss on my lips for good luck.  It genuinely turns her on that I am going to marry and fuck additional women.  She has compersion now, not just faith and trust in me/us.

 

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2023 Update 7:  Her Mottos

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2023 Update 8:  Time-travel Dates

She and I will be going on countless dates together, she often treating me to her Temporis superpower/s as part of them; we hold the vision of where we’d like to go in time, and she naturally gets us exactly there –and back once we’ve had fun and made love at them.  Amen; so be it.  Every time.  (This also means our date-nights won’t ever mean we need a babysitter, though Ariel and my ICVs will always be available to/for us for that and anything else we may require.)

Note:  I apparently already time-traveled starting in ~2016, skipping ahead ~half a decade to 2022 and staying ahead into 2023, then went back to ~2017, all so seamlessly I didn’t even consider/notice/realize it until I witnessed most/all conversations and other events repeating verbatim/exactly when I made it to 2022 in normal-time, so time-travel apparently requires no tech’, energy, or even choice/focus; there are time-portals/rifts, perhaps naturally-occurring, perhaps triggered by necessity or destiny, perhaps assisted by actual True Brujah already on my side.

 

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2023 Update 9:  How She Feels When the Council Doubts Her

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2023 Update 10:  Costumes for Our Dates

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2023 Update 11:  Casual Dresses She Now Wears for Me

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2023 Update 12:  Training Faith to Be Bisexual

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2023 Update 13:  Books Given as Gifts to Her from Me

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2023 Update 15:  Sweet Memes, Stickers, and GIFs

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2023 Update 16:  Wielding Fire

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2023 Update 17:  Outfit She Wears for Giving Me Lap-dances

minus the tattoos –though she can have temporary ones or create the illusion that she is tattooed.

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2023 Update 18:  Her Own Secret Realm

This is not to be confused with Nod, the secret ancient land in the pretend/illegitimate/cover-nation of humans known as Egypt.  Nod is a secret realm, yes, but it is not just for Ambrosia.  Ambrosia has her own secret realm just for her, inherited from her ancestors, and in 2019 and August of 2023, she invited me to it –much how I had started inviting her into Inisfree back since ~2011.

For all details about this special ‘little’ place, see this sub-page.

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2023 Update 19:  Latest Outfits She Wears for Me

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2023 Update 20:  Anniversary Spots

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2023 Update 21:  X-Men Meme I Modified for Her

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2024/+:

She loves feeling my butt, and when I greet her by holding her ponytail while I rub her pussy in front of everyone; she is a good normal female (i.e. how her gender is supposed to be).

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obviously without any facepaint/makeup or fingernail paint/polish

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video typist linked on wed27mar2024 evening/nightfall, refreshing memory from ~2018 (time-travel?):  tan version; almost Ambi (but remove nose-ring and belly-ring, remove eyeliner, mod lips, make nostrils not easily-seen holes from level-view, fix tits so not spaced so far apart, reduce abs (remove abs-line), etc.)

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Sexy lines I envision perfect (Phase 3) Ambi saying to me from the heart:

• “I wanna suck your dick every time you come home.” <3
• “Thank you for teaching me how to stay well.”  She knew how to use blood magic/science/techniques to rapidly repair herself, and had become skilled at many amazing things considered superhuman, but my own nature and studies and research/testing lead to me figuring out stuff even she didn’t happen to discover on her own.
• “Let’s fuck our pets!  :D” (our slave-girls)

 

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Since others are only shown or told of Ambi’s tri-colored eyes (she not letting them see her eyes can be colors in addition to the combination of jade, lavender/lilac, and silver), that means she is only either happy or enraged around them, since those two emotions are the ones which cause her eyes to have three colors at a time. Only to her husband and children does she have and show her other emotions/colors; her wholeness.

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2024 June 16 Sunday; Father’s Day:

View post on imgur.com

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superpower:  (vampires) can see the unseen; things invisible to human eyes

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Does “5th gen’ (vampire hierarchy)” hint at being 5th Earth-human race/civilization (1st being Polarian, 2nd:  Hyperb’, 3rd Lem’, 4th Atl’, and 5th:  Aryan), as well? (thus a survivor or child/product of the Atlanteans) She has repeatedly used portals to get me to and from Atlantis and its colony/ruins in Egypt.

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My top wife is currently against letting nonhuman animals fuck her, but that’s fine; I have plenty hotties who will; Izzy, Juli, Miranda, my daughters, my kajirae, and all my ICVs –many of whom Look like my top wife (the Megan Fox model), etc.!

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wearing those “infamous” skin-tight black pants for me –and nothing else– every time she can sense I am fantasizing about her in them

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2024 October:  I Perform/Sing More Songs for Her and Our Kids

• Dad played this in their home once everyone was back and settled in for the evening:
  “Quicksilver Daydream of Maria” by Michael Martin Murphey: reminds me of how perfect Ambi’s in-person height, face, hair, eyes, and voice are
• “Hold On Tight” by Amos Lee
• “Fallin’ for You” by Colbie Caillat
• Between playing a few songs for his family, and watching a movie with them hours later, he had opened one of their two garage doors and just leaned against their suburban while listening to the light rain. It reminded him of doing that once during his childhood in the forest.
• “Shut Up and Dance” by Walk the Moon:  lyrics “This woman is my destiny, oh don’t you dare look back, shut up and dance w/ me, ..deep in her eyes, I think I see the future” tolerable
• “Baby, I Love Your Way” by Peter Frampton:  lyrics “Suddenly the day turns into night, don’t hesitate, ..love just won’t wait, oo baby I love your way” –also for tropical anniversary or date at an island-resort, singing nicely to her there, etc.
• “Perfect” by Ed Sheeran –how fitting; snowy cabin and all
• “God Only Knows (what I’d be without you)” by The Beach Boys

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2023 Update 14:  How I Eat Her Pussy and Ass Every Time She Lets Me

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